That sounds daunting. 😭😭 I honestly would be fine just getting a job that isn't manual labor, but I get rejected from everything I apply to and I don't have the money or energy to pursue options that would make me a more viable candidate for jobs that wouldn't put me in never ending pain episodes.

God what a nightmare. 💔🫂

I'm drowning not able to take care of myself financially or physically and I have nowhere to reach for help. When I kill myself it'll be my country's fault.