shoulda been called windouts tbh

idk how not to be scared when they want me dead. it would be so cool if i had the choice to turn the fear off. but im already fried and depleted like they want me and i think at this point i need more than anything to feel like im not the only one who sees how terrifying it all is.

that would be a logistical nightmare for carriers and wouldn't happen... right? i am finding conflicting information online, none of it from credible sources

is there any ethical way to stream music in your opinion? or do you think streaming is inherently gonna be unethical no matter where someone does it?

It's not a matter of autistic people being the only people who need things, while you are a bastion of calm independence. Your needs get met as a matter of course because the system is designed for you. I am asking for a fraction of that energy.

i have seen many examples of mothers discovering their own autism after a child's diagnosis.

these mfs want to replace a beautiful experience that leads to bonding and understanding and accomodation with guilt for having tried to relieve pain

it hurts my soul

so thank you 💜

this is totally it. im gonna use that little script you wrote and say that to myself next time this happens to me

i feel so much of this. sorry everything is so stupidly hard 🫂