alice
aliceqt.bsky.social
alice
@aliceqt.bsky.social
i hate you geoff keighley
December 12, 2025 at 7:34 AM
i'm not really sure how to transition back into normal posting after my breakdown but i am going to try and continue to move on, continuing to beat myself up over things i did that i can't change isn't good for my health, for the people i care about i will do my best to grow from this and change
November 21, 2025 at 7:02 AM
everything still hurts
November 18, 2025 at 5:44 PM
fucking hell, just when i thought it couldn't get any worse

no, i wasn't calling you crazy and controlling. i was asking someone what i should think about it. like i found it weird and i wanted to know if they thought so too or if its normal
November 17, 2025 at 7:02 AM
i still miss her a lot honestly
November 17, 2025 at 6:17 AM
srry for the serious shit to whoever even sees these but i gotta get my thoughts out somehow lol
November 17, 2025 at 6:10 AM
at least at this point everything else that i would have held on to has already been said so all i have to do from now on is just ... be honest about how i feel to people and not hide it ever again, i bet even if i did this today that it would have been less severe
November 17, 2025 at 6:09 AM
and then even the concept of me feeling terrible begins to get questioned like, "did/do you even care"
but still regardless i know i will eventually get through this and get better, however long that may possibly take, this i can promise, but i would be lying if i said i knew how long it would take
November 17, 2025 at 6:06 AM
its funny because i end up feeling terrible every time i do it and yet i do it anyways
November 17, 2025 at 6:00 AM
one possible outcome would be me managing to somehow get over everything and stop repeating the same mistakes each time and slowly mend things overtime, although thats not really an option atp
November 17, 2025 at 5:59 AM
personally i feel like as much as i wish things were back to normal that they would have to stay the way they are because it would be better than living a false reality
November 17, 2025 at 5:56 AM
if you had a chance to go back into the past and fix things would you do it or is that still technically wrong in a way
November 17, 2025 at 5:51 AM
me after ruining my life ambitions and goals for literally no fucking reason and only snapping out of it after ive already damaged others and made almost everyone i actively speak with hate me and knowing theres no way to undo any of it 😂😂 type shit
November 10, 2025 at 5:17 AM
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traditional lebanese fit #art #Lebanon
November 3, 2025 at 1:50 PM
bluesky lowkey needs acc privacy stuff
October 20, 2025 at 4:23 AM
my pop filter vaguely smells like dairy queen vanilla ice cream
October 14, 2025 at 4:15 AM
Im brushing my teeth rn
October 9, 2025 at 5:21 AM
is it just me or is the dragon ball super broly movie like horribly paced. like it felt like it was still the beginning of the movie whne there was 20 minutes left

please tell me the super heroes one isnt the same
September 29, 2025 at 5:18 AM
Got diagnosed with astigmatism today. Found out almost all my friends have it too
September 19, 2025 at 5:25 AM
lovely thing to see when shutting down my pc
September 14, 2025 at 6:08 AM
at Ulta with 5 hours of sleep my eyes burn help
September 11, 2025 at 7:41 PM
maybe something happens after all
September 10, 2025 at 8:59 PM
Boob odenkirk
September 4, 2025 at 5:31 AM
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happy pride
June 3, 2025 at 3:46 AM