avalonisle
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they/them | the avatar of brainrot and a fandom fanatic | @avlonisle on twt| I am here because toby fox makes updates here but also want to escape twt| idk how comfortable with random bots liking my stuff
I’m overthinking things and brain getting hazy. Brain should be used for fun stuff. Relearning to love myself just hurts because idk me really. Still love her and ppl say that feeling never goes away. I’m fine with that. Just the intense emotions are a hassle to control.
December 16, 2025 at 7:57 AM
I’m overthinking things and brain getting hazy. Brain should be used for fun stuff. Relearning to love myself just hurts because idk me really. Still love her and ppl say that feeling never goes away. I’m fine with that. Just the intense emotions are a hassle to control.
I think if she were to look back and read some of the thoughts I had, I would either look insane and creepy or someone with arrested development. I wouldn’t say either. Just broken and trying to pick up the pieces. I hate the idea of being a “bullet she dodged” because it’s insanely shallow but
December 16, 2025 at 7:28 AM
I think if she were to look back and read some of the thoughts I had, I would either look insane and creepy or someone with arrested development. I wouldn’t say either. Just broken and trying to pick up the pieces. I hate the idea of being a “bullet she dodged” because it’s insanely shallow but
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Agenda today:
-Apply to 20 different jobs
-Stitch and disinfect preloved Jevil Plush
-Work on mapping out illustration
-Miku boxing rep because I’m not a quitter
-Progress on P3R?
-Apply to 20 different jobs
-Stitch and disinfect preloved Jevil Plush
-Work on mapping out illustration
-Miku boxing rep because I’m not a quitter
-Progress on P3R?
December 15, 2025 at 8:23 PM
Agenda today:
-Apply to 20 different jobs
-Stitch and disinfect preloved Jevil Plush
-Work on mapping out illustration
-Miku boxing rep because I’m not a quitter
-Progress on P3R?
-Apply to 20 different jobs
-Stitch and disinfect preloved Jevil Plush
-Work on mapping out illustration
-Miku boxing rep because I’m not a quitter
-Progress on P3R?
Today I learned
-💙=platonic friendship
-JD Vance has pics of him in drag
-Miku doesn’t slow down for no body
-“Met me at a Chinese point in my life” meme is from Fight Club?
-AI is so soulless it makes a queer kiss look homophobic
-The closet is where I belong (joke to previous posts)
-💙=platonic friendship
-JD Vance has pics of him in drag
-Miku doesn’t slow down for no body
-“Met me at a Chinese point in my life” meme is from Fight Club?
-AI is so soulless it makes a queer kiss look homophobic
-The closet is where I belong (joke to previous posts)
December 15, 2025 at 9:14 AM
Today I learned
-💙=platonic friendship
-JD Vance has pics of him in drag
-Miku doesn’t slow down for no body
-“Met me at a Chinese point in my life” meme is from Fight Club?
-AI is so soulless it makes a queer kiss look homophobic
-The closet is where I belong (joke to previous posts)
-💙=platonic friendship
-JD Vance has pics of him in drag
-Miku doesn’t slow down for no body
-“Met me at a Chinese point in my life” meme is from Fight Club?
-AI is so soulless it makes a queer kiss look homophobic
-The closet is where I belong (joke to previous posts)
Now I remember why I stopped Miku fitness boxing. I would rather have ran for an hour. That’s why she’s the idol and I’m the one breaking a sweat. fuck my chungus life.
December 15, 2025 at 4:32 AM
Now I remember why I stopped Miku fitness boxing. I would rather have ran for an hour. That’s why she’s the idol and I’m the one breaking a sweat. fuck my chungus life.
Tis very small and makeshift but I think it’s a neat first recording booth
December 15, 2025 at 12:19 AM
Tis very small and makeshift but I think it’s a neat first recording booth
In other unemployed news a new friend asked me for yaoi recs and I gave them one but they meant just BL I wanna kms
December 14, 2025 at 7:29 PM
In other unemployed news a new friend asked me for yaoi recs and I gave them one but they meant just BL I wanna kms
now i can only think about the damage confessing might have caused because she always wanted genuine platonic friendships with men and it prolly hurt her. shit.
December 13, 2025 at 10:32 PM
now i can only think about the damage confessing might have caused because she always wanted genuine platonic friendships with men and it prolly hurt her. shit.
Had a feeling I had the random impulse to fully try out voice acting. Maybe should try an acting class or get coaching first.
December 13, 2025 at 9:06 PM
Had a feeling I had the random impulse to fully try out voice acting. Maybe should try an acting class or get coaching first.
The mask fits again. I’m suddenly feeling shame in myself but the kind that used to know how to be charismatic and but less emotionally connected. It’s a jaded type of feeling that I abandoned for wanting deeper emotional connections. I never thought it would fit again. Perhaps less entries willcome
December 13, 2025 at 5:41 AM
The mask fits again. I’m suddenly feeling shame in myself but the kind that used to know how to be charismatic and but less emotionally connected. It’s a jaded type of feeling that I abandoned for wanting deeper emotional connections. I never thought it would fit again. Perhaps less entries willcome
Family life isn’t better either tbh. Older sis has been stunted developmentally and has resigned from any sense of self improvement in any career sense become a NEET. Mother and father only think about us in a career oriented way. I understand what it’s like to not have any wants as a result of
December 13, 2025 at 12:28 AM
Family life isn’t better either tbh. Older sis has been stunted developmentally and has resigned from any sense of self improvement in any career sense become a NEET. Mother and father only think about us in a career oriented way. I understand what it’s like to not have any wants as a result of
I should just do gig work at this point to not classify myself as unemployed
December 12, 2025 at 6:21 PM
I should just do gig work at this point to not classify myself as unemployed
Wuthering Waves winning players choice over Exp 33, Dispatch, and Silksong was unexpected hello??
December 12, 2025 at 5:49 AM
Wuthering Waves winning players choice over Exp 33, Dispatch, and Silksong was unexpected hello??
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EXPEDITION 33 !!!!!!
December 12, 2025 at 5:36 AM
EXPEDITION 33 !!!!!!
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'Clair Obscur: Expedition 33' won 9 awards at #TheGameAwards — the most for any game ever 🎮
• Game of the Year
• Best Narrative
• Best Game Direction
• Best RPG
• Best Art Direction
• Best Score & Music
• Best Performance
• Best Debut Indie Game
• Best Independent Game
• Game of the Year
• Best Narrative
• Best Game Direction
• Best RPG
• Best Art Direction
• Best Score & Music
• Best Performance
• Best Debut Indie Game
• Best Independent Game
December 12, 2025 at 4:09 AM
'Clair Obscur: Expedition 33' won 9 awards at #TheGameAwards — the most for any game ever 🎮
• Game of the Year
• Best Narrative
• Best Game Direction
• Best RPG
• Best Art Direction
• Best Score & Music
• Best Performance
• Best Debut Indie Game
• Best Independent Game
• Game of the Year
• Best Narrative
• Best Game Direction
• Best RPG
• Best Art Direction
• Best Score & Music
• Best Performance
• Best Debut Indie Game
• Best Independent Game
Also selling stuff on Mercari! Recently unemployed but because job market sucks I’m selling random sealed purchases I wanted to share with others. Might be convinced to sell old CIB PKMN games but you prob won’t get a discount. :L
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December 12, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Also selling stuff on Mercari! Recently unemployed but because job market sucks I’m selling random sealed purchases I wanted to share with others. Might be convinced to sell old CIB PKMN games but you prob won’t get a discount. :L
www.mercari.com/u/otakugarag...
www.mercari.com/u/otakugarag...
I remember visiting the Art of Omori exhibit with an old friend before ever playing the game. Someone came up to me with a mic asking me about how the Orange Joe was and I described it awkwardly without knowing it was from the game. I guessed the entire plot accurately based on the art’s placing’-_
December 12, 2025 at 12:02 AM
I remember visiting the Art of Omori exhibit with an old friend before ever playing the game. Someone came up to me with a mic asking me about how the Orange Joe was and I described it awkwardly without knowing it was from the game. I guessed the entire plot accurately based on the art’s placing’-_
I think it’s a very young sensibility to want to have a partner who fills in traits you lack. It’s one thing to be complementary but it’s another to be avoidant about your inner flaws. It’s also very dependent on them performing that way forever. Love them for who they are despite their flaws.
December 11, 2025 at 10:18 PM
I think it’s a very young sensibility to want to have a partner who fills in traits you lack. It’s one thing to be complementary but it’s another to be avoidant about your inner flaws. It’s also very dependent on them performing that way forever. Love them for who they are despite their flaws.
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December 11, 2025 at 3:46 PM
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Nice short promo animation by french artist Jack-Amin Ibrahim for the release of Hisashi Eguchi's manga "Stop!! Hibari-kun!" (English edition / published by Peow).
peow.studio/products/sto...
peow.studio/products/sto...
December 11, 2025 at 6:22 PM
Nice short promo animation by french artist Jack-Amin Ibrahim for the release of Hisashi Eguchi's manga "Stop!! Hibari-kun!" (English edition / published by Peow).
peow.studio/products/sto...
peow.studio/products/sto...
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As of August 2025, Vietnam accounted for 75% of all video game consoles shipped to the US.
In 2024, 86% of consoles shipped to the US were from China.
In 2024, 86% of consoles shipped to the US were from China.
New on Bloomberg : “Made in Vietnam: Trump Tariffs Ended China’s Monopoly on US Video Game Consoles”
Made in Vietnam: Trump Tariffs Ended China’s Monopoly on US Video Game Consoles
www.bloomberg.com
December 11, 2025 at 6:17 PM
As of August 2025, Vietnam accounted for 75% of all video game consoles shipped to the US.
In 2024, 86% of consoles shipped to the US were from China.
In 2024, 86% of consoles shipped to the US were from China.
Writing affirmations for myself going into next year:
1.) Be the (redacted name) that you want to see in the world
1.) Be the (redacted name) that you want to see in the world
December 11, 2025 at 6:34 AM
Writing affirmations for myself going into next year:
1.) Be the (redacted name) that you want to see in the world
1.) Be the (redacted name) that you want to see in the world
Brain is mushy paste. Must go back to doing chess levels of foresight and envisioning + daily brain teasers that I used to like 4 years ago.
December 10, 2025 at 8:24 AM
Brain is mushy paste. Must go back to doing chess levels of foresight and envisioning + daily brain teasers that I used to like 4 years ago.