I get excited and i feel good and I make plans and build relationships and suddenly the pendulum swings again and I have no energy for anything and I feel like every bit of progress i make gets instantly reset to 0 lol.

really, genuinely, i am so tired. bipolar fucking sucks. ✌️

hehe....

but why do they always need to LOOM directly over your shoulder. like. close enough to breath on you. why.

Also. I did not expect this to have any romance and I am. Pleasantly surprised.

The way it’s unfolded so far is magical imo….

Likeeeeeee!!!

YES that is exactly how I felt on zoloft too. It was a really strange feeling...I got nausea so bad the first few weeks

Zoloft piss was the WORST side effect for me. I had to pee constantly. That and constant yawning? Like I never felt like my brain has enough oxygen…..

u r my favorite butch, did u know that?

You're so right, and its so disgusting. I think I'm just exhausted of seeing their bullshit pushed SO hard, constantly.

I think a lil breaky-break from socmed for the evening is in order.

Ty for speaking out about it and im sorry people are being so shitty to you ;; <33

mood stabilizers T-T Its the only thing that stopped the insane fucking pendulum of my mood. I miss being on them so much....

But I'm shaking your hand, its exhausting the constant back and forth....

>:O I had no room!! If i moved I would have woken mochi up and that’s Evil!!!

If you don’t regularly trim his nails, that can help relieve arthritis pressure too! I suggest doing it once a month or as needed, so the nails don’t touch the ground. A groomer or the vet can do it too, if needed and it’s not too expensive (my salon charges like $15 for nails)

Ohh poor Lachlan :( if he’s older, it could be arthritis. It’s common in the paws as doggies age.

the vet and they will probably wanna x-ray them. If it is arthritis, gabapentin is relatively inexpensive and works well. They can also do cool laser therapy? Worked so good for my lab’s knee pain!!

Screams

I’m seeing it in fiction too.

The publication of fanfiction, the heavy lean on tropes instead of an actual plot….

Maybe I’m just looking in the wrong places but. I’m tired.

Have the patience to weave one with me.

I feel like I’m talking to a wall so often. People either expect me to write the whole story for them and present it to them wrapped up in a bow, or have no interest in exploring themes deeper than surface level tropes.