Bellboyhorse
@bellboyhorse.bsky.social
56, Tech guy, art lover, I keep pretty quiet most of the time due to my shyness. Avatar from a beautiful commission from Blackfrost.
I favorite some NSFW things, so beware! 🔞 No Minors! 🔞
I favorite some NSFW things, so beware! 🔞 No Minors! 🔞
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Jiji UPDATE: he got a upper respiratory infection/virus am getting antibiotics and what else my vet thinks will help him. Though his bill ran up to 460 can I please get help covering this?? 🙏 I was not expecting it to go this high..
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December 5, 2025 at 8:47 PM
Jiji UPDATE: he got a upper respiratory infection/virus am getting antibiotics and what else my vet thinks will help him. Though his bill ran up to 460 can I please get help covering this?? 🙏 I was not expecting it to go this high..
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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Driving to the next town over to get Jiji seen.. how much this will be is beyond me. But after calling 4 vets I managed a drop off at least its not ideal.. but I know this vet and trust her. If you can help me care for my old man.
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December 5, 2025 at 3:18 PM
Driving to the next town over to get Jiji seen.. how much this will be is beyond me. But after calling 4 vets I managed a drop off at least its not ideal.. but I know this vet and trust her. If you can help me care for my old man.
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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But I am trying to keep myself from going deeper into depression.. I just cant believe there not out there to get anymore.. o.O
November 20, 2025 at 1:54 AM
But I am trying to keep myself from going deeper into depression.. I just cant believe there not out there to get anymore.. o.O
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The hunt for mechanical pencils continues! Art is my release from stress for many years. Pencils are very dear to me, I've misplaced theses ones. They're from some of my fave animes sailormoon and pokemon.. I'd love to locate them to get again..cause I'm not sure if i can find mine. Silly I know
November 20, 2025 at 1:54 AM
The hunt for mechanical pencils continues! Art is my release from stress for many years. Pencils are very dear to me, I've misplaced theses ones. They're from some of my fave animes sailormoon and pokemon.. I'd love to locate them to get again..cause I'm not sure if i can find mine. Silly I know
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Again, I'm sorry I just god feel horrorable and worthless at this time.. please forgive me..
November 17, 2025 at 7:35 PM
Again, I'm sorry I just god feel horrorable and worthless at this time.. please forgive me..
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today till I return home and break down cause Im running on fumes.. if anyone wants to donate funds toward human food or more cat food (Sammy still needs uti canned food stocked piled) or funds for art supplies acrylic markers Ive been thinking of trying.. www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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November 17, 2025 at 7:35 PM
today till I return home and break down cause Im running on fumes.. if anyone wants to donate funds toward human food or more cat food (Sammy still needs uti canned food stocked piled) or funds for art supplies acrylic markers Ive been thinking of trying.. www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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numb.. this is not how I wanted to wake up to.. thank you to the folks that donated it was able to pay for his ashes and will be waiting for them to return home. This isn't the outcome I wanted.. though its sometimes how life happens. I may bury my feelings for awhile and just push myself through
November 17, 2025 at 7:35 PM
numb.. this is not how I wanted to wake up to.. thank you to the folks that donated it was able to pay for his ashes and will be waiting for them to return home. This isn't the outcome I wanted.. though its sometimes how life happens. I may bury my feelings for awhile and just push myself through
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"My heart has joined the thousands for my friend has stopped running today.." Today I say goodbye to my beloved Lil'Smokey Joe. His kidneys totally shit down his body was going. My vet who knows I will give up everything for my cats it was for the best. His blood work was off the charts.. I am
November 17, 2025 at 7:35 PM
"My heart has joined the thousands for my friend has stopped running today.." Today I say goodbye to my beloved Lil'Smokey Joe. His kidneys totally shit down his body was going. My vet who knows I will give up everything for my cats it was for the best. His blood work was off the charts.. I am
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We are in need of 180 more to make the 300 price to get Smokey seen tomorrow. Im praying it will be enough and I wont need 500 or so.. if you can donate or spread the word help me get him seen.
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
November 17, 2025 at 12:56 AM
We are in need of 180 more to make the 300 price to get Smokey seen tomorrow. Im praying it will be enough and I wont need 500 or so.. if you can donate or spread the word help me get him seen.
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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Smokey hanging in there still we got him as comfy as we can. We got 50 out of the 300 to at least get him seen. I'm praying to hopefully get the rest. Though depending this could very well go higher..
Smokey isn't doing well, he not wanting to eat and acting if he may have a uti again. I'm asking for help to get him to the vet on Monday hopefully. To donate please 🙏 paypal.com/paypalme/bigba…
I am unable to get to a ER vet as I cant drive in the cities. Anxiety hits me
I am unable to get to a ER vet as I cant drive in the cities. Anxiety hits me
November 16, 2025 at 7:36 PM
Smokey hanging in there still we got him as comfy as we can. We got 50 out of the 300 to at least get him seen. I'm praying to hopefully get the rest. Though depending this could very well go higher..
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Just in case it seems the link to donate wasn't working I did re quoted but gonna post a link here aswell.
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November 16, 2025 at 5:45 AM
Just in case it seems the link to donate wasn't working I did re quoted but gonna post a link here aswell.
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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Let's try again if you can donate to help me get Smokey to the Vet on Monday id be grateful 🙏
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
November 16, 2025 at 5:41 AM
Let's try again if you can donate to help me get Smokey to the Vet on Monday id be grateful 🙏
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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Smokey isn't doing well, he not wanting to eat and acting if he may have a uti again. I'm asking for help to get him to the vet on Monday hopefully. To donate please 🙏 paypal.com/paypalme/bigba…
I am unable to get to a ER vet as I cant drive in the cities. Anxiety hits me
I am unable to get to a ER vet as I cant drive in the cities. Anxiety hits me
November 16, 2025 at 4:20 AM
Smokey isn't doing well, he not wanting to eat and acting if he may have a uti again. I'm asking for help to get him to the vet on Monday hopefully. To donate please 🙏 paypal.com/paypalme/bigba…
I am unable to get to a ER vet as I cant drive in the cities. Anxiety hits me
I am unable to get to a ER vet as I cant drive in the cities. Anxiety hits me
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So got up did my morning routine (yes its 5:45pm) anyways im worried about one of my boys Jiji. his nose is pale and his eyes do look a bit more sunk in. Slight discharge from his nose aswell and he coughed as I pet him. I am 2-3 weeks out from funds again. I just dont know what I should do. Ideas?
November 14, 2025 at 11:48 PM
So got up did my morning routine (yes its 5:45pm) anyways im worried about one of my boys Jiji. his nose is pale and his eyes do look a bit more sunk in. Slight discharge from his nose aswell and he coughed as I pet him. I am 2-3 weeks out from funds again. I just dont know what I should do. Ideas?
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I am sorry to ask for help still my main goal is just to feed my family and pets.. with my meds I barely eat frankly. Sandwiches are mainly what I live off of. I will be working on art to hopefully sell originals. I have other things im dealing with aswell mainly medical for me. Thank you 🙏
So after paying all the bills for the month.. Im left with nothing to get pet food or even human food. I cant even make things work til I would of gotten ebt cause ha no ebt.. I feel ashamed to ask for help.. We used what I had to cover the household. www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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November 1, 2025 at 2:31 PM
I am sorry to ask for help still my main goal is just to feed my family and pets.. with my meds I barely eat frankly. Sandwiches are mainly what I live off of. I will be working on art to hopefully sell originals. I have other things im dealing with aswell mainly medical for me. Thank you 🙏
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save what I can aswell to get a new system. But furkids and family come first before that. I still have my cell to at least take photos and post items. I know there so many more folks out there that need help and I am sorry to compound upon more problems. I pray we all can make it through this...
October 31, 2025 at 4:08 PM
save what I can aswell to get a new system. But furkids and family come first before that. I still have my cell to at least take photos and post items. I know there so many more folks out there that need help and I am sorry to compound upon more problems. I pray we all can make it through this...
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So items we need badly
Cat food, dog food, litter, cleaning wipes, household cleaners, and human food mainly that I can stomach and not get sick from. (Which feels like everything right now) Im gonna work on art to hopefully bring in funds aswell. Sadly my pc died so now I'm gonna be trying to
Cat food, dog food, litter, cleaning wipes, household cleaners, and human food mainly that I can stomach and not get sick from. (Which feels like everything right now) Im gonna work on art to hopefully bring in funds aswell. Sadly my pc died so now I'm gonna be trying to
October 31, 2025 at 4:08 PM
So items we need badly
Cat food, dog food, litter, cleaning wipes, household cleaners, and human food mainly that I can stomach and not get sick from. (Which feels like everything right now) Im gonna work on art to hopefully bring in funds aswell. Sadly my pc died so now I'm gonna be trying to
Cat food, dog food, litter, cleaning wipes, household cleaners, and human food mainly that I can stomach and not get sick from. (Which feels like everything right now) Im gonna work on art to hopefully bring in funds aswell. Sadly my pc died so now I'm gonna be trying to
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So after paying all the bills for the month.. Im left with nothing to get pet food or even human food. I cant even make things work til I would of gotten ebt cause ha no ebt.. I feel ashamed to ask for help.. We used what I had to cover the household. www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
Pay Peggy Malakowsky using PayPal.Me
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October 31, 2025 at 4:08 PM
So after paying all the bills for the month.. Im left with nothing to get pet food or even human food. I cant even make things work til I would of gotten ebt cause ha no ebt.. I feel ashamed to ask for help.. We used what I had to cover the household. www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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have to try to care for my family. So anyone interested in the image I did send me a dm or comment maybe? Cause it helps me help my family and my pets under my care my cats and dogs are my world along with the people I care for and about. dont mind me while I ramble just trying to not panic more.
October 28, 2025 at 11:49 AM
have to try to care for my family. So anyone interested in the image I did send me a dm or comment maybe? Cause it helps me help my family and my pets under my care my cats and dogs are my world along with the people I care for and about. dont mind me while I ramble just trying to not panic more.
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the details and gel pen for the stars which I sadly need to find better working gel pens again bleh.. I push through honestly crying from fear this won't help or be good enough for anyone to want.. but I kept on. I can draw I use markers, pencils and so on I'm not fancy anymore. I'm rusty but I
October 28, 2025 at 11:49 AM
the details and gel pen for the stars which I sadly need to find better working gel pens again bleh.. I push through honestly crying from fear this won't help or be good enough for anyone to want.. but I kept on. I can draw I use markers, pencils and so on I'm not fancy anymore. I'm rusty but I
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Wanted to cry and just rip it up feeling no matter what I do no one gonna like my work anymore let alone buy it unless its erotic or something.. I just looked at my closest pack of markers which where pastels and a pack of gray scales. It just slowly took form as I went. I used pencil to give
October 28, 2025 at 11:49 AM
Wanted to cry and just rip it up feeling no matter what I do no one gonna like my work anymore let alone buy it unless its erotic or something.. I just looked at my closest pack of markers which where pastels and a pack of gray scales. It just slowly took form as I went. I used pencil to give
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So, awhile back, I posted the sketch of this image. I had no idea if I'd ever finish this. Well with recent events with alot of folks losing food with ebt being taken away (my family is in this group of folks) I took the leap. I just sat looking at this image going what do I do.. at first I
October 28, 2025 at 11:49 AM
So, awhile back, I posted the sketch of this image. I had no idea if I'd ever finish this. Well with recent events with alot of folks losing food with ebt being taken away (my family is in this group of folks) I took the leap. I just sat looking at this image going what do I do.. at first I