残念
alt-lexa.bsky.social
残念
@alt-lexa.bsky.social
Alt account for posts too emotional for main. Some may be wholesome but it’s mostly a bummer.
Rich sister and BIL talking with family about well-paying jobs and nice vacations they always take. Thinking about dunking my head in vat of acid.
June 18, 2025 at 10:52 PM
I’m never going to be a mom =(
May 11, 2025 at 8:06 PM
Oh don’t mind me, just having a panic attack about my future
April 24, 2025 at 12:08 AM
If Muslims, Jews, immigrants, or Black players were just summarily banned from a sport. I think most good people would refuse to engage with it.

I expect absolutely no one else to feel uncomfortable watching women’s ncaa sports and that feels both radicalizing and lonely.
March 17, 2025 at 9:00 PM
It’s going to be so lonely being the only person to stop watching college sports
February 7, 2025 at 7:00 PM
All this news makes me want to die. There’s no way around it.
January 29, 2025 at 12:19 AM
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this might not be “politically correct” and possibly even “offensive” but if you voted for and support an HRT ban at any age i hope you live a very short life
Donald Trump has just released a national under 18 trans care ban executive order. I am working through specifically how it tries to do this, and will live tweet here section by section as I read through it.

It is not yet on the website, but has been released via press release.
January 28, 2025 at 10:40 PM
I feel like I’m more interested in being with other people than they are with me
January 23, 2025 at 12:23 AM
We keep losing these fights. I feel sad, scared, and alone
A federal judge struck down President Biden’s effort to expand protections for transgender students, ruling that the Education Department had overstepped and violated teachers’ rights by requiring them to use students’ preferred pronouns.
Judge Rejects Biden’s Title IX Rules, Scrapping Protections for Trans Students
The decision threw out the administration’s proposed regulations, which prohibited discrimination based on gender identity.
www.nytimes.com
January 9, 2025 at 9:55 PM
There are times like these when I begins to worry that maybe coming out and transitioning was maybe a mistake
January 7, 2025 at 5:41 AM
Feeling sad. Might start using this account again.
December 15, 2024 at 2:47 AM
If there was legal euthanasia for people who weren’t physically sick, I’d consider it
August 29, 2024 at 8:11 PM
I don’t pass and I never have.
August 22, 2024 at 11:52 PM
I’m always so angry and sad. I don’t even really enjoy things anymore.
August 11, 2024 at 9:14 PM
I don’t know what else I can do. I’m not getting better and there’s nobody I can talk to.
March 19, 2024 at 5:46 PM
March 4, 2024 at 9:04 PM
Job going poorly. Ideating about suicide at work
February 26, 2024 at 6:47 PM
I fantasize about dying so much that people won’t actually believe it really happens.
February 6, 2024 at 3:24 AM
I’m going to be the last one still alone
December 2, 2023 at 5:25 AM
The only way people truly take your suicidal ideation posts seriously is just to do it.
September 20, 2023 at 6:07 PM
I don’t think I truly want to die but I can’t see any other way out of these problems.
September 20, 2023 at 3:31 PM
Just my daily suicidal ideation. How’s your Tuesday going?
September 19, 2023 at 3:59 PM
I won’t get paid until the end of October and I don’t know how I’m going to pay this month’s rent.
September 12, 2023 at 4:24 PM
My life is purposeless.
September 12, 2023 at 1:29 AM
It’s become much harder for me to connect to other people.
August 16, 2023 at 12:59 AM