Existential Anxiety Lizard
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Lizard 🦎 | Socialist 🌹 | Existentialist ⚰️
Writer/artist/crafter 🖊🎨📐
Bi/pan he/him 🏳️🌈 | 31
Writer/artist/crafter 🖊🎨📐
Bi/pan he/him 🏳️🌈 | 31
It's that time of year again
November 15, 2025 at 12:44 PM
It's that time of year again
Well-Meaning Friend: "But Existential Anxiety Lizard, your art would probably get a lot more attention if you drew things that were happier, sexier, and more exciting!"
Existential Anxiety Lizard:
Existential Anxiety Lizard:
November 12, 2025 at 11:48 PM
Well-Meaning Friend: "But Existential Anxiety Lizard, your art would probably get a lot more attention if you drew things that were happier, sexier, and more exciting!"
Existential Anxiety Lizard:
Existential Anxiety Lizard:
Yeah but like... c'mon
November 12, 2025 at 5:22 AM
Yeah but like... c'mon
Before/After
November 12, 2025 at 5:06 AM
Before/After
Still lowkey pissed I didn't get to see this in its full glory while I was north of the Arctic Circle in Finland (it was cloudy the whole time)
November 12, 2025 at 5:00 AM
Still lowkey pissed I didn't get to see this in its full glory while I was north of the Arctic Circle in Finland (it was cloudy the whole time)
Found this lovely deer skull during hunting season last year. I was going to do a nice euro mount with it but my parents' dogs chewed it up.
I decided to fix it up and I think it looks pretty damn good again! Cut a matching piece from a plastic skull, epoxied it, and painted it to match.
I decided to fix it up and I think it looks pretty damn good again! Cut a matching piece from a plastic skull, epoxied it, and painted it to match.
November 11, 2025 at 3:28 PM
Found this lovely deer skull during hunting season last year. I was going to do a nice euro mount with it but my parents' dogs chewed it up.
I decided to fix it up and I think it looks pretty damn good again! Cut a matching piece from a plastic skull, epoxied it, and painted it to match.
I decided to fix it up and I think it looks pretty damn good again! Cut a matching piece from a plastic skull, epoxied it, and painted it to match.
This is actually a companion to this artwork I did last year, "Sogno di Volare." Both artworks are essentially idealized self-portraits meant to capture the rapid oscillation I experience between confidence and anxiety, between aspirations bordering on fantasy and weight of reality and melancholia.
November 9, 2025 at 7:48 PM
This is actually a companion to this artwork I did last year, "Sogno di Volare." Both artworks are essentially idealized self-portraits meant to capture the rapid oscillation I experience between confidence and anxiety, between aspirations bordering on fantasy and weight of reality and melancholia.
HELL yeah! I gotta get pics of more of my collection but here are a couple of my display shelves
November 9, 2025 at 5:58 AM
HELL yeah! I gotta get pics of more of my collection but here are a couple of my display shelves
It was! I love the mechanism for the wings, it's very smooth
November 9, 2025 at 5:40 AM
It was! I love the mechanism for the wings, it's very smooth
Today's used books haul
November 8, 2025 at 11:27 PM
Today's used books haul
They built a Buc-ees in a city 3 hours away and my mom was like "we're going on an overnight trip to see the new Buc-ees, want to come?"
November 7, 2025 at 10:35 PM
They built a Buc-ees in a city 3 hours away and my mom was like "we're going on an overnight trip to see the new Buc-ees, want to come?"
IT'S SPOOKY TIME
October 31, 2025 at 1:31 PM
IT'S SPOOKY TIME
Got to the part of McPherson's "Battle Cry of Freedom" where he talks about Gettysburg
October 30, 2025 at 5:44 PM
Got to the part of McPherson's "Battle Cry of Freedom" where he talks about Gettysburg
Gonna have some family over and watch spooky movies! Probably gonna wear my Union uniform too, for fun (sans the Argonian mask though, that will make it too hard to see the TV)
October 29, 2025 at 12:15 PM
Gonna have some family over and watch spooky movies! Probably gonna wear my Union uniform too, for fun (sans the Argonian mask though, that will make it too hard to see the TV)
Venison steaks with a bourbon marinade and pan-fried potatoes for dinner tonight!
October 23, 2025 at 11:27 PM
Venison steaks with a bourbon marinade and pan-fried potatoes for dinner tonight!
I picked up a few little things for myself too. Some cool Cthulhu art, an antique tablecloth that goes well with all my 19th century Germanic decor, a neat little stein, and some very comfy socks with tiny meese
October 23, 2025 at 2:41 PM
I picked up a few little things for myself too. Some cool Cthulhu art, an antique tablecloth that goes well with all my 19th century Germanic decor, a neat little stein, and some very comfy socks with tiny meese
Lowkey in another Civil War phase now though. Nathaniel Lyon was a beast and we need his energy today
October 23, 2025 at 2:36 PM
Lowkey in another Civil War phase now though. Nathaniel Lyon was a beast and we need his energy today
Spent the weekend in Eureka Springs, got to see Crystal Bridges, and stopped by the Wilson's Creek battlefield. It was a good little escape, except for the part when I got sick and when a storm knocked out the electricity at my hotel
October 23, 2025 at 2:35 PM
Spent the weekend in Eureka Springs, got to see Crystal Bridges, and stopped by the Wilson's Creek battlefield. It was a good little escape, except for the part when I got sick and when a storm knocked out the electricity at my hotel
Let's hear it you goobers
October 23, 2025 at 3:44 AM
Let's hear it you goobers
Fattlebield
October 20, 2025 at 3:12 PM
Fattlebield