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+20s. i read svsss thought it was mid and then got a shen jiu addiction so bad I've been unable to think of anything else ever since 🤡🔫 I use this blog to hash out my thoughts so if I contradict myself its the research process 🔬🕵♂️
thank you 🤝 im glad the truth prevails for those not blinded by mirages, so true
November 24, 2025 at 12:14 AM
thank you 🤝 im glad the truth prevails for those not blinded by mirages, so true
:( I mean too late probably so redo control of ctrl+y or ctrl+alt+z ? Oof my condolences. And ig bc it was undo it didn't just delete to the recycling bin? Oof
November 18, 2025 at 9:09 PM
:( I mean too late probably so redo control of ctrl+y or ctrl+alt+z ? Oof my condolences. And ig bc it was undo it didn't just delete to the recycling bin? Oof
A qj prompt but just SJ & any group of ppl & it happens bc the creature/trap/whatever latches onto the most deeply held regret or smth to ensure its own longevity etc etc.
November 18, 2025 at 2:41 AM
A qj prompt but just SJ & any group of ppl & it happens bc the creature/trap/whatever latches onto the most deeply held regret or smth to ensure its own longevity etc etc.
how irredeemably monstrous he was. IDK how the reveal comes but maybe smth w/ needing to confront & deny or move past the regret so fun series of them being up their own asses & failing to solve the wrong problem until they do but w/ the existing central elephant still unresolved. Maybe not even--
November 18, 2025 at 2:41 AM
how irredeemably monstrous he was. IDK how the reveal comes but maybe smth w/ needing to confront & deny or move past the regret so fun series of them being up their own asses & failing to solve the wrong problem until they do but w/ the existing central elephant still unresolved. Maybe not even--
connection between them. Spoiler: it's neither. It's the regret sj keeps even from himself: that he didn't just die in that fire. Killing the monster that was qjl & dying when he still had the foolish belief in yq & of not only being loved but of being worth loving before he realized how--
November 18, 2025 at 2:41 AM
connection between them. Spoiler: it's neither. It's the regret sj keeps even from himself: that he didn't just die in that fire. Killing the monster that was qjl & dying when he still had the foolish belief in yq & of not only being loved but of being worth loving before he realized how--
Qijiu idea of them coming across a smth that turns into your biggest regret & it turns into a young SJ burning alive. Yqy thinking it's his regret for failing to save sj. Sj thinking it's yqy regretting sj didnt burn alive & save them both the sorry continuation of the rotten of the rotten rope of--
November 18, 2025 at 2:41 AM
Qijiu idea of them coming across a smth that turns into your biggest regret & it turns into a young SJ burning alive. Yqy thinking it's his regret for failing to save sj. Sj thinking it's yqy regretting sj didnt burn alive & save them both the sorry continuation of the rotten of the rotten rope of--