I have a vague sense that I've experienced these feelings before, a long time ago, and now it's back.

I'm watching videos of people celebrating something in New York City, and I feel CONNECTED to them, connected through a light that shoots out of the top of my head and across state lines and connected directly to their joy.

My heart feels big. Bigger than my chest. Bigger than my whole body, like it's expanding around me. My eyes are soft and even a little wet.

Update on this lil bitch. Got her spayed last week and threw her in a very cozy kitty jail. 7 days in and she started breaking out. Now she has free roam of the office.

Ew.

Example: my ✨ financé ✨ cooked me a fancy dinner of Hamburger Helper tonight

Guess I'm doubling down on the Bengals. Picked up Browning.

Is this what it feels like to have a gambling problem? Surely THIS combo will work.