Lyn/Au7umn 🍁
@autumns-solace.bsky.social
They/He, mentally unstable nonbinary catboy. Refer to me as Lyn on this account.
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The vent alt for @Wnterrkit.woke.cat and @milo-kit.isfluffy.fyi
[The nights of Autumn are the darkest ones.]
Banner made by me, pfp from a guy in r/oneshot
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The vent alt for @Wnterrkit.woke.cat and @milo-kit.isfluffy.fyi
[The nights of Autumn are the darkest ones.]
Banner made by me, pfp from a guy in r/oneshot
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Lyn/Au7umn 🍁
@autumns-solace.bsky.social
· Sep 30
Alright, new pin because *some* profiles never know.
If I don't follow you on either my main Wnterrkit account and/or on my side milo-kit account, i *will* block you.
This is a vent account, and I want it to be taken seriously since most people IRL don't take me seriously.
If I don't follow you on either my main Wnterrkit account and/or on my side milo-kit account, i *will* block you.
This is a vent account, and I want it to be taken seriously since most people IRL don't take me seriously.
Something i completely forgot to mention...
Before my relationship with Sophie, i was mainly sure that i was AroAce. Why? Trust issues.
I thought that "relationships were a waste of time" that i would spend time with someone only for them to disappoint me.
(🧵)
Before my relationship with Sophie, i was mainly sure that i was AroAce. Why? Trust issues.
I thought that "relationships were a waste of time" that i would spend time with someone only for them to disappoint me.
(🧵)
I became nonbinary at that year, found a girlfriend that i still love to this day, and only she knows what I am actually dealing with on the inside.
Of course, nothing that is good for me lasts, so someone joined the server that was my shelter, and they made it impossible for me to enjoy it.
Of course, nothing that is good for me lasts, so someone joined the server that was my shelter, and they made it impossible for me to enjoy it.
January 22, 2026 at 2:54 AM
Something i completely forgot to mention...
Before my relationship with Sophie, i was mainly sure that i was AroAce. Why? Trust issues.
I thought that "relationships were a waste of time" that i would spend time with someone only for them to disappoint me.
(🧵)
Before my relationship with Sophie, i was mainly sure that i was AroAce. Why? Trust issues.
I thought that "relationships were a waste of time" that i would spend time with someone only for them to disappoint me.
(🧵)
This year i will be in 12th grade.
Which means it'll be the last year of school for me unless I get into college.
And honestly?
I don't think I'm ready... I don't want to deal with all the things that the 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 has, i don't want to deal with the responsibilities of turning 18 on 2027
Which means it'll be the last year of school for me unless I get into college.
And honestly?
I don't think I'm ready... I don't want to deal with all the things that the 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 has, i don't want to deal with the responsibilities of turning 18 on 2027
January 11, 2026 at 2:08 AM
This year i will be in 12th grade.
Which means it'll be the last year of school for me unless I get into college.
And honestly?
I don't think I'm ready... I don't want to deal with all the things that the 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 has, i don't want to deal with the responsibilities of turning 18 on 2027
Which means it'll be the last year of school for me unless I get into college.
And honestly?
I don't think I'm ready... I don't want to deal with all the things that the 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 has, i don't want to deal with the responsibilities of turning 18 on 2027
I have been refraining myself from doing this because i thought it would be too personal, but as time goes on and stuff gets worse and worse for me IRL, i think i need to dump everything here. I clearly need it.
🧵 (this will have trigger warnings, proceed with caution.)
🧵 (this will have trigger warnings, proceed with caution.)
December 16, 2025 at 2:37 AM
I have been refraining myself from doing this because i thought it would be too personal, but as time goes on and stuff gets worse and worse for me IRL, i think i need to dump everything here. I clearly need it.
🧵 (this will have trigger warnings, proceed with caution.)
🧵 (this will have trigger warnings, proceed with caution.)
I think I am starting to notice a pattern...
I don't know if it's mood swings, what even defines mood swings.?
i feel like anything could throw me off balance.
Like my mood is constantly on tightrope, in a state of unstable balance. Any little push can break that balance and make me feel miserable.
I don't know if it's mood swings, what even defines mood swings.?
i feel like anything could throw me off balance.
Like my mood is constantly on tightrope, in a state of unstable balance. Any little push can break that balance and make me feel miserable.
December 7, 2025 at 3:15 AM
I think I am starting to notice a pattern...
I don't know if it's mood swings, what even defines mood swings.?
i feel like anything could throw me off balance.
Like my mood is constantly on tightrope, in a state of unstable balance. Any little push can break that balance and make me feel miserable.
I don't know if it's mood swings, what even defines mood swings.?
i feel like anything could throw me off balance.
Like my mood is constantly on tightrope, in a state of unstable balance. Any little push can break that balance and make me feel miserable.
New pfp yet again.
I found it in my gallery and I thought it would be perfect for this account.
I found it in my gallery and I thought it would be perfect for this account.
November 28, 2025 at 1:19 AM
New pfp yet again.
I found it in my gallery and I thought it would be perfect for this account.
I found it in my gallery and I thought it would be perfect for this account.
I'm so fucking pathetic.
Tensing up because of some stupid youtuber controversy.
Why am I like this?
Tensing up because of some stupid youtuber controversy.
Why am I like this?
November 21, 2025 at 2:37 AM
I'm so fucking pathetic.
Tensing up because of some stupid youtuber controversy.
Why am I like this?
Tensing up because of some stupid youtuber controversy.
Why am I like this?
I think I might have mood swings...
November 21, 2025 at 2:30 AM
I think I might have mood swings...
The week barely started and I'm already burnt out.
Wonderful.
Wonderful.
November 11, 2025 at 11:57 AM
The week barely started and I'm already burnt out.
Wonderful.
Wonderful.
I may not be plural or have DID
But im almost sure that I'm having mood swings.
Considering how i act on this account compared to everywhere else depending on what I'm going through...
It makes me think "What the hell was I doing when i said that?"
But im almost sure that I'm having mood swings.
Considering how i act on this account compared to everywhere else depending on what I'm going through...
It makes me think "What the hell was I doing when i said that?"
November 10, 2025 at 2:39 AM
I may not be plural or have DID
But im almost sure that I'm having mood swings.
Considering how i act on this account compared to everywhere else depending on what I'm going through...
It makes me think "What the hell was I doing when i said that?"
But im almost sure that I'm having mood swings.
Considering how i act on this account compared to everywhere else depending on what I'm going through...
It makes me think "What the hell was I doing when i said that?"
Why change? Why leaving the plans instead of just staying how it already is? Can't I just stay in my little bubble of comfort with the people that actually appreciate my presence? Haha! I hate my life. I can't even look up to the next visit of my gf because i don't live near her anymore! Kill me.
November 5, 2025 at 12:43 AM
Why change? Why leaving the plans instead of just staying how it already is? Can't I just stay in my little bubble of comfort with the people that actually appreciate my presence? Haha! I hate my life. I can't even look up to the next visit of my gf because i don't live near her anymore! Kill me.
My head hurts, I hate this.
I want to disappear.
I want to disappear.
November 4, 2025 at 10:55 PM
My head hurts, I hate this.
I want to disappear.
I want to disappear.
Am I a bad friend for avoiding looking for helping them because it makes me uncomfortable?
Am I selfish for not helping them because the topic makes me tense up?
Am I a bad person for ignoring someone's issues for my own sake?
I want to stop thinking about it, but my stubborn brain doesn't let me
Am I selfish for not helping them because the topic makes me tense up?
Am I a bad person for ignoring someone's issues for my own sake?
I want to stop thinking about it, but my stubborn brain doesn't let me
November 4, 2025 at 10:25 PM
Am I a bad friend for avoiding looking for helping them because it makes me uncomfortable?
Am I selfish for not helping them because the topic makes me tense up?
Am I a bad person for ignoring someone's issues for my own sake?
I want to stop thinking about it, but my stubborn brain doesn't let me
Am I selfish for not helping them because the topic makes me tense up?
Am I a bad person for ignoring someone's issues for my own sake?
I want to stop thinking about it, but my stubborn brain doesn't let me
I've been thinking about possibly being plural...
Even though it's not as evident as it should be, i definitely notice the different ways I act on different contexts, and how much they contrast with each other.
The Seasonal System was created as an embodiment of that.
(🧵)
Even though it's not as evident as it should be, i definitely notice the different ways I act on different contexts, and how much they contrast with each other.
The Seasonal System was created as an embodiment of that.
(🧵)
October 29, 2025 at 1:29 AM
I've been thinking about possibly being plural...
Even though it's not as evident as it should be, i definitely notice the different ways I act on different contexts, and how much they contrast with each other.
The Seasonal System was created as an embodiment of that.
(🧵)
Even though it's not as evident as it should be, i definitely notice the different ways I act on different contexts, and how much they contrast with each other.
The Seasonal System was created as an embodiment of that.
(🧵)
Forget Lily, i found this pfp and i am now using it for this account.
October 27, 2025 at 12:54 AM
Forget Lily, i found this pfp and i am now using it for this account.
Of course my dad is gonna blame the fucking phone.
As if he wasn't part of it aswell.
As if he wasn't part of it aswell.
This aged like milk left outside for 3 months.
I want to disappear from this world.
I want to disappear from this world.
October 19, 2025 at 11:44 PM
Of course my dad is gonna blame the fucking phone.
As if he wasn't part of it aswell.
As if he wasn't part of it aswell.
This aged like milk left outside for 3 months.
I want to disappear from this world.
I want to disappear from this world.
October 19, 2025 at 10:42 PM
This aged like milk left outside for 3 months.
I want to disappear from this world.
I want to disappear from this world.
Quiet snowfall, peacefully drifting down.
Burying my burden in it's icy crown.
The cold breeze blows, carrying it all away.
As I prepare for yet another day.
The cold protects me, it's ice sways
As Autumn goes, leaving it's decay.
Burying my burden in it's icy crown.
The cold breeze blows, carrying it all away.
As I prepare for yet another day.
The cold protects me, it's ice sways
As Autumn goes, leaving it's decay.
October 15, 2025 at 2:48 AM
Quiet snowfall, peacefully drifting down.
Burying my burden in it's icy crown.
The cold breeze blows, carrying it all away.
As I prepare for yet another day.
The cold protects me, it's ice sways
As Autumn goes, leaving it's decay.
Burying my burden in it's icy crown.
The cold breeze blows, carrying it all away.
As I prepare for yet another day.
The cold protects me, it's ice sways
As Autumn goes, leaving it's decay.
I may like this song because of the vibes, but in terms of being relatable to me, Compared Child takes the cake.
youtu.be/olWvy0PiLfA
Not that my parents compare me to others, if then, they compare my sister to me.
It's mainly just me and myself.
youtu.be/olWvy0PiLfA
Not that my parents compare me to others, if then, they compare my sister to me.
It's mainly just me and myself.
October 15, 2025 at 2:01 AM
I may like this song because of the vibes, but in terms of being relatable to me, Compared Child takes the cake.
youtu.be/olWvy0PiLfA
Not that my parents compare me to others, if then, they compare my sister to me.
It's mainly just me and myself.
youtu.be/olWvy0PiLfA
Not that my parents compare me to others, if then, they compare my sister to me.
It's mainly just me and myself.
So far the second half of the school year is going better than the first.
Mainly because i wasn't stuck in a bad group for the one project we're going to spend 3 months working on this time.
Mainly because i wasn't stuck in a bad group for the one project we're going to spend 3 months working on this time.
October 15, 2025 at 1:47 AM
So far the second half of the school year is going better than the first.
Mainly because i wasn't stuck in a bad group for the one project we're going to spend 3 months working on this time.
Mainly because i wasn't stuck in a bad group for the one project we're going to spend 3 months working on this time.
Another stressful course project done.
Fucking cloroform me to ease up before i crash out.
Fucking cloroform me to ease up before i crash out.
October 13, 2025 at 11:06 PM
Another stressful course project done.
Fucking cloroform me to ease up before i crash out.
Fucking cloroform me to ease up before i crash out.
Thinking about if i should do a daily "journal" thing here...
I don't know if i will actually commit to it, considering how i am, but you never know.
I don't know if i will actually commit to it, considering how i am, but you never know.
October 13, 2025 at 1:30 AM
Thinking about if i should do a daily "journal" thing here...
I don't know if i will actually commit to it, considering how i am, but you never know.
I don't know if i will actually commit to it, considering how i am, but you never know.
A little hint: If you are struggling with comparing yourself to people who are better, compare yourself to people who are worse. Like me! I am bad at everything I try no matter the effort.
October 13, 2025 at 1:10 AM
A little hint: If you are struggling with comparing yourself to people who are better, compare yourself to people who are worse. Like me! I am bad at everything I try no matter the effort.
youtu.be/4QXCPuwBz2E
I've been listening to this song more and more often...
I kinda want to make something to tell the story i got with this song, it's sequel and the rest of the ones in the album.
It would be cool, but it'll take long considering how busy I've been lately...
I've been listening to this song more and more often...
I kinda want to make something to tell the story i got with this song, it's sequel and the rest of the ones in the album.
It would be cool, but it'll take long considering how busy I've been lately...
ツユ - あの世行きのバスに乗ってさらば。 MV
YouTube video by ツユ
youtu.be
October 11, 2025 at 11:39 PM
youtu.be/4QXCPuwBz2E
I've been listening to this song more and more often...
I kinda want to make something to tell the story i got with this song, it's sequel and the rest of the ones in the album.
It would be cool, but it'll take long considering how busy I've been lately...
I've been listening to this song more and more often...
I kinda want to make something to tell the story i got with this song, it's sequel and the rest of the ones in the album.
It would be cool, but it'll take long considering how busy I've been lately...
New Vent Acc restriction, do not follow this account unless i follow you first.
I'll probably repurpose it for a "safer" less follower based account for me to use when i don't feel like staying on main.
Every person that isn't mutuals on this account will be blocked, no second thoughts.
I'll probably repurpose it for a "safer" less follower based account for me to use when i don't feel like staying on main.
Every person that isn't mutuals on this account will be blocked, no second thoughts.
October 11, 2025 at 10:54 PM
New Vent Acc restriction, do not follow this account unless i follow you first.
I'll probably repurpose it for a "safer" less follower based account for me to use when i don't feel like staying on main.
Every person that isn't mutuals on this account will be blocked, no second thoughts.
I'll probably repurpose it for a "safer" less follower based account for me to use when i don't feel like staying on main.
Every person that isn't mutuals on this account will be blocked, no second thoughts.