it is crazy to me that i can just. wake up and suddenly my whole worldview has flipped. Everything that felt good yesterday is now catastrophic. All my stable relationships are falling apart and everyone suddenly "hates me" or has forgotten me.

And maybe tomorrow itll be the opposite, who knows

having a really difficult night tonight and I’m feeling v much like an alien. Or inherently unlikable? Somewhere in between

I think it’s hard not to self isolate when I don’t feel I quite fit in with anybody. Paz is the only one who makes me feel wanted and I am so grateful for him ;;

Eugh bedtime

eugh. rage today. ;;

Finally starting His Black Tongue tonight and already the vibes are impeccable. Unsettling and scary and just what I wanted....

I'm about 1/3 of the way through so far...

Next up on da kindle list…

I’ve been meaning to read this for a while and I finally snagged it from Libby. I’m v excited….

Currently reading Leigh Bardugo’s The Familiar and I am. Entranced.

As I always am by her works. The way she breathes life into worlds and writes such beautiful characters and magic systems.

I am craving more medieval-style fantasy and this is scratching the itch…

I love curating my space when someone says something stupid. It’s lovely ✨ byeeee

Please hire me. I promise I am so hireable. I am the best hire you will ever have just give me the paycheck please. I wont even bite anyone on company time I promise.

Rant incoming, sorry but like.

I really feel like. People don’t want to /write/ anymore.

I feel like the art of a narrative has been lost to trope-ification a la fanfiction and instant gratification.

I want to write with people who appreciate a long term story, and>>

I’m gonna have a lil bit of a self care day today and I’m excited about it :3

If I have the energy, I wanna do my nails….

Anyways enough about all that!!

Feeling SO validated that my WIP novel is a dead ringer for the way the trad publishing industry is shifting.

Horror? Check. Gothic? Check. Romantasy? Check.

Now I just need to finish writing it LOL

I made a REALLY GOOD ice coffee today :)

shaken espressoo.....

I love my little job I love playing with puppies all day 🥰

Also, I started watching the Gilded Age on max and I didn't really like it at first, but I'm hooked now ngl....

I want more period pieces to watch...I've seen Downton Abbey now too many times to count...

Fireworks again???? THE 4TH IS OVER GO HOME.

my poor baby dog is so scared :(

im alix, im goth, i love horror and romance !!

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