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Amanda
@and-i-wonder.bsky.social
dog mom, earper, coach, former gifted kid, actuallyautistic.

Everything’s made up and the points don’t matter… the vibes do 🌈☀️💜
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January 6, 2026 at 2:02 AM
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#air

the saying goes
fish don't know they're wet

but we do, don't we?
feel moisture
just as we might sense sky

and walk our days
amazed

at the ubiquity
of clouds

#vss365
December 27, 2025 at 12:48 PM
A new hobby in 2025. So many it required themes 📸
December 27, 2025 at 7:35 AM
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Merry Christmas!! May your lives know peace, love, and acceptance.💜🎄🏳️‍🌈
December 26, 2025 at 6:05 AM
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#shoot

there's this
part of me that yearns
for the world to be perfect

for every flaw
or difficulty
to be misperception

something I can fix
by just shifting
how I view it

or maybe
finding a way
to be better

and I know,
I know
this can't be true

but I grieve the dream
of beautied souls

#vss365
December 24, 2025 at 5:48 PM
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Jump

do it because
you want it

because fear
is all that holds you back,

and fear is just
echoes of anticipation

not real,
not now

and who knows?
it seems so unlikely,
but they might just say

yes

#jump
#vss365
December 23, 2025 at 12:47 PM
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Solstice (shorter)

it can feel like decline:
the briefness of days,
an echo of embodied loss

and then life surprises,
adds precious minutes,
says: you know what?
that’s over now.

now you get aging
as a lengthening of heart,
a gentler wisdom,
a becoming of soul.

#poetry
December 21, 2025 at 1:04 PM
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Person who actually deserves a trophy is the artist who made the FIFA peace prize trophy look like everyone in the entire world holding their head in their hands out of secondhand embarrassment
December 5, 2025 at 7:38 PM
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November 22, 2025 at 3:10 PM
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#Goal

i’d say kindness

but understand that means
listening softly,
even to fury’s call
to stand up.

it means every last voice
is heard and respected,
fear assuaged,
wisdom added.

so when I say kindness,
I mean strength.

#vss365
November 17, 2025 at 12:59 PM
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November 16, 2025 at 2:31 AM
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#Tremble

the heart quivers,
contraction a beat in the rhythm
that pulls us in,
letting air embrace flow
in the endless dance
of becoming.

and I wonder—
might we embrace fear
as moments of withdrawing,
surrendered into stillness,
embraced by possibility
before the next expansion?

#retroartprompt
November 16, 2025 at 3:35 PM
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listen

I have no answers

just a soft heart,
a safe place
to feel at home.

come, sit;
see if maybe
it is enough.

#poetry
November 12, 2025 at 8:46 PM
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#Possessed

it feels so strange,
this returning to ourselves

not because it’s wrong,
but because it’s shocking,
after years of condemnation,
to discover goodness

#retroartprompt
November 8, 2025 at 1:29 PM
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#friendsandlovers

surely I failed somehow
if my caress sank no deeper than skin,
if my touch failed to resonate
to the percussion of heart
and soft winds of soul

#bedroomeyesprompt
November 6, 2025 at 6:02 PM
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Therapy

listen, I’ll explain:

your worry seeks your safety

depression would rather
shut things down
than risk agony

your inner critic
only hopes to shape you
into something better

so, tell me,
now that you know their hearts,
might you invite them
for dinner?

#poetry
November 5, 2025 at 2:38 PM
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The energy is amazing today, so I thought "must be a full moon" and not only is it, but it's the biggest supermoon of the year... the Beaver Moon 😏

I hope everyone gnaws on some wood tonight (or gets gnawed on).
a beaver standing next to a tree stump with a piece of wood on it
Alt: a beaver standing next to a tree, gnawing on it
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November 5, 2025 at 5:07 PM
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October 30, 2025 at 3:50 PM
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#Martian

I think, someday,
if they do come here
in superior intelligence,
it won’t be an invasion—
just Phil down the road,
the quiet guy
who brings Jell-O to parties,
with tiny marshmallows
that make him smile

#vss365
October 24, 2025 at 11:10 AM
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Parts Work

I know.

I know you’re asking me
to go inside—

to talk,
to work,
to try to be better.

please understand:
this diving into mind
(even to heal)
affirms my experience
of aloneness.

could you just
first meet me?

let’s talk.

#poetry
October 23, 2025 at 8:31 PM
Yea, big ass red flags all around 🚩🚩
Nobody is talking about the fact that the East Wing is built over the "Presidential Emergency Operations Center," commonly known as the bunker. Is this all a front to make a more secure and comfortable hiding place for after he refuses to acknowledge elections and causes violent civil unrest?
October 23, 2025 at 8:55 PM
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#Energy

it felt like movement,
even dance—

like escape,
like life itself

and its absence
a kind of darkness—
consuming,
a kind of death

until one day
I named it soil,
and laid down
to rest

#vss365
October 22, 2025 at 12:21 PM
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October 16, 2025 at 11:34 AM
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#Deluxe

what if
you woke to discover,
behind all the ways
we hide and posture

are hearts
where love is learning to dance—

slow, at first,
and awkward,
but trusting into step

developing a softened grace
that lights a room

#vss365
October 14, 2025 at 10:40 AM
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Nation’s Indigenous People Confirm They Don’t Need Special Holiday, Just Large Swaths Of Land Returned Immediately https://theonion.com/nation-s-indigenous-people-confirm-they-don-t-need-spec-1839033177/
October 13, 2025 at 10:00 PM