I feel you. Going through much the same

Ha!

It's hell of a fucking stress test of life on lithium, is what I'm saying.

And like, have you seen the world? My only moral obligation now is to teach them stuff about how to oppose fascism and I don't even know quite what that is meant to involve. And deal with the existential dread

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Xxxx I get you. And yep. Systematic cruelty comes to feel normal until you see people outside of it react

I actually prefer the green. Has more of a "I'm doing this on purpose" vibe than the slightly generic red?

Thanks. I imagine I could see psychiatrist if I called but I also absolutely don't want to. In a holding pattern for tests to go on to lithium currently but no desire to speed that up. Partner aware of where I'm at.

Thank you. In a holding pattern to go on to lithium at the moment. But have friend and partner aware of where I'm at. Not inclined to ask for anything though because...well, you know

It's a horrible lottery stacked against everyone in need