alice
@aliceqt.bsky.social
the only remotely good thing was like gang of dragon because it's like gta yakuza. there were some others I think
December 12, 2025 at 7:37 AM
the only remotely good thing was like gang of dragon because it's like gta yakuza. there were some others I think
on second thought i'll just be taking a break for a bit cya
November 23, 2025 at 4:55 PM
on second thought i'll just be taking a break for a bit cya
it may be awkward at first but i will be going back into posting things normally, interacting with ppl, etc. things will still be on my mind for quite a while but at least i am setting something in motion
November 21, 2025 at 7:22 AM
it may be awkward at first but i will be going back into posting things normally, interacting with ppl, etc. things will still be on my mind for quite a while but at least i am setting something in motion
it's good that i've acknowledged the damage i've done and owned up to it but just sitting here and pondering on the things i could have done differently isn't productive and won't get anything done, i need to actually put in the effort myself to move on like everyone else is doing
November 21, 2025 at 7:07 AM
it's good that i've acknowledged the damage i've done and owned up to it but just sitting here and pondering on the things i could have done differently isn't productive and won't get anything done, i need to actually put in the effort myself to move on like everyone else is doing
i had a life and i threw it away
November 18, 2025 at 5:53 PM
i had a life and i threw it away
i was on a good path and i set myself back on the same course id been on for years to just rot in my parents house for eternity while being unable to make anyone happy
November 18, 2025 at 5:51 PM
i was on a good path and i set myself back on the same course id been on for years to just rot in my parents house for eternity while being unable to make anyone happy
nothing i do anymore matters
November 18, 2025 at 5:50 PM
nothing i do anymore matters
i hurt the one person i was supposed to trust with my life and i hurt my friends
November 18, 2025 at 5:48 PM
i hurt the one person i was supposed to trust with my life and i hurt my friends
i did the one thing i told myself i would never do and yet i did it anyway
November 18, 2025 at 5:47 PM
i did the one thing i told myself i would never do and yet i did it anyway
this is a sort of "second chapter" to that though because i couldnt get rid of my attachment
November 17, 2025 at 5:16 PM
this is a sort of "second chapter" to that though because i couldnt get rid of my attachment
i had already talked about it for a long ass time since its a lot to unpack to many different people and i was exhausted from it all
November 17, 2025 at 5:15 PM
i had already talked about it for a long ass time since its a lot to unpack to many different people and i was exhausted from it all
sorry i didnt mean to get all rambly and emotional i was initially intending to just talk about the thing the first post was about, holy shit i hope this isnt flooding anyones feed 😭
November 17, 2025 at 7:58 AM
sorry i didnt mean to get all rambly and emotional i was initially intending to just talk about the thing the first post was about, holy shit i hope this isnt flooding anyones feed 😭
and i will carry that weight on my shoulders for as long as i live
November 17, 2025 at 7:55 AM
and i will carry that weight on my shoulders for as long as i live
repeating in my head over, and over, and over again, and now everyone thinks i just never cared in the end like i felt nothing the entire time
how could anyone live like that
how could anyone live like that
November 17, 2025 at 7:52 AM
repeating in my head over, and over, and over again, and now everyone thinks i just never cared in the end like i felt nothing the entire time
how could anyone live like that
how could anyone live like that
all of the time and future time i threw away over some stupid fucking delusion i developed just because i couldnt talk to you and it hurts so fucking badly
November 17, 2025 at 7:50 AM
all of the time and future time i threw away over some stupid fucking delusion i developed just because i couldnt talk to you and it hurts so fucking badly
i still think about all the times we spent together crying, laughing, being happy, watching things together, playing together, the way i confessed, the games we played, the way we comforted each other, the things we would say to eachother, the promises we made, the things we would have done
November 17, 2025 at 7:50 AM
i still think about all the times we spent together crying, laughing, being happy, watching things together, playing together, the way i confessed, the games we played, the way we comforted each other, the things we would say to eachother, the promises we made, the things we would have done
i made sure on that day that i cleared up this with everyone i messaged so they knew that i am the one who is actually in the wrong
November 17, 2025 at 7:38 AM
i made sure on that day that i cleared up this with everyone i messaged so they knew that i am the one who is actually in the wrong
as much as it may seem like someone played a part in it, they really didn't, the only context that existed was the clear bias i had and the cherry picked messages, this does not make anyone else in the wrong. and to make sure this is known, yes everything has been cleared up by now
November 17, 2025 at 7:35 AM
as much as it may seem like someone played a part in it, they really didn't, the only context that existed was the clear bias i had and the cherry picked messages, this does not make anyone else in the wrong. and to make sure this is known, yes everything has been cleared up by now
and i want to make it clear that this was ENTIRELY my fault. there were no influences, no one coaxing me to do anything, no one who was aware of everything knowingly pulling me along to do their bidding, none of that, just me and me alone. i do not want the blame getting placed on anyone else
November 17, 2025 at 7:32 AM
and i want to make it clear that this was ENTIRELY my fault. there were no influences, no one coaxing me to do anything, no one who was aware of everything knowingly pulling me along to do their bidding, none of that, just me and me alone. i do not want the blame getting placed on anyone else