who up feeling disgusted with how their body looks ⁉️⁉️‼️

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Just a poem I wrote. #edsky #caterpillarsky

why cant non disordered people leave us alone like they love the idea of safe spaces for mentally ill ppl until you have an ed. they make you, personally, responsible for “causing eds” like what ??

I look in the mirror. Or the window. Or a puddle of water. I don’t see me. I just see fat. Ugly. Malformed. It makes me think about cutting to make my body slightly more bearable. About not being enough to deserve beauty, in or out. About taking up too much space from others,

I look in the mirror. Or the window. Or a puddle of water. I don’t see me. I just see fat. Ugly. Malformed. It makes me think about cutting to make my body slightly more bearable. About not being enough to deserve beauty, in or out. About taking up too much space from others,

I'm reading Paperweight by Meg Haston. When I finish listening to it on storytel, I'll do a review.

I have atypical anorexia. Here are my stats.

167 cm tall
CW: 99,3 kg
HW: 158 kg (a year ago)
GW1: 90 kg
UGW: 40 kg
UUGW: 35 kg