or to have someone to yap to without being scared of judgement, who will be there completely as much as they want 🤠 dang

i think its cuz ive been on the other side of that and it feels both lonely and embarrassing when no one responds 😔✊

unfortunately i am 22😭

maybe theyre just busy idk 🥹

actually hilarious cuz this hasnt happened yet. im just overthinking 🤠 also being incredibly parasocial, 😭 this is unnecessary thoughts im giving myself cuz im likely never meeting them irl and no way in hell will i even have a chance if i did🤡

honestly they dont even know i exist cuz im just a fan and theyre a world renowned celebrity. i know for a fact like right now that there’s probably no way that theyre single lmao like in that industry, surrounded by the most beautiful & talented people in the country???

I KNOW ITS LIKE COMPLETELY OUT OF MY CONTROL AND IM SURE ID BE HAPPY FOR THEM AFTER THE INITIAL SADNESS, but like thinking about it, it’s sad to have a person youre completely enamored by be in love with someone else.