The other thing of course that would trigger my immediate departure would be if they get rid of the NLRB. I don’t think that’s immediately in their sights right now but that would directly affect me in the work that I do & I would feel deeply unsafe going to work after that

And it doubly sucks because I’ve been trying to get an ADHD diagnosis & treatment (again extremely difficult bc Medicaid) and that option may also just disappear as well. Very cute! I hate it here

I also live in the dumpster fire, it’s extremely distressing! Treat yourself gently & we will still be here when you’re ready

Not to be dramatic but I would die for Milo

Alphas in rut must DANCE

I AM proud of myself though for holding out this long! It feels good to be drinking for a more celebratory reason and not just because I’m bored or sad. And it seems like my tolerance has gone down which is a good sign; I don’t feel the need to have another drink after this one