Ashmallo
@ashleysghost.bsky.social
It won't be like this forever. Keep existing and know that someday, this sorrow will relent.
Some mornings start off chaotic. Others start off hard. And some are just nice and slow...
...this is a chaotic kind of morning.
...this is a chaotic kind of morning.
December 15, 2025 at 3:26 PM
Some mornings start off chaotic. Others start off hard. And some are just nice and slow...
...this is a chaotic kind of morning.
...this is a chaotic kind of morning.
Quitting smoking is weird, chemical assisted 3 4 3 breathing is a hard habit to quit, because on one hand, controlled breaths calm you down- on the other, I think I'm actually dying, now. XD
December 14, 2025 at 5:25 PM
Quitting smoking is weird, chemical assisted 3 4 3 breathing is a hard habit to quit, because on one hand, controlled breaths calm you down- on the other, I think I'm actually dying, now. XD
December 7, 2025 at 3:04 AM
I want to paint this one, but I'm dying inside, and I just can't paint anything while I'm feeling so empty. #doodle #snapchat #painting #inspiration
December 6, 2025 at 9:23 PM
I want to paint this one, but I'm dying inside, and I just can't paint anything while I'm feeling so empty. #doodle #snapchat #painting #inspiration
December 4, 2025 at 2:25 AM
November 30, 2025 at 11:38 PM
I am a simple creature...
I would kill to just eat nachos with my family: the woman I love, her three kids, and afterwards we'll turn off the lights, and use flashlights to make shadow puppets on the wall- we'll make up a fable together.
...Why is that so much to ask of life?
I would kill to just eat nachos with my family: the woman I love, her three kids, and afterwards we'll turn off the lights, and use flashlights to make shadow puppets on the wall- we'll make up a fable together.
...Why is that so much to ask of life?
November 20, 2025 at 6:15 AM
I am a simple creature...
I would kill to just eat nachos with my family: the woman I love, her three kids, and afterwards we'll turn off the lights, and use flashlights to make shadow puppets on the wall- we'll make up a fable together.
...Why is that so much to ask of life?
I would kill to just eat nachos with my family: the woman I love, her three kids, and afterwards we'll turn off the lights, and use flashlights to make shadow puppets on the wall- we'll make up a fable together.
...Why is that so much to ask of life?
Hazbin Hotel season 2 didn't just end on a cliffhanger for the next season, is was more like I'd already fallen off the damn cliff! XD
November 19, 2025 at 3:38 PM
Hazbin Hotel season 2 didn't just end on a cliffhanger for the next season, is was more like I'd already fallen off the damn cliff! XD
It's been two months. It doesn't feel like I'm going to die, but it does feel like I'm unable to keep going much farther. :/ my own fault, I guess.
November 18, 2025 at 7:03 AM
It's been two months. It doesn't feel like I'm going to die, but it does feel like I'm unable to keep going much farther. :/ my own fault, I guess.
I satisfied my seasonal desire to cut my hair, and now I'm regretting it. XD just happens sometimes, it seems.
November 16, 2025 at 5:01 PM
I satisfied my seasonal desire to cut my hair, and now I'm regretting it. XD just happens sometimes, it seems.
It all changed in September, then it all changed again, in October. But I had a happy month, feeling like I mattered. Now it's time to start mattering again- except it's gotta come from within this time.
November 15, 2025 at 3:54 PM
It all changed in September, then it all changed again, in October. But I had a happy month, feeling like I mattered. Now it's time to start mattering again- except it's gotta come from within this time.
I love dogs, but lately, there are far more cats in my little life. Behold, captain sparrow. My little visitor, he always shows up on my worst days, sometimes he stays a while, sometimes he just explores, and then leaves. But I consider him mine.
November 14, 2025 at 6:50 PM
I love dogs, but lately, there are far more cats in my little life. Behold, captain sparrow. My little visitor, he always shows up on my worst days, sometimes he stays a while, sometimes he just explores, and then leaves. But I consider him mine.
My heart is defeating me. But the rest of me is desperately trying to keep going forward.
November 14, 2025 at 4:42 PM
My heart is defeating me. But the rest of me is desperately trying to keep going forward.
I seriously thought we all agreed in the 80s to never fully trust anyone who is religious, rich, or a politician. And people voted something who was acting like all three into presidency.
Here have some trees for ur troubles.
Here have some trees for ur troubles.
November 12, 2025 at 9:08 PM
I seriously thought we all agreed in the 80s to never fully trust anyone who is religious, rich, or a politician. And people voted something who was acting like all three into presidency.
Here have some trees for ur troubles.
Here have some trees for ur troubles.
I miss my family so much. I'll keep drawing til then.
#artistsofbluesky #worm #snake #caterpillar #inkdrawing
#artistsofbluesky #worm #snake #caterpillar #inkdrawing
November 9, 2025 at 8:53 PM
I miss my family so much. I'll keep drawing til then.
#artistsofbluesky #worm #snake #caterpillar #inkdrawing
#artistsofbluesky #worm #snake #caterpillar #inkdrawing
It's easier to blame yourself because it's easier to shoulder the burden of responsibility and blame than it is to let yourself grow bitter for what's happened. #artistsofbluesky #drawing #doodle #flowers #arteriosclerosis
November 9, 2025 at 4:56 PM
It's easier to blame yourself because it's easier to shoulder the burden of responsibility and blame than it is to let yourself grow bitter for what's happened. #artistsofbluesky #drawing #doodle #flowers #arteriosclerosis
Am I just having my period or is the full moon messing with my fragile sense of self? It can be both. -_-
November 6, 2025 at 3:26 AM
Am I just having my period or is the full moon messing with my fragile sense of self? It can be both. -_-
My clinicals begin tomorrow! I need to sleep!
But how can I when I'm so worried about someone I love, when I know I'm still failing at life? I'd take melatonin, but I tend to sleep in the morning after. either way. Final motivation: value what you know, and not what you barely believe. #motovation
But how can I when I'm so worried about someone I love, when I know I'm still failing at life? I'd take melatonin, but I tend to sleep in the morning after. either way. Final motivation: value what you know, and not what you barely believe. #motovation
November 4, 2025 at 4:45 AM
My clinicals begin tomorrow! I need to sleep!
But how can I when I'm so worried about someone I love, when I know I'm still failing at life? I'd take melatonin, but I tend to sleep in the morning after. either way. Final motivation: value what you know, and not what you barely believe. #motovation
But how can I when I'm so worried about someone I love, when I know I'm still failing at life? I'd take melatonin, but I tend to sleep in the morning after. either way. Final motivation: value what you know, and not what you barely believe. #motovation
While in a manic episode, i looked through old drawings, and a piece of me was so surprised that, at some point, I was capable of being creative. And now, I feel like I'm just being destroyed.
#artistsofbluesky #hozier #sleeptoken #emotionalart
#artistsofbluesky #hozier #sleeptoken #emotionalart
October 29, 2025 at 1:42 AM
While in a manic episode, i looked through old drawings, and a piece of me was so surprised that, at some point, I was capable of being creative. And now, I feel like I'm just being destroyed.
#artistsofbluesky #hozier #sleeptoken #emotionalart
#artistsofbluesky #hozier #sleeptoken #emotionalart
"Feeling like you've lost it all is okay, yknow? That feeling meant that at some point, you knew you had it all." I feel like Bob Ross would say something like that. And then he'd mention something about beating the devil out of the big brush.
#thebreakfastclub #fanart #drawing #depression
#thebreakfastclub #fanart #drawing #depression
October 27, 2025 at 10:58 PM
"Feeling like you've lost it all is okay, yknow? That feeling meant that at some point, you knew you had it all." I feel like Bob Ross would say something like that. And then he'd mention something about beating the devil out of the big brush.
#thebreakfastclub #fanart #drawing #depression
#thebreakfastclub #fanart #drawing #depression
Preparing to send another package. #packageart #drawing #artistsofbluesky #doodles #huggywuggy #thelorax #Garfield #amogus #barbecueribs
October 19, 2025 at 6:07 AM
Preparing to send another package. #packageart #drawing #artistsofbluesky #doodles #huggywuggy #thelorax #Garfield #amogus #barbecueribs
Things I need, a hug, a kiss, food, and for everyone I love to suddenly have everything they ever wanted- while the machinations of fate cease their timeless clockwork long enough for them to breathe and shed happy tears that it's finally relenting.
October 19, 2025 at 1:06 AM
Things I need, a hug, a kiss, food, and for everyone I love to suddenly have everything they ever wanted- while the machinations of fate cease their timeless clockwork long enough for them to breathe and shed happy tears that it's finally relenting.
Always remember to thank your little caesar's employees. They got it rough, I'd hate to be the one who's having to tell person after person that it'll be a 5-10 minute wait for their pizza, when the company says we should have them hot and ready. They're good people. (Picture unrelated.)
October 9, 2025 at 2:14 AM
Always remember to thank your little caesar's employees. They got it rough, I'd hate to be the one who's having to tell person after person that it'll be a 5-10 minute wait for their pizza, when the company says we should have them hot and ready. They're good people. (Picture unrelated.)
I really need to finish some drawings before the despair consumes me and I kiss myself.
#artistsofbluesky #doodles #bandshirt #fanart #cultofvenus
btw, tf are u doing if ur not listening to cult of venus? She's also touring!
#artistsofbluesky #doodles #bandshirt #fanart #cultofvenus
btw, tf are u doing if ur not listening to cult of venus? She's also touring!
October 4, 2025 at 10:06 PM
I really need to finish some drawings before the despair consumes me and I kiss myself.
#artistsofbluesky #doodles #bandshirt #fanart #cultofvenus
btw, tf are u doing if ur not listening to cult of venus? She's also touring!
#artistsofbluesky #doodles #bandshirt #fanart #cultofvenus
btw, tf are u doing if ur not listening to cult of venus? She's also touring!