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🔞bkghastwohands🔞
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call me cap! ❤️ i'm a polyamorous disaster who writes sometimes.

monoship? i don't know her.👬🧑‍🤝‍🧑👫👭👬

i consume and create problematic content. ⚠️

this account is 💯NSFW.

ao3: 📓 https://archiveofourown.org/users/capra/pseuds/bkghastwohands
breathe through it, keep your eyes on the goal. meet him at the finish line."

(( I hope me sharing my experiences is reading in the 'commisserating with you/hoping to make you feel less alone' way, not the 'trying to make your skeet all about me' way. if it's not coming off right please say so! ))
November 10, 2025 at 5:23 PM
I remember thinking about katsuki's last few moments, the way he just kept driving forward. at the time I didn't know how fucking amazing his resurrection was gonna be, but I was certain that he WOULD be back. he had to be! so I figured, "keep driving forward like he did. tank the pain,
November 10, 2025 at 5:23 PM
and then stick to those few foods for a while to get through the worst of it.

having to not participate in fandom when I really wanted the distraction felt like a personal failing to me. I hope you're being nicer to yourself than I was to me, but if you're having those feelings too, I see you.
November 10, 2025 at 5:23 PM
on anything, definitely not writing. it felt discouraging because it only felt like it was getting worse & worse. I don't know if it was worse or I was just losing patience with it, but it was a tough time for sure.

It does end. You do reach a point where you & your body figure out what foods work
November 10, 2025 at 5:23 PM
As far as my experience went, it's absolutely normal. I had to pull out of half of the zine project I was in because the first couple weeks of treatment felt like "okay I feel shitty but I can still focus so hey, free writing retreat!" but then the nausea and inability to eat hit & I couldn't focus-
November 10, 2025 at 5:23 PM
I am! ❤️

If you're up for some black/dark humor to get a giggle out of a frustrating situation....

The whole time that I was in the hospital for treatment, bkg was dead 💀

so, hey, look at the bright side! at least you've got him /alive/ with you while you're dealing with this? 😝😂
October 18, 2025 at 11:02 PM
*hugs* From someone who's been (not exactly, but mostly) where you are rn: you've got this. ❤️ "If you refuse to go down," right?
October 18, 2025 at 10:56 PM
I FUCKING LOVE THIS 😂😁🥰😍😍😍😍
July 16, 2025 at 8:01 PM
she's SO pretty 😍🥰
July 16, 2025 at 8:00 PM
OH NO. OH HECK---
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💔💔💔💔💔💔💗💗💗💗💗💗✨✨
SYB💙
June 20, 2025 at 6:42 PM