that's called DBT lmao

am i using feeds wrong? why isn't this showing up in the science feed?

i know light cannot reflect off of itself. i just mean how does the brain know where/when the path back to the source terminates - know to say "that is where the light came from" when it generates the image - and wouldn't it be like a laser beam, rather than a candle, without that ability?

but how does it know it is two inches away from me? what information is there to tell my brain that the light didn't originate from one inch away from me, instead? half an inch away? every point in between? when all my brain gets is the photon.

things they have taken from me:
free hormones
food
medical care
ability to travel
safety
the future

like everyone knows they have gone out of their way to make all social media as addictive as possible but still nobody actually sees it as something you can be addicted to. it's ridiculous

because it's engineered addiction

it's addiction dude. it's engineered addiction. it's like thinking yourself better for quitting smoking before someone else

too late to make a run differential chart? i just wanna see it 😭

without a doubt

one such example in a book i made for them, and the burn marks from that same fire that killed my coroner's gambit tape. as you can see it isn't the biggest stretch to think that that's a demonic spell. nope, just postmodern poetry!

i just ran it by them and they said i can share this, so i will bc it's pretty goth and cool: their paranoid delusion wasn't that i was cheating on them at work or something, but that the poems write for them once a week or so were incantations to infect their subconscious with demonic energy

(they are doing well now. these flare-ups happen twice a year or so, usually just a sign some tinkering needs to be done with their meds.)

i do not blame them but am still crushed! as it seems to never be purchasable again 😔

when coroner's gambit was reissued on cassette I got back into you because that was always my dream, to have that on tape. and now a sidebar: my partner recently set it on fire during a mental health episode when i arrived home from work, bc it was something they knew i cherished

just happened with me and your music actually. ages 15-18 i listened to nothing but you and nmh. i still have every song of yours 'til 2011 memorized, incl. unreleased stuff that was performed once in like, belgium. then convinced myself you were lame bc you didn't sound like Stereolab or some shit!

Why no We Shall All Be Healed? Just curious