6 months is probably a good time to start if you want to maximize breast growth

So my previous endocrinologist said I should wait until my E levels are in a certain range, but the doctor in Seattle was saying a lot of people start it immediately alongside estradiol, while online sources recommend waiting for 6 months on estradiol. So really, it's kinda up to you. But

Oh and I had a dream for once!! I uh don't remember much about it other than me being in a store and there were free samples for body scrubs for some reason and I started tasting them? and then my teeth fell out. Oops

Getting the feedback loop of challenge→overcoming the challenge→reward. You see this in other soulslikes, and even stuff like Hollow Knight or Cuphead. Also I find the "don't like it don't play it" argument to be a lazy cop out to avoid conversation about how a game is flawed

Challenge is a big part, but a majority of players like to level up their characters, and obtain new gear. They are set up as incentives for the player. Character building is a big part of souls games. Otherwise, it wouldn't be in the game at all. But when they abandon that formula, you stop

this is also true, sometimes it's not your fault at all and people just don't want to hold conversations. it's been happening more the past year I feel like

It's okay. You will get there, just don't beat yourself up about it. I still don't really get it either. But there are people who are patient and free of judgement who make these things way easier to learn

I'm talking from a game design standpoint. But if you want to be all elitist go ahead

Also at some point I feel they stop trying to keep the experience fun while still being challenging and instead just try to make you suffer as much as they can which is just not what I play video games for

Also weapon upgrading is annoying as fuck for trying to see if the weapon you just got is even any good and I wish they just didn't have the system at all

I'm not a professional and I also feel like half of the things you need to talk about have to do with me so... no. But I can lend an ear

Girl nobody is telling you that you need to do that, but it would be a lot more helpful if you talked about this stuff in therapy

I don't think that's true. I'm pretty sure mostly everyone forgot about me

I don't know if I'm the same person I was back then

I feel like nobody actually wants me around and got used to me being gone and nobody really needs me anymore. And I'm not even sure I can get over my guilt and face anyone. It makes me feel sick...

That will happen for a while and then they come back differently after a while. How long have you been on HRT?

Love the hair sm

omg I'm so glad you're still around I thought you disappeared for some reason