We're not doing well.

Queers as a whole, and also my own friends and community.

I just want to state that and hold space for us, because we're all struggling.

I have a low-grade pit of anxiety always, both for myself and my dearest friends.

I'm sorry. I know it's hard. I love you all.

I'm here.

I'm close to a full year on hrt. This was going to be a happy time. I fought back against the darkness and held it off. I am tired of struggling and fighting. We all deserve to THRIVE for once god dammit.

Spent more of today crying than anything else. I just never imagined I’d feel this let down and betrayed.

But we’re not alone. And fuck everyone who thinks they can take away our rights. Transitioning is the greatest decision I’ve ever made and dammit you aren’t taking that from me.