Jadepilled Jadecel 🏳️⚧️
@basedandjadepilled.bsky.social
Literal Capybara IRL
Staying alive to outlive Blanchard
HRT - 20/04/2025
She/her, 23.
Staying alive to outlive Blanchard
HRT - 20/04/2025
She/her, 23.
reflecting a bit on it being trans day of remembrance on the same day as my 7 month hrt anniversary. It's a lot of very mixed feelings for me, a day of a small celebration personally but also mourning for those we've lost, many of them before they could get even as far as I have in transition.
November 20, 2025 at 2:50 PM
reflecting a bit on it being trans day of remembrance on the same day as my 7 month hrt anniversary. It's a lot of very mixed feelings for me, a day of a small celebration personally but also mourning for those we've lost, many of them before they could get even as far as I have in transition.
i fear that hrt is just making me a basic white girl...first it was the attraction to men, now it's a new appreciation for taylor swift's music...soon i'll be drinking vanilla lattes...someone save me before i start making pinterest boards
November 20, 2025 at 12:23 AM
i fear that hrt is just making me a basic white girl...first it was the attraction to men, now it's a new appreciation for taylor swift's music...soon i'll be drinking vanilla lattes...someone save me before i start making pinterest boards
...she's Mormon 😨😭
Good thing it's facial hair removal at least, I can just boymode through that.
Good thing it's facial hair removal at least, I can just boymode through that.
cyber-stalking my laser technician to try and figure out if she's cool with the dolls or not (I honestly can't tell if her friends just have a lot of buccal fat removal or they're clocky)
October 10, 2025 at 3:10 PM
...she's Mormon 😨😭
Good thing it's facial hair removal at least, I can just boymode through that.
Good thing it's facial hair removal at least, I can just boymode through that.
cyber-stalking my laser technician to try and figure out if she's cool with the dolls or not (I honestly can't tell if her friends just have a lot of buccal fat removal or they're clocky)
October 10, 2025 at 3:06 PM
cyber-stalking my laser technician to try and figure out if she's cool with the dolls or not (I honestly can't tell if her friends just have a lot of buccal fat removal or they're clocky)
ughhhhh it's only getting worse oh my god he vaguely flirted at me when I came into chat and I was blushing and kicking my feet and almost giggling
BRING ME BACK TO LESBIANISM!!!
BRING ME BACK TO LESBIANISM!!!
goddamn it those trans girls talking about hrt making them attracted to men were right, i'm watching a mid twitch streamer and basically swooning over him and his voice. UGHHHHHH I USED TO BE A LESBIAN
October 7, 2025 at 11:50 PM
ughhhhh it's only getting worse oh my god he vaguely flirted at me when I came into chat and I was blushing and kicking my feet and almost giggling
BRING ME BACK TO LESBIANISM!!!
BRING ME BACK TO LESBIANISM!!!
thinking this again....where can i find a tboy that looks like this? being a puppyboy as well is optional but pretty swag....
October 7, 2025 at 11:32 PM
thinking this again....where can i find a tboy that looks like this? being a puppyboy as well is optional but pretty swag....
okay am I crazy or is estrogen just...not sweet? Like gals keep saying it is, but it's bitter if anything. Is it a metaphor???
October 3, 2025 at 12:14 PM
okay am I crazy or is estrogen just...not sweet? Like gals keep saying it is, but it's bitter if anything. Is it a metaphor???
just realised i'm somehow mutuals with alyson greaves...i really should get around to reading dorley one of these days. But not today!
October 1, 2025 at 1:37 AM
just realised i'm somehow mutuals with alyson greaves...i really should get around to reading dorley one of these days. But not today!
Told her!!! Ended up talking for...about 2 hours? The whole thing, etc etc...except that I use she/her. I KNEW I forgot something.
okay so I've not told my mum that I'm on hrt yet. She knows I'm trans (well okay she "knows" I use they and she but never uses she and I also don't use they anymore and haven't for two years) but I've not told her I've started. (1/2)
September 27, 2025 at 1:04 AM
Told her!!! Ended up talking for...about 2 hours? The whole thing, etc etc...except that I use she/her. I KNEW I forgot something.
okay so I've not told my mum that I'm on hrt yet. She knows I'm trans (well okay she "knows" I use they and she but never uses she and I also don't use they anymore and haven't for two years) but I've not told her I've started. (1/2)
September 26, 2025 at 8:42 PM
okay so I've not told my mum that I'm on hrt yet. She knows I'm trans (well okay she "knows" I use they and she but never uses she and I also don't use they anymore and haven't for two years) but I've not told her I've started. (1/2)
I think estrogen could save her.
Actually, I think estrogen *did* save her, to me this is a butch.
Actually, I think estrogen *did* save her, to me this is a butch.
POINT BREAK (2015) - did you know they remade Point Break? It isn’t very good. Join us as we watch a series of loosely connected music videos calling itself a movie
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September 25, 2025 at 6:54 PM
I think estrogen could save her.
Actually, I think estrogen *did* save her, to me this is a butch.
Actually, I think estrogen *did* save her, to me this is a butch.
girl who stims by flopping her peen around (she's me)
girl who stims by playing with her boobs and nipples
September 25, 2025 at 6:20 PM
girl who stims by flopping her peen around (she's me)
was just thinking this and searched "tom scott trans"
glad that someone else sees the vision
glad that someone else sees the vision
y'know what? if tom scott came out as trans i would not be surprised
September 25, 2025 at 2:06 PM
was just thinking this and searched "tom scott trans"
glad that someone else sees the vision
glad that someone else sees the vision
re-reading the gender narrative I had to write two years and I am *so* fucking catty in this I can't even believe it.
Like calling my mum "relatively masculine" and her clothes "practical but unstylish" as a kind of rejection of the idea that I may have been influenced into femininity by imitation.
Like calling my mum "relatively masculine" and her clothes "practical but unstylish" as a kind of rejection of the idea that I may have been influenced into femininity by imitation.
what if a girl was eepy and drunkmoding and also writing even more of her bullshit gender narrative
would u give her a kiss even tho shes stressin over getting it done by tomorrow bc they said if she doesnt then theyll cancel the appointment
would u give her a kiss even tho shes stressin over getting it done by tomorrow bc they said if she doesnt then theyll cancel the appointment
September 22, 2025 at 10:11 PM
re-reading the gender narrative I had to write two years and I am *so* fucking catty in this I can't even believe it.
Like calling my mum "relatively masculine" and her clothes "practical but unstylish" as a kind of rejection of the idea that I may have been influenced into femininity by imitation.
Like calling my mum "relatively masculine" and her clothes "practical but unstylish" as a kind of rejection of the idea that I may have been influenced into femininity by imitation.
update: started estrogen this summer, but still not hot, still kind of rotting and still have the bad kind of ripped jeans!
update: next summer is still not hot girl summer, i'm still rotting and i still have the bad kind of ripped jeans
"maybe next summer will be hot girl summer for me"
i say as i wither in my bed wearing a stained polo shirt and ripped jeans (not hot girl ripped jeans a door handle ripped a hole in the pocket)
i say as i wither in my bed wearing a stained polo shirt and ripped jeans (not hot girl ripped jeans a door handle ripped a hole in the pocket)
September 19, 2025 at 4:34 PM
update: started estrogen this summer, but still not hot, still kind of rotting and still have the bad kind of ripped jeans!
oh...oh i've done this my whole life...am i a puppy girl???
i don't even like dogs!!! 😭
i don't even like dogs!!! 😭
My most dog coded thing is I will chew on the bones to get at the marrow. Not a drop wasted 😤
September 8, 2025 at 1:45 AM
oh...oh i've done this my whole life...am i a puppy girl???
i don't even like dogs!!! 😭
i don't even like dogs!!! 😭
...having the sudden realisation i'm about to become a trans girl stereotype and get bangs soon, because holy SHIT i look good with them.
September 8, 2025 at 1:31 AM
...having the sudden realisation i'm about to become a trans girl stereotype and get bangs soon, because holy SHIT i look good with them.
goddamn it those trans girls talking about hrt making them attracted to men were right, i'm watching a mid twitch streamer and basically swooning over him and his voice. UGHHHHHH I USED TO BE A LESBIAN
August 18, 2025 at 11:32 PM
goddamn it those trans girls talking about hrt making them attracted to men were right, i'm watching a mid twitch streamer and basically swooning over him and his voice. UGHHHHHH I USED TO BE A LESBIAN
Been watching a twitch stream featuring a guy with my deadname, so now I live in constant fear of accidentally calling him Jade. I just autocorrect that name in my head to stop me introducing myself as [deadname] at this point.
(yeah i know you can guess my deadname from this, i don't care)
(yeah i know you can guess my deadname from this, i don't care)
August 12, 2025 at 8:52 PM
Been watching a twitch stream featuring a guy with my deadname, so now I live in constant fear of accidentally calling him Jade. I just autocorrect that name in my head to stop me introducing myself as [deadname] at this point.
(yeah i know you can guess my deadname from this, i don't care)
(yeah i know you can guess my deadname from this, i don't care)
i know estrogen can't change my voice or my laugh but it sure does feel like it has! i used to laugh really loud and kinda gruntingly, but now i just sorta do a breathy panting like i'm a car that won't quite start
August 12, 2025 at 3:11 PM
i know estrogen can't change my voice or my laugh but it sure does feel like it has! i used to laugh really loud and kinda gruntingly, but now i just sorta do a breathy panting like i'm a car that won't quite start
update: still cone, gotten bigger, not yet Big Cone.
i got tits that look like cones at the cost of them being very very tiny.
sad. hopefully they grow into Big Cone.
sad. hopefully they grow into Big Cone.
got that 1950s woman dysphoria
need my tits to look like cones fr
need my tits to look like cones fr
August 6, 2025 at 5:20 PM
update: still cone, gotten bigger, not yet Big Cone.
update on the emotional effects of estrogen, just got mild criticism and broke down crying and apologising
although that might be the trauma actually. truly who can say?
although that might be the trauma actually. truly who can say?
damn estrogen really does have emotional effects huh? just cried 3 times watching a film and i'm barely halfway done. had to stop it because i was just completely sobbing and couldn't even focus on the film.
is it kinda gender affirming? hell yeah. is it kinda frustrating? ...also yeah.
is it kinda gender affirming? hell yeah. is it kinda frustrating? ...also yeah.
August 6, 2025 at 5:20 PM
update on the emotional effects of estrogen, just got mild criticism and broke down crying and apologising
although that might be the trauma actually. truly who can say?
although that might be the trauma actually. truly who can say?
damn estrogen really does have emotional effects huh? just cried 3 times watching a film and i'm barely halfway done. had to stop it because i was just completely sobbing and couldn't even focus on the film.
is it kinda gender affirming? hell yeah. is it kinda frustrating? ...also yeah.
is it kinda gender affirming? hell yeah. is it kinda frustrating? ...also yeah.
June 1, 2025 at 7:18 PM
damn estrogen really does have emotional effects huh? just cried 3 times watching a film and i'm barely halfway done. had to stop it because i was just completely sobbing and couldn't even focus on the film.
is it kinda gender affirming? hell yeah. is it kinda frustrating? ...also yeah.
is it kinda gender affirming? hell yeah. is it kinda frustrating? ...also yeah.
i got tits that look like cones at the cost of them being very very tiny.
sad. hopefully they grow into Big Cone.
sad. hopefully they grow into Big Cone.
got that 1950s woman dysphoria
need my tits to look like cones fr
need my tits to look like cones fr
May 30, 2025 at 1:42 PM
i got tits that look like cones at the cost of them being very very tiny.
sad. hopefully they grow into Big Cone.
sad. hopefully they grow into Big Cone.
no longer doing this :( hrt took my cumbing away :(
still doing this btw if anybody wants to know
cumbing from my balls
May 25, 2025 at 3:32 PM
no longer doing this :( hrt took my cumbing away :(