i know. i would never see it

doesn't mean much to me. not the kind of thing I watch or listen to except I see them on fb and they're getting very thin.

do I write again? I will shrug it off and let it go eventually but right now I am wondering. would you write back?
the postcard was just a generic photo of a pretty field.

Remember when Bill Clinton said this?
“It depends on what the meaning of the word ‘is’ is. If…’is’ means is and never has been, that is not — that is one thing. If it means there is none, that was a completely true statement.”

if someone tried to figure me out based on my internet searches and watch/listen history, they'd think I'm actually three or four different people.

Vuillard lived with his mother until she passed away. He was in his 60s by then. She was a seamstress. Her living room had green walls. Many of his paintings feature her and the green room. Gaugin is part of this same friend-group. And others you may have heard of. I'm learning a lot.

What they represented is where I am as a painter: impressionism, emphasis on color, the idea of abstraction, and what they considered automatic painting, which one might think of as intuitive painting. Like people who don't need a recipe to cook something delicious.