Things that are extremely dangerous but look dumb...

It's been that way since I was 15.
Friendship...
With the boy.
Then the man.
I know it's ego seeking validation.
But I never liked him like that.
Even after I fucked him.
Should never have done that.
It gave him ideas he never shed.

I feel guilty about my lack of funds to donate and that my current situation doesn't allow for attending protests.
Bt tbh, I couldn't even attend a protest or donate to local activism that would actively help me directly right now.

There's also a large amount of familial disconnection. My parents were immigrants, there's just the 4 of us in NZ. The rest are distant in the UK.
My partner has a large whanau but due to his disabilities & trauma he is much like me, & more connected to my tiny family than his own.

But let's not forget the dogs, our dog came too. He wanted to help me too, even though the cat was handling me. They're both my babies!
#dogs #doglove