Alaia Nakama (Avalon)
@alaia.bsky.social
Beaverton, OR
(She/Her)
#NSFW 🔞 posts (you've been warned)
#TransRightsAreHumanRights
#AllLifeIsSacred
#LovesPickleSandwiches
#AttāHiAttanōNāthō
#PowerToThatWhichDeservesIt
#Kismet
#AbundanceMindset
#AgapeLove
(She/Her)
#NSFW 🔞 posts (you've been warned)
#TransRightsAreHumanRights
#AllLifeIsSacred
#LovesPickleSandwiches
#AttāHiAttanōNāthō
#PowerToThatWhichDeservesIt
#Kismet
#AbundanceMindset
#AgapeLove
Absolutely wonderful performance of Carmina Burana today by the Oregon Symphony, and PSU’s Chamber, Rose, and Thorn choirs. Also the parts sung by the Pacific Youth Choir.
Also happy 50th birthday to me! 🥳🎉 🎻🎶😌
Also happy 50th birthday to me! 🥳🎉 🎻🎶😌
November 24, 2025 at 12:54 AM
Absolutely wonderful performance of Carmina Burana today by the Oregon Symphony, and PSU’s Chamber, Rose, and Thorn choirs. Also the parts sung by the Pacific Youth Choir.
Also happy 50th birthday to me! 🥳🎉 🎻🎶😌
Also happy 50th birthday to me! 🥳🎉 🎻🎶😌
Loneliness can suck, but it’s easier to love myself in solitude than keep exposing myself to intimacy that is always painful.
Trying for companionship involving sexual intimacy is pointless when my body still isn’t right for the intimacy I’ve always wanted.
Some days it’s hard loving myself alone
Trying for companionship involving sexual intimacy is pointless when my body still isn’t right for the intimacy I’ve always wanted.
Some days it’s hard loving myself alone
September 14, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Loneliness can suck, but it’s easier to love myself in solitude than keep exposing myself to intimacy that is always painful.
Trying for companionship involving sexual intimacy is pointless when my body still isn’t right for the intimacy I’ve always wanted.
Some days it’s hard loving myself alone
Trying for companionship involving sexual intimacy is pointless when my body still isn’t right for the intimacy I’ve always wanted.
Some days it’s hard loving myself alone
FYI, to those who have been wondering. I’m in a much better place mentally now, and am enjoying my path.
Have been mostly posting stuff on Facebook for the past little bit…
Have been mostly posting stuff on Facebook for the past little bit…
December 20, 2024 at 9:52 AM
FYI, to those who have been wondering. I’m in a much better place mentally now, and am enjoying my path.
Have been mostly posting stuff on Facebook for the past little bit…
Have been mostly posting stuff on Facebook for the past little bit…
I want to cry but I don’t even know where the tears are anymore.
I feel like the bad guy, which is stupid. I just want to be happy. But it’s also not stupid, I love her tremendously and yet I’m leaving for space and clarity.
I feel like the bad guy, which is stupid. I just want to be happy. But it’s also not stupid, I love her tremendously and yet I’m leaving for space and clarity.
November 5, 2024 at 4:09 PM
I want to cry but I don’t even know where the tears are anymore.
I feel like the bad guy, which is stupid. I just want to be happy. But it’s also not stupid, I love her tremendously and yet I’m leaving for space and clarity.
I feel like the bad guy, which is stupid. I just want to be happy. But it’s also not stupid, I love her tremendously and yet I’m leaving for space and clarity.
Transdicament (n): When you're pre-op trans and horny AF, but just can't get excited for sex or any physical intimacy that might lead to sex because it's just gonna mean more painful frustration and unfulfillment, as well as triggering for your body dysphoria and depression.
August 20, 2024 at 7:19 PM
Transdicament (n): When you're pre-op trans and horny AF, but just can't get excited for sex or any physical intimacy that might lead to sex because it's just gonna mean more painful frustration and unfulfillment, as well as triggering for your body dysphoria and depression.
Feeling good today 💖
August 13, 2024 at 5:25 PM
Feeling good today 💖
Happy holidays and may this season of light returning be one filled with happiness and joy 💖
December 25, 2023 at 1:33 AM
Happy holidays and may this season of light returning be one filled with happiness and joy 💖
So it’s Monochrome Monday you say?
November 14, 2023 at 4:15 AM
So it’s Monochrome Monday you say?
Love how this color turned out!
November 4, 2023 at 7:58 PM
Love how this color turned out!
Hair appt #2, this time getting it colored.
November 4, 2023 at 7:22 PM
Hair appt #2, this time getting it colored.
At the stylist, getting my hair permed for the first time in my life.
October 21, 2023 at 5:13 PM
At the stylist, getting my hair permed for the first time in my life.
I have a barren field of fucks to give, where there are no fucks given for those that toxically project their truths onto others about who and what they are, or how they should be and behave.
Such are among the worst people on the planet. They lack genuine empathy and do not deserve my love.
Such are among the worst people on the planet. They lack genuine empathy and do not deserve my love.
October 20, 2023 at 10:40 PM
I have a barren field of fucks to give, where there are no fucks given for those that toxically project their truths onto others about who and what they are, or how they should be and behave.
Such are among the worst people on the planet. They lack genuine empathy and do not deserve my love.
Such are among the worst people on the planet. They lack genuine empathy and do not deserve my love.
From an ExMormon group I’m part of lol 😂😂😂
Happy Halloween! 👻🎃💀🔪🩸
Happy Halloween! 👻🎃💀🔪🩸
October 20, 2023 at 9:36 PM
From an ExMormon group I’m part of lol 😂😂😂
Happy Halloween! 👻🎃💀🔪🩸
Happy Halloween! 👻🎃💀🔪🩸
The awesome blueskis in my orbit over the past week:
October 20, 2023 at 9:01 PM
The awesome blueskis in my orbit over the past week:
Don't tell me your astrological sign; go into Spotify, search for your daylist, and post a screenshot including the title it gave you.
Mine:
Mine:
October 20, 2023 at 5:15 PM
Don't tell me your astrological sign; go into Spotify, search for your daylist, and post a screenshot including the title it gave you.
Mine:
Mine:
Reposted by Alaia Nakama (Avalon)
Housing people is cheaper than treating the effects of people being unhoused
Free school lunches are cheaper than the consequences of children being hungry
Free medical care is cheaper than the costs of people being sick
Universal Basic Income increases productivity and makes people happy
Free school lunches are cheaper than the consequences of children being hungry
Free medical care is cheaper than the costs of people being sick
Universal Basic Income increases productivity and makes people happy
So weird how as soon as the pandemic started it became very immediately clear that things like socialized medicine and giving people money so children don’t starve actually work really well but now that it’s been a couple years we have to all pretend we didn’t notice that
October 17, 2023 at 4:32 PM
Housing people is cheaper than treating the effects of people being unhoused
Free school lunches are cheaper than the consequences of children being hungry
Free medical care is cheaper than the costs of people being sick
Universal Basic Income increases productivity and makes people happy
Free school lunches are cheaper than the consequences of children being hungry
Free medical care is cheaper than the costs of people being sick
Universal Basic Income increases productivity and makes people happy
Crop top tiddies for your Monday morning.
October 16, 2023 at 2:54 PM
Crop top tiddies for your Monday morning.
Had a great night out with my girls @jennihurtz.bsky.social and @maddiem4.bsky.social
Love you babes! 💋💖
Picked up a couple books at Powell’s and then then hit the bar.
Love you babes! 💋💖
Picked up a couple books at Powell’s and then then hit the bar.
October 16, 2023 at 2:40 PM
Had a great night out with my girls @jennihurtz.bsky.social and @maddiem4.bsky.social
Love you babes! 💋💖
Picked up a couple books at Powell’s and then then hit the bar.
Love you babes! 💋💖
Picked up a couple books at Powell’s and then then hit the bar.
Say goodnight to the kitty.
October 15, 2023 at 5:58 AM
Say goodnight to the kitty.
Boo for cloudy skies in Oregon 😭
October 13, 2023 at 9:12 PM
Boo for cloudy skies in Oregon 😭
Our PCP is an utterly incompetent disgrace.
She just told my partner she won’t prescribe antibiotics for her sore throat because she thinks it’s COVID, which we did have last week.
But here’s the kicker, I also tested positive for strep and when we gave her that evidence she still said nope. 🤦🏼♀️
She just told my partner she won’t prescribe antibiotics for her sore throat because she thinks it’s COVID, which we did have last week.
But here’s the kicker, I also tested positive for strep and when we gave her that evidence she still said nope. 🤦🏼♀️
October 13, 2023 at 9:02 PM
Our PCP is an utterly incompetent disgrace.
She just told my partner she won’t prescribe antibiotics for her sore throat because she thinks it’s COVID, which we did have last week.
But here’s the kicker, I also tested positive for strep and when we gave her that evidence she still said nope. 🤦🏼♀️
She just told my partner she won’t prescribe antibiotics for her sore throat because she thinks it’s COVID, which we did have last week.
But here’s the kicker, I also tested positive for strep and when we gave her that evidence she still said nope. 🤦🏼♀️
Happy Friday the 13th!
The Goddess Freya via @artstationhq www.artstation.com/artwork/zgqdd
Artist: Iqnatius Budi
The Goddess Freya via @artstationhq www.artstation.com/artwork/zgqdd
Artist: Iqnatius Budi
October 13, 2023 at 4:30 PM
Happy Friday the 13th!
The Goddess Freya via @artstationhq www.artstation.com/artwork/zgqdd
Artist: Iqnatius Budi
The Goddess Freya via @artstationhq www.artstation.com/artwork/zgqdd
Artist: Iqnatius Budi
Can the next Mega Millions or Poweball jackpot winner donate a cool million my way? It’s for a good cause, keeping my dreams alive in reality.
October 11, 2023 at 8:05 PM
Can the next Mega Millions or Poweball jackpot winner donate a cool million my way? It’s for a good cause, keeping my dreams alive in reality.