Olivia Nope
@adastralplains.bsky.social
I can't handle anything.
Genuinely need 2026 to be easy on me because this past year tried my mental health like nothing else ever has.
December 11, 2025 at 11:06 PM
Genuinely need 2026 to be easy on me because this past year tried my mental health like nothing else ever has.
My sense of ethics is the only thing that keeps me from descending into a complete chaos goblin at this point. Never thought I'd see the day when I'm somewhat thankful for those Christian values pinging around my brain, forcing me to remember right from wrong.
December 10, 2025 at 3:54 PM
My sense of ethics is the only thing that keeps me from descending into a complete chaos goblin at this point. Never thought I'd see the day when I'm somewhat thankful for those Christian values pinging around my brain, forcing me to remember right from wrong.
My leader looked West and loved what she saw so much that she's adopting his tone, rhetoric, and policies on us. I'm quite curious as to how this will work for her.
December 10, 2025 at 2:08 PM
My leader looked West and loved what she saw so much that she's adopting his tone, rhetoric, and policies on us. I'm quite curious as to how this will work for her.
I am fascinated by people who unashamedly take on roles that they are in no way qualified for. Where do they get the audacity, and how can I cultivate it in such a way that I too can get promoted into highly paid roles with no questions asked about my ability to do the work?
December 10, 2025 at 2:06 PM
I am fascinated by people who unashamedly take on roles that they are in no way qualified for. Where do they get the audacity, and how can I cultivate it in such a way that I too can get promoted into highly paid roles with no questions asked about my ability to do the work?
The government has cancelled all Christmas parties and bonuses because we can't afford it as a country; meanwhile, we can apparently afford the salaries for four Housing ministers. This place is a fucking clown show.
a man in a tie says " i gotta get out of here "
Alt: a man in a tie says " i gotta get out of here "
media.tenor.com
December 9, 2025 at 9:00 PM
The government has cancelled all Christmas parties and bonuses because we can't afford it as a country; meanwhile, we can apparently afford the salaries for four Housing ministers. This place is a fucking clown show.
I have two weeks off for the holidays. Two whole weeks! I know that I can't afford to do anything, but I at least want to be able to relax. I don't want to apply for jobs or work on services of any kind. I want to be able to relax without guilt that I should be doing something gnawing away at me.
December 9, 2025 at 3:55 PM
I have two weeks off for the holidays. Two whole weeks! I know that I can't afford to do anything, but I at least want to be able to relax. I don't want to apply for jobs or work on services of any kind. I want to be able to relax without guilt that I should be doing something gnawing away at me.
Because the way my eyes just gloss over the names!
December 2, 2025 at 3:40 PM
Because the way my eyes just gloss over the names!
But I was assured that the US only wanted Maduro deposed because he was a drug kingpin.
Juan Orlando Hernández, a former president of Honduras, helped orchestrate a decades-long scheme that prosecutors said brought more than 500 tons of cocaine into the U.S. He was convicted in a sweeping case last year, but President Trump said on Friday that he would pardon Hernandez.
The Ex-President Whom Trump Plans to Pardon Flooded America With Cocaine
Juan Orlando Hernández, whom Mr. Trump called a victim of persecution, helped orchestrate a decades-long trafficking conspiracy. It ravaged his Central American country.
nyti.ms
November 30, 2025 at 9:26 PM
But I was assured that the US only wanted Maduro deposed because he was a drug kingpin.
Today feels so emotional. I’m trying so hard not to spend the day crying. To be this stressed that I can’t even have a nice day sucks. Here’s to another year, I guess.
November 29, 2025 at 3:47 PM
Today feels so emotional. I’m trying so hard not to spend the day crying. To be this stressed that I can’t even have a nice day sucks. Here’s to another year, I guess.
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November 29, 2025 at 12:58 PM
If you feel like giving me even a small birthday gift, please consider donating or sharing. You know at this point how deeply appreciated it would be. www.gofundme.com/f/yg4tfc-hel...
I can't believe in the idea of karma because then I'd have to buy into the notion that I've done something to deserve everything that's been dealt to me thus far, and if I start accepting that, I might as well just give up.
November 27, 2025 at 3:40 PM
I can't believe in the idea of karma because then I'd have to buy into the notion that I've done something to deserve everything that's been dealt to me thus far, and if I start accepting that, I might as well just give up.
GFM sent me an email asking if I want to start a charity event for my birthday and I’d honestly love to but the charity is me for the foreseeable future. I need the help! I wish I could figure out the magic that hits the right algo that piles up donations and maybe gets me breathing room.
November 27, 2025 at 12:45 AM
GFM sent me an email asking if I want to start a charity event for my birthday and I’d honestly love to but the charity is me for the foreseeable future. I need the help! I wish I could figure out the magic that hits the right algo that piles up donations and maybe gets me breathing room.
Idk why. I feel like I'm having a mental breakdown. I feel so anxious and stressed. Nothing has changed for the past few months yet today feels like I just can't keep going. I just want to lay down and let someone else problem solve everything for a minute.
November 26, 2025 at 3:40 PM
Idk why. I feel like I'm having a mental breakdown. I feel so anxious and stressed. Nothing has changed for the past few months yet today feels like I just can't keep going. I just want to lay down and let someone else problem solve everything for a minute.
It really irritates me when anyone suggests that I need to cut costs because from what? From where? I don't have a phone plan and top it up with just enough to keep it from going out of service. My clothes are mostly over a decade old. I do not go out. Cut from where? I just don't make enough!
November 26, 2025 at 1:58 PM
It really irritates me when anyone suggests that I need to cut costs because from what? From where? I don't have a phone plan and top it up with just enough to keep it from going out of service. My clothes are mostly over a decade old. I do not go out. Cut from where? I just don't make enough!
It's the most treacherous time of year for my mental health. I had to mute the word "bonus". The pain is real.
November 26, 2025 at 12:52 PM
It's the most treacherous time of year for my mental health. I had to mute the word "bonus". The pain is real.
I attribute my mental spiral to an almost two week diet of rice and lentils with the occasional PB&J for some razzle dazzle. The day that I pay off my student loans might be the last day that I ever eat lentils. Peanut butter might go on that list too.
November 24, 2025 at 10:37 PM
I attribute my mental spiral to an almost two week diet of rice and lentils with the occasional PB&J for some razzle dazzle. The day that I pay off my student loans might be the last day that I ever eat lentils. Peanut butter might go on that list too.
Once you struggle enough, it gets easier to understand how/why people start shelving their morals for a check. I feel like I'm in constant crash-out mode because life is just so expensive, and I can't do anything about it but make more money. Which is sooooo easy.
November 24, 2025 at 8:25 PM
Once you struggle enough, it gets easier to understand how/why people start shelving their morals for a check. I feel like I'm in constant crash-out mode because life is just so expensive, and I can't do anything about it but make more money. Which is sooooo easy.
If you know where I’m from, you know a little about my country. Well, there are rumblings from the smaller island that they want independence; as in they want to split the country to two separate entities. Because of course. This makes sense. This is exactly the turmoil we need right now.
November 19, 2025 at 12:23 AM
If you know where I’m from, you know a little about my country. Well, there are rumblings from the smaller island that they want independence; as in they want to split the country to two separate entities. Because of course. This makes sense. This is exactly the turmoil we need right now.
Finding people who understand your values in a conservative society is so difficult. Even casual homophobia in the workplace is like completely acceptable, and I'm fucking screaming inside all the time. I call people out, and suddenly I'm the weird one.
November 12, 2025 at 4:16 PM
Finding people who understand your values in a conservative society is so difficult. Even casual homophobia in the workplace is like completely acceptable, and I'm fucking screaming inside all the time. I call people out, and suddenly I'm the weird one.
You know what's crazy weird? My own professional life has been in a downward spiral since 2017, yet I seem to be uncannily skilled at giving career advice to our uni students, and they always come back to thank me for the help. They're getting the jobs that I've qualified out of.
November 6, 2025 at 2:27 PM
You know what's crazy weird? My own professional life has been in a downward spiral since 2017, yet I seem to be uncannily skilled at giving career advice to our uni students, and they always come back to thank me for the help. They're getting the jobs that I've qualified out of.
I gave up dairy last year because I didn't feel like dying slowly anymore, but god, I really miss a good cheese sometimes. Plus, it feels like my breakfast options just got even more limited. Like, I spent the entire weekend having PB&J sandwiches because I couldn't have any cheese or yogurt.
November 3, 2025 at 2:15 PM
I gave up dairy last year because I didn't feel like dying slowly anymore, but god, I really miss a good cheese sometimes. Plus, it feels like my breakfast options just got even more limited. Like, I spent the entire weekend having PB&J sandwiches because I couldn't have any cheese or yogurt.
Having a day where I simply cannot be zen and above it all. I’m so tired of struggling and I’m mad that some people get to bypass it all because of ~connections~. I know it’s stupid but I’m just feeling super frustrated about it today.
October 30, 2025 at 4:04 PM
Having a day where I simply cannot be zen and above it all. I’m so tired of struggling and I’m mad that some people get to bypass it all because of ~connections~. I know it’s stupid but I’m just feeling super frustrated about it today.
Sometimes I want to invite people to come and visit so they can understand the local experience, but on the other hand, if someone visited and something happened to them, I would never forgive myself, so stay away for now.
October 27, 2025 at 2:13 PM
Sometimes I want to invite people to come and visit so they can understand the local experience, but on the other hand, if someone visited and something happened to them, I would never forgive myself, so stay away for now.
The latest from the islands.
October 27, 2025 at 1:59 PM
The latest from the islands.
For the past week, I have been trying to access forex from my local bank to make my loan payment. I have been stonewalled time and again because even a regular banking service requires connections now. This is why I am requesting your assistance. www.gofundme.com/f/yg4tfc-hel...
Donate to Help Dana Get Back on Her Feet!, organized by Amanda Morgan
From Dana:
Seven years ago I left the US after the my work visa expired and returned… Amanda Morgan needs your support for Help Dana Get Back on Her Feet!
www.gofundme.com
October 27, 2025 at 1:48 PM
For the past week, I have been trying to access forex from my local bank to make my loan payment. I have been stonewalled time and again because even a regular banking service requires connections now. This is why I am requesting your assistance. www.gofundme.com/f/yg4tfc-hel...