have spent idk 10 months solid looking for a single moment of unpolluted kindness from my immediate family in my childhood and the only thing that surfaces are the times i was allowed to be alone and no one observed me from afar and made fun of me with words i didn’t understand

insane to me that there are people in the world whose parents did this every night, like bro what is your brain like, you think about birds and movies and plan vacations? do you make art and talk to your family about politics and love? do you thank them in the foreword to your book? honestly lit.

which is to say i sometimes wish i still drank everyday and never felt an emotion

I want everyone to know her work. I also want folks who aren’t masking when we share air to sit with what their actions are doing to people like Alice and to anyone who knows they don’t have the luxury of risking infection. Two way masking is best, and Alice’s disablity meant she couldn’t mask.

which is not to say you personally need to go hang out with xyz people you dont like but is to say that these terms are wildly non specific for a reason and that reason is largely bc it allows people with power to expand the category at will and snap up more and more people into the carceral maw.

fuck my life

when boys are friends and also they’re stacked that’s also good, the detective show also has that, cheeked up boys cheeking out

thank you this has been feral fall

theres this slutty lil detective who is only mean and he takes off his glasses and rubs his temples and is like “god other detective your methods are so fucking fucked up youve broken every rule you’re an absolute sicko … and yet youre brilliant and you should be so proud“ and im sweating and dying

spelling his name wrong for respect//ive been watching a scottish detective show with my friend and every time a boy is on screen i start hootin and hollering bc my new thing is i’m really into boys i love boys theyre so hot and nice i love boys

i am exhausted this doesn’t make sense but rest in power, thank you. thank you.