Ahou Mostowfi
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Ahou Mostowfi
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Chronically indoors, mumbling to books, buried in PDFs, and side-eyeing the concept of ‘functioning’.

“but i don’t want to go among mad people.”
“oh, you can’t help that.”
“we’re all mad here.”
In reality, even minor errors can render text incomprehensible. When you’re able-bodied, you rarely notice these barriers. Or worse, you notice but don’t acknowledge them. You fail to take responsibility. You continue past them unaffected… until suddenly, you can’t.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
May 15, 2025 at 12:18 AM
The saddest part? I message my advisor, but I can’t bring myself to call.
Not out of fear they’ll be cruel, but because even a kind word would pierce the surface.
I’m clinging to the calm of limbo, where nothing is confirmed, nothing collapses.
The draft stays untouched. So do I.
May 12, 2025 at 3:54 PM
Autonomy terrifies me. Not because I can’t work, but because I’ve always waited to be told I’m allowed to.
May 12, 2025 at 3:48 PM
But here’s the truth:
I subconsciously crave a master. A god. Someone to say, “You’re allowed to continue.”
May 12, 2025 at 3:48 PM
Watch of the day: Free Churro – BoJack Horseman.
May 11, 2025 at 8:23 PM