That is why I have been less online lately. I would rather not be online like I used to as a teenager. I am glad I put up strict boundaries with people. I wish I was protected instead of my groomers, which sadly was in a community I was supposedly safe in: The art community.

I left DeviantArt as a result of one "person" sending me disgusting messages. So yes, please do not blame people for hating/being annoyed at the art community.

Goodbye for now.

-Alara.

That is why I have been less online lately. I would rather not be online like I used to as a teenager. I am glad I put up strict boundaries with people. I wish I was protected instead of my groomers, which sadly was in a community I was supposedly safe in: The art community.

Also, you have to realize that doing memes/trends will not do anything. But showing proper work will. I am frankly glad I left the community. Not just that, but also, the art community seems to protect the bad people. Seriously. Call out posts do not do anything. It only makes me trust people less.

The zzes and whirrs as it writes to cd 💜

I literally dont want to live anymore because of my country. its extra infuriating to see people just not care (especially people who claim they're advocates, or people who claim they care about world issues)

*my friends are the exception. But still. 💔

I'm saying all this is because, unfortunately, my thoughts won't suddenly go away by telling me to shut up or to be more positive. My country's getting worse. But you think me ignoring my country's issues will somehow fix me.

I just hope I can hang on until I'm out of here