Ashmallo
@ashleysghost.bsky.social
It won't be like this forever. Keep existing and know that someday, this sorrow will relent.
Some mornings start off chaotic. Others start off hard. And some are just nice and slow...
...this is a chaotic kind of morning.
...this is a chaotic kind of morning.
December 15, 2025 at 3:26 PM
Some mornings start off chaotic. Others start off hard. And some are just nice and slow...
...this is a chaotic kind of morning.
...this is a chaotic kind of morning.
Addiction recovery, is intrinsically tied to your initial reason for using in the first place. Its like going back to the beginning of a trail to learn how to find a new path. Don't give up.
December 15, 2025 at 3:34 AM
Addiction recovery, is intrinsically tied to your initial reason for using in the first place. Its like going back to the beginning of a trail to learn how to find a new path. Don't give up.
Everybody says "everyone feels this way" but it doesn't comfort me. It just makes me wish i could do something to relieve someone else from this feeling. Nobody should feel like this, alone.
It's a feeling that is nearly destroying me.
It's a feeling that is nearly destroying me.
December 15, 2025 at 3:01 AM
Everybody says "everyone feels this way" but it doesn't comfort me. It just makes me wish i could do something to relieve someone else from this feeling. Nobody should feel like this, alone.
It's a feeling that is nearly destroying me.
It's a feeling that is nearly destroying me.
I see u over there. :3
December 14, 2025 at 7:39 PM
I see u over there. :3
Quitting smoking is weird, chemical assisted 3 4 3 breathing is a hard habit to quit, because on one hand, controlled breaths calm you down- on the other, I think I'm actually dying, now. XD
December 14, 2025 at 5:25 PM
Quitting smoking is weird, chemical assisted 3 4 3 breathing is a hard habit to quit, because on one hand, controlled breaths calm you down- on the other, I think I'm actually dying, now. XD
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Red Fox (Vulpes vulpes) lovely photo of a fox cub taken by Krystyn Radek. #fox #redfox #wildlife #nature #wildlifephotography
December 14, 2025 at 9:28 AM
Red Fox (Vulpes vulpes) lovely photo of a fox cub taken by Krystyn Radek. #fox #redfox #wildlife #nature #wildlifephotography
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words i live by
December 13, 2025 at 7:29 PM
words i live by
December 7, 2025 at 3:04 AM
I want to paint this one, but I'm dying inside, and I just can't paint anything while I'm feeling so empty. #doodle #snapchat #painting #inspiration
December 6, 2025 at 9:23 PM
I want to paint this one, but I'm dying inside, and I just can't paint anything while I'm feeling so empty. #doodle #snapchat #painting #inspiration
Either my mental health is on a rapidly accelerating downward spiral- OR I'm actually improving;
Because these nightmare versions of songs are absolutely HITTIN' it!
Because these nightmare versions of songs are absolutely HITTIN' it!
December 4, 2025 at 9:43 PM
Either my mental health is on a rapidly accelerating downward spiral- OR I'm actually improving;
Because these nightmare versions of songs are absolutely HITTIN' it!
Because these nightmare versions of songs are absolutely HITTIN' it!
I need a new tattoo, and a new piercing. I can afford both, technically. But I can't seem to believe I deserve either of them.
December 4, 2025 at 5:58 AM
I need a new tattoo, and a new piercing. I can afford both, technically. But I can't seem to believe I deserve either of them.
December 4, 2025 at 2:25 AM
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Nancy By Ernie Bushmiller
December 03,1949
December 03,1949
December 3, 2025 at 7:04 PM
Nancy By Ernie Bushmiller
December 03,1949
December 03,1949
Sometimes I just want to disappear, is all. Like maybe ill wake up in a town where they need me.
December 2, 2025 at 10:30 PM
Sometimes I just want to disappear, is all. Like maybe ill wake up in a town where they need me.
theythemthemusical.wordpress.com/2025/12/01/w...
A blog post. Finally. XD enjoy.
A blog post. Finally. XD enjoy.
Where the Flowers never grow
“The grass was never green, why can’t we agree to ignore that?” -The Devil Wears Prada As I’m sitting here, recumbent bike, sickly bowels, arms and chest tired from a short …
theythemthemusical.wordpress.com
December 1, 2025 at 5:47 AM
theythemthemusical.wordpress.com/2025/12/01/w...
A blog post. Finally. XD enjoy.
A blog post. Finally. XD enjoy.
November 30, 2025 at 11:38 PM
I think I have religious psychosis.
November 29, 2025 at 4:00 PM
I think I have religious psychosis.
Well! I got someone interested in buying my art! Could be a scam, but I got high hopes, ive seen their art, interacted with them, and their gallery, and the terms were clear- so.... yeah! /_^ just need to decide on what's too much to ask or too little
November 29, 2025 at 12:03 AM
Well! I got someone interested in buying my art! Could be a scam, but I got high hopes, ive seen their art, interacted with them, and their gallery, and the terms were clear- so.... yeah! /_^ just need to decide on what's too much to ask or too little
I need to cry or draw. But I'd love to do both. Anyways, happy Thanksgiving to one and all
November 28, 2025 at 1:26 AM
I need to cry or draw. But I'd love to do both. Anyways, happy Thanksgiving to one and all
Is it new love, or my old love returning- but in a way that allows for that romance I've been craving to finally flourish?
November 25, 2025 at 10:56 PM
Is it new love, or my old love returning- but in a way that allows for that romance I've been craving to finally flourish?
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I know I'm suffering from grief. But I also know it doesn't last forever. It just makes a moment feel like a week, sometimes.
The disturbed sleep patterns don't help.
The disturbed sleep patterns don't help.
November 23, 2025 at 5:05 PM
I know I'm suffering from grief. But I also know it doesn't last forever. It just makes a moment feel like a week, sometimes.
The disturbed sleep patterns don't help.
The disturbed sleep patterns don't help.
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I am a simple creature...
I would kill to just eat nachos with my family: the woman I love, her three kids, and afterwards we'll turn off the lights, and use flashlights to make shadow puppets on the wall- we'll make up a fable together.
...Why is that so much to ask of life?
I would kill to just eat nachos with my family: the woman I love, her three kids, and afterwards we'll turn off the lights, and use flashlights to make shadow puppets on the wall- we'll make up a fable together.
...Why is that so much to ask of life?
November 20, 2025 at 6:15 AM
I am a simple creature...
I would kill to just eat nachos with my family: the woman I love, her three kids, and afterwards we'll turn off the lights, and use flashlights to make shadow puppets on the wall- we'll make up a fable together.
...Why is that so much to ask of life?
I would kill to just eat nachos with my family: the woman I love, her three kids, and afterwards we'll turn off the lights, and use flashlights to make shadow puppets on the wall- we'll make up a fable together.
...Why is that so much to ask of life?