venting wall dog
@aldfjwyrpvlamfj06.bsky.social
thoughts of an old, lesbian dog
when will you fucking change
November 6, 2025 at 4:45 PM
when will you fucking change
god, im back
November 6, 2025 at 4:45 PM
god, im back
hm. i need to take skyen's advice on taking a step back and checking on my compulsive gaming habit. because really, what am i doing with my life? at this stage too
September 8, 2025 at 2:58 PM
hm. i need to take skyen's advice on taking a step back and checking on my compulsive gaming habit. because really, what am i doing with my life? at this stage too
i love you all. i'll do my best
August 28, 2025 at 8:11 AM
i love you all. i'll do my best
i dont think I can't be helped. but i'll savor these experiences as much as I can. maybe then, i can finally look back and tell myself that I experienced something
August 28, 2025 at 8:10 AM
i dont think I can't be helped. but i'll savor these experiences as much as I can. maybe then, i can finally look back and tell myself that I experienced something
as much as I want them to be true... I dont deserve to have them. to seize that future for myself. i'll die and no one will remember me beyond as a grown reticent child
August 28, 2025 at 8:09 AM
as much as I want them to be true... I dont deserve to have them. to seize that future for myself. i'll die and no one will remember me beyond as a grown reticent child
i feel like all of those dreams i keep having of distant futures i could have... i dont think they can be real. i feel like i'll die of natural causes. i wont be able to relive them in my present.
August 28, 2025 at 8:07 AM
i feel like all of those dreams i keep having of distant futures i could have... i dont think they can be real. i feel like i'll die of natural causes. i wont be able to relive them in my present.
but still let me indulge in materialistic desires. let me feel emotions through a medium. let me think critically and not be made fun of for viewing it differently. i want to feel something. i want to feel anything. please get me off this carousel
August 28, 2025 at 7:54 AM
but still let me indulge in materialistic desires. let me feel emotions through a medium. let me think critically and not be made fun of for viewing it differently. i want to feel something. i want to feel anything. please get me off this carousel
i hate having to look at myself in the mirror. i shouldn't be given something tangible as a human body. i want to be invisible. i just want to watch. watch and feel something from a distance. it's scary
August 28, 2025 at 7:52 AM
i hate having to look at myself in the mirror. i shouldn't be given something tangible as a human body. i want to be invisible. i just want to watch. watch and feel something from a distance. it's scary
please dont make me shoulder real life responsibilities. dont remind me of the bad things that could happen. i only want to be a spectator. it's all i've ever known. im scared
August 28, 2025 at 7:50 AM
please dont make me shoulder real life responsibilities. dont remind me of the bad things that could happen. i only want to be a spectator. it's all i've ever known. im scared
i dont think my heart can take it if we all started drifting apart. I want this to last as long as it could
August 28, 2025 at 7:49 AM
i dont think my heart can take it if we all started drifting apart. I want this to last as long as it could
the only way i can feel alive, i can feel remotely like a person is by bonding with my friends. they make me feel real and i love them all dearly
August 28, 2025 at 7:48 AM
the only way i can feel alive, i can feel remotely like a person is by bonding with my friends. they make me feel real and i love them all dearly
but i cant. i cant. theyve been fighting each other for as long as i remember - since i was a child. it doesn't feel like a family. i feel like a spectator. it's been like that even now
August 28, 2025 at 7:47 AM
but i cant. i cant. theyve been fighting each other for as long as i remember - since i was a child. it doesn't feel like a family. i feel like a spectator. it's been like that even now
i keep running away... i want to be braver about it. i want to stand up for myself. but these fucking two makes me feel like I can't do anything. even if it's not intentional.
i wish they gave a fuck about me beyond satisfying materialistic needs. i want to bond with them emotionally
i wish they gave a fuck about me beyond satisfying materialistic needs. i want to bond with them emotionally
August 28, 2025 at 7:44 AM
i keep running away... i want to be braver about it. i want to stand up for myself. but these fucking two makes me feel like I can't do anything. even if it's not intentional.
i wish they gave a fuck about me beyond satisfying materialistic needs. i want to bond with them emotionally
i wish they gave a fuck about me beyond satisfying materialistic needs. i want to bond with them emotionally
i think. i loved it better when my mother was physically away. i feel restricted. i feel judged. i can never be myself around my parents
August 28, 2025 at 7:42 AM
i think. i loved it better when my mother was physically away. i feel restricted. i feel judged. i can never be myself around my parents
i dont know how it got to this point. maybe it's the coffee that's amplifying whatever this is
August 28, 2025 at 7:41 AM
i dont know how it got to this point. maybe it's the coffee that's amplifying whatever this is
god. i dont know why i feel sick to my stomach today. i should be happy. i should be happy
August 28, 2025 at 7:40 AM
god. i dont know why i feel sick to my stomach today. i should be happy. i should be happy
guess who jinxed themselves 😂😂😂
i forgot that I have a vent account here on bsky... i havent opened it in 2 months. been feeling happier these days, but not w/o struggle. i think that's an improvement
August 28, 2025 at 7:39 AM
guess who jinxed themselves 😂😂😂
i forgot that I have a vent account here on bsky... i havent opened it in 2 months. been feeling happier these days, but not w/o struggle. i think that's an improvement
August 26, 2025 at 4:42 PM
i forgot that I have a vent account here on bsky... i havent opened it in 2 months. been feeling happier these days, but not w/o struggle. i think that's an improvement
nevermind. everything clicked. im going to be sick
holy fuck this writer went all in with the political intrigue that you can't even feel the presence of the pairing anymore...
June 11, 2025 at 6:55 PM
nevermind. everything clicked. im going to be sick
holy fuck this writer went all in with the political intrigue that you can't even feel the presence of the pairing anymore...
June 11, 2025 at 5:48 PM
holy fuck this writer went all in with the political intrigue that you can't even feel the presence of the pairing anymore...
the hypocrisy of the artist that i follow really pisses me off. love that they pride themselves that they formed their own opinion on a subject matter compared to the people who "parrots" an informative video essay — when in fact,
April 17, 2025 at 9:06 PM
the hypocrisy of the artist that i follow really pisses me off. love that they pride themselves that they formed their own opinion on a subject matter compared to the people who "parrots" an informative video essay — when in fact,
all i feel is resignation, honestly.
April 11, 2025 at 6:54 PM
all i feel is resignation, honestly.