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The seductive but dearly departed daughter 🍉|🍵-mpa
@blackadlerqueen.bsky.social
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They're a ten but have never met an undead panic attack they couldn’t enhance by lobbing in a few more loudly shouted bad ideas. she/they. Bi, 35.

undermotivated chaotic neutral bard being just doing life things while trying to not forget to eat.
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CW: Grief.

So the demons got me down this whole week, and I know for a fact that part of it was due to me missing my partner too much causing me to imagine terrible terrible images of him contorted into nightmare mode.

It's the first day I've felt better. Thus: selfies.
This is an image of a round faced Asian person with big, curlier hair. Their left hand is resting on their cheek and she is wearing a brown tank top with a skull and flowers on it. This is an image of a round faced Asian person with big, curlier hair. Their head is tilted upwards eyes rolling, and she is wearing a brown tank top with a skull and flowers on it. They also have a bunch of small tattoos on their arms. This is an image of a round faced Asian person with big, curlier hair. Their head is tilted upwards eyes rolling, and she is wearing a brown tank top with a skull and flowers on it. They also have a bunch of small tattoos on their arms, and they have a finger on her cheek as though she's thinking of something smart. This is an image of a round faced Asian person with big, curlier hair. Their head is tilted upwards eyes rolling, and she is wearing a brown tank top with a skull and flowers on it. They also have a bunch of small tattoos on their arms, and they have a hand in their hair like they know they're fine. They are, btw. It's just been a hard week.
October 12, 2025 at 8:15 AM
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My brain hasn't been nice to me today, and I keep wondering if it's worth it. My head keeps trying to tell me that I'm a hateful person and I am close to sobbing.

On the plus side I look good today.
September 12, 2025 at 10:52 AM
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July 26, 2025 at 3:19 PM
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I swear this is part of a poem I'm planning to write.
Screenshot of one segment of a telegram message, saying:"Darth Vader had to mask up to hide Anakin: a gifted little boy who had mommy issues, a texture problem with sand, and literal burn out."
July 22, 2025 at 2:26 AM
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Let me explain today's selfies:

I went to my first ADHD assessment at the clinic today! It was emotional.

Then I went to do some part time work with my relatives and then got. Well. Railroaded with well-meaning advice that served to eat me alive from within, including comments on my makeup.
July 16, 2025 at 6:11 PM
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Maybe I'm playing my own sob story, thinking I'm the worst person in the world.

Maybe I'm just really angry and I hate that everything has happened.

All I can say is. Well. I'm really fucking sad. I'm running low on places I can properly articulate how sad I am. Please indulge me.
June 15, 2025 at 12:24 PM
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My partner died one month ago.

I am still kinda fucked up about it.

Here are photos:
June 15, 2025 at 12:21 PM
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I am this close to sobbing again on the train and IT ISN'T THE TIME so can some of you comment on my cool tattoo I got today?
On a bumpy, a little easy arm, a sword is tattooed on with wings and two rings of eyes. It's clearly a reference to the seraphim styled angel. The sword is not coloured, but it does have shading. The owner of the arm is doing ducklips to the camera cause it's clearly a selfie.
June 4, 2025 at 2:03 PM
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Speech bubble from Instagram, which states, "Your parents and I are currently watching YouTube videos and your mom just casually commented on how easy it would be to kill a man."
May 14, 2025 at 1:40 PM
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Speech bubble from Instagram, which states, "Your parents and I are currently watching YouTube videos and your mom just casually commented on how easy it would be to kill a man."
May 14, 2025 at 1:26 PM
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Omg am I gonna introduce you to the masturbating bear?
It's a blue curtain background with a cityscape lit up behind it. In the front are Conan O'Brien (a tall, gangly ginger man in a dark grey suit,) and the masturbating bear (a man in a bear costume with a big diaper). Conan has his head in his hands and massages the skin between his brows as the bear is touching the diaper he's wearing like he's jerking off.
May 6, 2025 at 9:57 AM
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"Oh I actually know one Ghost song!"

"Oh okay, what song?"

"It's the one with Satan in it?"
A picture of someone painted with Papa Emeritus' makeup, looking very done.
April 26, 2025 at 3:53 AM
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Watched the new Wes Anderson film trailer and I dare say this is exactly what being a writer is like
April 8, 2025 at 5:59 AM
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The angry hissy hairy baby in question who likes me to be with her while she eats:
It's a top view picture of a Calico cat eating wet food. The Calico has dark brown grey tabby patches with her orange fur. She's also fairly rotund. A picture of a Calico cat, sitting, with legs splayed out like a child, with round green eyes shining out of a round face. Slightly blurred picture of the Calico cat in question, looking fairly cute, accepting pets The Calico cat is lying, belly up, practicing how to collect her insurance money when she throws herself out in front of a parked car. She's got a comical expression on her face, and her mouth is parted.
March 28, 2025 at 4:00 PM
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When you come to check in on one of the cats and she was responsive enough that she wanted me to sit with her before she ate her wet food:
An orange anthropomorphic flower with a yellow center is smiling like they are genuinely pleased at the circumstances.
March 28, 2025 at 11:20 AM
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I'm cute, damnit! Cute!
Asian femme with blue liner and permed curls. Same permed haired Asian femme looking bitchy and upwards on the right.
March 22, 2025 at 8:03 AM
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Post your favourite Doctor Who. Wrong answers only.
Miranda Hart, dressed like her character in Call The Midwife, with a white...ish? Coat and hat.
March 18, 2025 at 1:34 PM
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It turns out it is hard to explain to a kindly, but flummoxed doctor, that your father was a slut and fathered lots of people through his slutty ways.
February 24, 2025 at 8:12 AM
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Didn't do very well at open mic poetry today (my words, no one else's, I'm working on my self esteem), so here are some selfies to remind me I'm a kinda cute millennial.
Selfie of an Asian with curly red hair and lipstick wearing a grey shirt and suspenders, taken in a reflection of a mirror. Asian with red, unruly curls, three necklaces, tattoos on their arms and red eyeliner over green eyeshadow. They're taking this sitting down against the trainwall.
February 11, 2025 at 4:26 PM
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February 5, 2025 at 3:52 PM
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Dressed like my own version of the Doctor, always and forever.

(Oh yeah also I got a perm.)
It's Champa, in a full bodied picture, with a blue grey top with a Peter Pan collar, high-waisted pinstriped pants with suspenders. They have their hands on their hips. There is a cameo brooch pendant at the collar, and she had red hair permed and with headphones over the curls. Close up of Champa, with hands poised like she's holding a small ball of energy between them, similar to the scarlet witch. Her hair is MAGNIFICENT HERE This is a more goofier poise, with Champa making a face and pursing their lips. She's showing a jagua inked tattoo over her hand, of a peony unfurling.
February 1, 2025 at 3:02 PM
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New year, new show to obsess over:
It's a title card over Utah with the words, "My Husband is Not Gay" over it. The words My Husband Is are in black while Not Gay are in yellow and gold. The logo TLC is in the bottom right hand corner.
January 1, 2025 at 6:06 AM
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Anne Shirley of Green Gables can eat her heart out.
Asian femme NB person wearing a green minidress with golden thread details, along with a black lace choker, pearl choker, and a resin clay ceramic heart cameo necklace. They also have black above knee high boots crisscrossed over each other as they pose in the middle of the pavement Selfie of a weirdly lighted red headed Asian femme, chest up
December 31, 2024 at 2:31 PM
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Jesus I had fun.
A movie poster of the Robbie Williams biopic, better man. It's based off Williams' first album cover, Life Through A Lens, except instead of Robbie Williams' human face it's a chimp instead.
December 28, 2024 at 8:07 AM
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An elf nickname meme called me an Emotional Fruitcake and it's unfortunately relevant.
Asian femme with dyed red, short hair, rolling their eyes, wearing glasses above blue eyeshadow and red liner. She's wearing a delicate blue/grey translucent material shirt under a maroon corset, black shorts, and black sporty fishnets with stripes
December 25, 2024 at 2:00 AM