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@ash-f4.bsky.social
23, she/her/it, trans puppygirl, sapphic demisexual
I have BPD, and I dissociate a lot
Minors will be blocked
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I have BPD, and I dissociate a lot
Minors will be blocked
Pfp by Avogado6
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@ash-f4.bsky.social
· 13h
To update everyone:
Still kinda homeless, but I have a stable place to stay, I got into a 2 year program that will help me get into an apartment and even helps pay for it. I'm no longer using anyone, and I've been seeing a therapist I really vibe with for once.
Still kinda homeless, but I have a stable place to stay, I got into a 2 year program that will help me get into an apartment and even helps pay for it. I'm no longer using anyone, and I've been seeing a therapist I really vibe with for once.
Maybe coming back was a mistake...
November 17, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Maybe coming back was a mistake...
I've really missed everyone... and I still miss those who don't want to be around me anymore...
November 17, 2025 at 7:37 AM
I've really missed everyone... and I still miss those who don't want to be around me anymore...
To update everyone:
Still kinda homeless, but I have a stable place to stay, I got into a 2 year program that will help me get into an apartment and even helps pay for it. I'm no longer using anyone, and I've been seeing a therapist I really vibe with for once.
Still kinda homeless, but I have a stable place to stay, I got into a 2 year program that will help me get into an apartment and even helps pay for it. I'm no longer using anyone, and I've been seeing a therapist I really vibe with for once.
November 17, 2025 at 7:28 AM
To update everyone:
Still kinda homeless, but I have a stable place to stay, I got into a 2 year program that will help me get into an apartment and even helps pay for it. I'm no longer using anyone, and I've been seeing a therapist I really vibe with for once.
Still kinda homeless, but I have a stable place to stay, I got into a 2 year program that will help me get into an apartment and even helps pay for it. I'm no longer using anyone, and I've been seeing a therapist I really vibe with for once.
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no wonder, turns out it's just a couple of faggots after all
November 16, 2025 at 3:07 AM
no wonder, turns out it's just a couple of faggots after all
I wonder if I've remedied the situation enough to show my face here again
November 16, 2025 at 9:10 PM
I wonder if I've remedied the situation enough to show my face here again
I can't stand those who are defending me right now. I might delete everything sooner actually
September 9, 2025 at 7:35 PM
I can't stand those who are defending me right now. I might delete everything sooner actually
Actually, tomorrow, I will tell everyone the details of what I've done. I know they are too kind to expose me, but I don't deserve to hide behind that.
September 9, 2025 at 5:08 AM
Actually, tomorrow, I will tell everyone the details of what I've done. I know they are too kind to expose me, but I don't deserve to hide behind that.
There is something that's been eating away at me for a long time, and I finally dealt with it responsibly, but my sins won't be erased. I have no right to feel sorry for myself, for it is the victim of my wrongdoings that bears the scars. I wish I could make up for it, but nothing I do will change
September 9, 2025 at 4:59 AM
There is something that's been eating away at me for a long time, and I finally dealt with it responsibly, but my sins won't be erased. I have no right to feel sorry for myself, for it is the victim of my wrongdoings that bears the scars. I wish I could make up for it, but nothing I do will change
I feel so fcking insane when my family members tell me my mom isn't abusive, just because she doesn't get physical (for the most part) the gaslighting is real
September 9, 2025 at 2:25 AM
I feel so fcking insane when my family members tell me my mom isn't abusive, just because she doesn't get physical (for the most part) the gaslighting is real
I wanna be a kid again….
September 8, 2025 at 6:14 AM
I wanna be a kid again….
YouTube will like show me a song that has a sick animated music video with cool character design and deep lyrics (captions translated from Japanese) and overall just sounds great, and then it has like 35k views. I don't get it. How is there so much peak high quality forms of art just hidden away
September 8, 2025 at 12:56 AM
YouTube will like show me a song that has a sick animated music video with cool character design and deep lyrics (captions translated from Japanese) and overall just sounds great, and then it has like 35k views. I don't get it. How is there so much peak high quality forms of art just hidden away
I'm locked in I guess? I'm going to make a future for myself I suppose... Maybe I will make it out of this... Perhaps I can inspire others... Possibly
September 8, 2025 at 12:36 AM
I'm locked in I guess? I'm going to make a future for myself I suppose... Maybe I will make it out of this... Perhaps I can inspire others... Possibly
Stopping yourself from doing something because it's cringe is dumb. Be cringe. Be free
September 7, 2025 at 4:55 AM
Stopping yourself from doing something because it's cringe is dumb. Be cringe. Be free
I like to think the neighbors of this apartment with their window open are like “god damn it this bitch is blasting Cadmium Colors again”
September 6, 2025 at 11:57 PM
I like to think the neighbors of this apartment with their window open are like “god damn it this bitch is blasting Cadmium Colors again”
WTF WAS THAT CLIFFHANGER NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
a black and white drawing of a boy crying with the words " this is who you 're being mean to me "
ALT: a black and white drawing of a boy crying with the words " this is who you 're being mean to me "
media.tenor.com
September 6, 2025 at 11:40 PM
WTF WAS THAT CLIFFHANGER NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Can we just eliminate all grifters (in Minecraft)
September 6, 2025 at 11:00 PM
Can we just eliminate all grifters (in Minecraft)
The vibes for today
music.youtube.com/watch?v=LFoy...
music.youtube.com/watch?v=LFoy...
なとり - 絶対零度
YouTube video by なとり / natori
music.youtube.com
September 6, 2025 at 9:07 PM
The vibes for today
music.youtube.com/watch?v=LFoy...
music.youtube.com/watch?v=LFoy...
It didn't tell me to wear a mask or anything but I feel like I wasn't supposed to be breathing in this oven cleaner stuff. I feel sick
September 6, 2025 at 9:02 PM
It didn't tell me to wear a mask or anything but I feel like I wasn't supposed to be breathing in this oven cleaner stuff. I feel sick
Do y'all prefer to listen to calming music or more energetic music? I generally go for more energetic music
September 6, 2025 at 8:44 PM
Do y'all prefer to listen to calming music or more energetic music? I generally go for more energetic music
Every time I post something sus I get paranoid that my sister will see it because technically you can find my bsky through my discord but at the same time the chances of her actually doing that are almost zero
September 6, 2025 at 9:18 AM
Every time I post something sus I get paranoid that my sister will see it because technically you can find my bsky through my discord but at the same time the chances of her actually doing that are almost zero
Being around other transfem people actually makes me extremely happy btw. Like nothing else is able to conjure that within me
September 6, 2025 at 8:56 AM
Being around other transfem people actually makes me extremely happy btw. Like nothing else is able to conjure that within me
I be holding back posting fire nudes on main all the time because like it would feel really nice to get the attention but I feel like I would not like the more permanent effects. Like I don’t wanna be known for that especially if I ever end up being popular
September 6, 2025 at 8:38 AM
I be holding back posting fire nudes on main all the time because like it would feel really nice to get the attention but I feel like I would not like the more permanent effects. Like I don’t wanna be known for that especially if I ever end up being popular