アザミ
LightNews LightNews
aza77.bsky.social
アザミ
@aza77.bsky.social
22 followers 18 following 140 posts
とりあえず始めます。どう使うかは未定。
いろいろ好きなもののこととか…？
Posts Replies Media Videos
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
―Those balloons in the sky― The heart is fragile and easily hurt. Threads that can't connect me to others. I hope to hit your and somebody's heart while spinning my wheels. And then I walk on without knowing the result. Wanting to say the things I couldn't say before. I'm looking at the colorful balloons again, today. If they're released into the big sky, will they are lonely or free? I want labels because I have no where to stand. I want clothes I can wear. That allow me to move comfortably, not the tightness that screw my heart into it. The clothes, even I can wear. I'm searching for the path I can't reach. I'm gazing at the many balloons scattering into the sky.
October 29, 2025 at 6:38 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#短歌　#tanka
焼き払う大きな力に抗えず　消えてゆくのかわけも言えずに
October 28, 2025 at 2:17 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#短歌　#tanka
熱狂に絶えた心を凍らせて　生きる明日には真っ白な崖
October 28, 2025 at 2:16 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
―The thunder― What is the purpose of the thunder that rumbles in this dark sky? The life that does not die within the shell, tells me to live on. I'm speechless and cover my face. The life beyond even me that tells, to continue suffering here. Do you know what that means to me? For what, for what purpose am I enduring? The sound of brutal footsteps. Will I become a crushed shadow on tomorrow, or will I join the sound of footsteps? Even if it means throwing away the countless hearts that are dying in the fear. Are you telling me, to keep living?
October 25, 2025 at 5:13 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#短歌　#tanka
遠くへと飛ばす祈りが生きていて 地上のぬけがら問うな答えを どうしても越えていけない川があり 泣くの笑うの歌うの人は
October 17, 2025 at 4:24 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#短歌　#tanka
苦しさを忘れるための悪い酒 生きて生きない夢遊の群れが 終わらせるその日までだと言いながら こぼれる砂が怠惰を刻む
October 17, 2025 at 4:23 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#短歌　#tanka
心など投げ捨ててしまえ大海へ 荒れろ吹き飛べ嵐は今だ
October 2, 2025 at 4:41 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#短歌　#tanka
罪ならば殺してみせて今すぐに 無風に歩き苦味に笑う 成し得ない理想が描く虹を見て 今夜をまたも生きのびていく
September 30, 2025 at 2:24 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky

―Siren―②~③
If only we could avoid the whirlpools If only we could avoid getting sprayed I let go of the words And let myself be carried away by the blowing wind It's not tears that are wetting my cheeks Because I don't listen to the mermaid's song Because I'm not waiting for the mysterious voice Because I won't see the trace of dead faces Let's exchange the final breath Let's let swim the forbidden thoughts in Between the waves and the waves Let's murmur in unknown languages Without looking back at the bones floating there Let's hold my fingers up high to the moon And sing for you
August 23, 2025 at 6:25 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky

―Siren―①
―Siren―(Song from the sea) Let's struggle until we perish Let's breathe out with bubble away and sing Let's shine our outstretched fingers and call out its name Is that ominous voice inviting us to the waves, or issuing a warning? Because our lives are bubbles, I can't help but listen to that voice Shall we just sink like this? Without looking at the dark sky, while dreaming pleasant dreams
August 23, 2025 at 6:22 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
As long as there's a destination The boat can go As long as there's ahead aimed As long as there's a light to gaze Not a futile effort of just going round and round Not a storm-shattered, still and stagnant wave... As long as there's ahead aim
August 21, 2025 at 6:54 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky

―Red spider lilly―
―Red spider lilly― The colors of the flowers blooming beyond this road piece my heart. Only the hot pain still alive. I throw away the emptyness into the fire, and wait for the wind. The red flowers sway, sway. As they burning human lives, they sacrifice human hearts. Even if my cheeks that were caressing by the wind are wet, it's not my tears. I slightly sing in my mouth, all the songs I know. The destination is darkness. On this path. Scatter, scatter, red spider lilies in the raging wind. As it taking human's lives, turn everything into seaweed and become a whirlpool. I sing every lullaby I know, that wash away the sorrow. Having passed this path, the wind scatters. The remains fall from the tips of my fingers. Sing, sing, even to the wounds that tear the lives apart. The flowers that no longer exists.
August 15, 2025 at 7:43 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
―Seek― I seek, because I don't have I need, because I'm lacking and hungry I desperately seek to the light To the light, that shines on this world To the light, that lies ahead To the light, that illuminate the path I walk It was hard to seek, it wasn't allowed, it was hopeless But even so, my desire won't die Even now, I reach out, grab, clutch the faint thread, and embrace
August 13, 2025 at 6:58 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
―The ghost― There's no hope, I'll never get there A dream drink for spend today The earth has no time to heal its cracks My lament will not bloom and resonate in this land It end up as if never happened at all Paint this sky With black that stains my vision The painful foot moves, steps, on the cracks Moistening its twisted lips with blood And the ghost walk I didn't want to be killed, but I didn't want to kill either, although Spat out mud mixed with the saliva Its feet simply moving The ghost walk away
August 11, 2025 at 7:34 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
Everything is just a coincidence, right In this cruel world, with this worn out heart To be tossed about by the rough waves of everyday life too To suddenly feel in love with something too Why am I such a reckless surfer? Just only for the reason because I was born I keep repeating that surfing Just Pavlov's dog Hey, do you enjoy pointing at people who fall off? Below every boat is the ocean, although It can't see the lights from the sea It can't see them until I get close The stars I see might be an illusion I don't know if I have been able to sing the song That I'm singing now Will I see the light of the sun again? Will I get anywhere? It's all just a coincidence, right Even my desire to survive And how long will I continue surfing? In a small boat crawls out of the sea I fell into I ride the waves is full of anxious I get thrown off and grab the edge, clumsy, like mad, desperate I'm hit by the returning waves, go on and on
August 7, 2025 at 7:41 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
―Surfing on anxiety― Why am I such an ignorant surfer? Like a wet rat, falling into the ocean always and crawling back up every time Is it fun to laugh at someone who's fallen? No such thing as a rock-solid boat, although Exactly there is resent, but who would be grateful to those, push us down to the sea? Do you think that's hardship I want to endure? No one is born of their own will, although
August 7, 2025 at 7:38 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
The question ''What for?'' is usually meaningless I just want to breathe I just want to love what I love I don't want to answer questions like ''What for?'' ''What will be the result?'' I don't want to show results I don't want to need for understanding I just want to do breath of now and sing The birds fly, the fish swim, and I sing secretly Avoiding the storm, dodging the arrows of those questions I just want to breathe to the life at present, a little bit
August 2, 2025 at 7:37 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
A vortex that swallow up the words spit out from my fingertips. I gulpe down the music, pour it down my throat, and threw myself into the river of chaos. In reckless desperation, I float and sink as if it is someone else's problem. I checking the direction of the train that eventually would take me to the afterlife. I clutching tightly the ticket to live in order to die.
August 1, 2025 at 1:12 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
The falling sand is endless Even the regrets have dried up In this land of despair The space under the feet narrows with each passing day The shrill cries of the birds piece me I just walk through the barren land As the scorching rage burns in my heart And I let out a death cry, am I a ghost too? A powerless finger pointing at neglected sin In the godless land, in the barren land In this land where hope continues to be cut off
July 25, 2025 at 6:06 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
―Desolation― In this land of despair The red cloth flutters And who will the bull's horns kill? We cheer the blood that has flowed And the raging unrest within us leads to tomorrow There is only self-protection, trying to survive Things are being lost every day It's impossible to laugh, right In this desolate land In this godless land, in this barren land Just distort my face, it's all I can do
July 25, 2025 at 6:04 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
―Drunken life, dreamin death― Raindrops are falling I will die in the flow I bury many wishes, unable to see them I was born beyond the gravestones that follow, and add to them I walk the land filled with the remains of unknown and lost hope I bear and chant the prayers that will never be fulfilled, and live lives of hardship and emptiness Love for the pieces of the shattered dream I will see it off with eyes blinded by the scattering light I loved those If we meet again at the point where everything becomes nothing, I will offer my tears Farewell Because If I can meet its dreams once more, I will hold in my arms, let put it to sleep, and pray for The wind howls with lamentation We live hurried by the crazy clock What will the cry in the waves be? Once it sink, the days will pass as if nothing at all Raindrops are falling I live in the flow How much sand geting in my feet, those wishes I couldn't see If I could hold it tightly, toss it away, and let it flow into the night sky I see you again in the swaying Milky Way
July 19, 2025 at 1:49 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky

―One thing left―
―One thing left― I can't do like that, I can do like this I can't do like same, I can do like different Even if someone don't accepts, it can't change Even if someone don't likes, it won't change I can't live, only here I can't love the place where I was born I can breathe a little because let fly the heart far away Even if such life-style is fragile If not my breathe here, I look up to the sky wanting for it "You have no place to live" "You have no right to live" It had never been able to accept common sense that doesn't concern me Useless mantra Empty promise Empty promise Do you tell me, shorten my own life for a hollow illusion? I've run through the road to destruction I've put all my energy into trying to get proof I've been killing myself day by day And I saw the hell in those days without peace It's not enough, not enough My whole life is never enough Because that's "wrong" Be a fish, be a bird Praise those who are already like that Don't twist different person Twisting myself to fit into that narrow cage And holding my twisted self in the arms What I scared, angry, sad, laugh about? No one knows One by one Wave your hand along the way Let hear your voice No one will understand One by one At least let hear your voice
July 16, 2025 at 2:13 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
Spreading your wings now And melt into the darkness Go back to the end of this sky There is only one destination to aim for Just take the sorrow with me Cut through the wind Just let the sorrow take flight Fly into the night Fly into the darkness
July 12, 2025 at 7:51 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
―Black bird― Fly into the night Fly into the darkness Spreading your wings now Don't let anything stop Just carry the sadness with me Fly into the night Fly into the darkness I've been humming it since I was born If it's forbidden and then rings in my heart Hearing to the sound of the worn wind In silence
July 12, 2025 at 7:49 PM
aza77.bsky.social
#poem #poetry #writing #blueskypoets #poetrysky
―Ask the wind― The world is unrest And I'm desperate There's so much poison and blades So we always cutting off, throwing away This world isn't kind So maybe slightly dirty like me is fitting for It wasn't the start I wanted But I have no reason to be told me, "end it" Ask the wind God will decide, if there is one, right? Who cares, ask the wind
July 10, 2025 at 6:42 PM