🌈 ZRK9
@zrk9.bsky.social
🥩 adult || USA || intersex || any pronouns
🎨 @ZARKAE9.bsky.social
🔗 linktr.ee/zar
🦁 toyhou.se/19590943.fursona
🐶 @sadpuppypalace.bsky.social
🐕🦺 discord.gg/sadpuppy
🎨 @ZARKAE9.bsky.social
🔗 linktr.ee/zar
🦁 toyhou.se/19590943.fursona
🐶 @sadpuppypalace.bsky.social
🐕🦺 discord.gg/sadpuppy
It appears that yet another trans person has lied to me about being intersex for over a year.
I love being fooled and humiliated over and over and over again every time I try to seek peers or relational experiences or advice. 🤡
I love being fooled and humiliated over and over and over again every time I try to seek peers or relational experiences or advice. 🤡
December 1, 2025 at 3:24 AM
It appears that yet another trans person has lied to me about being intersex for over a year.
I love being fooled and humiliated over and over and over again every time I try to seek peers or relational experiences or advice. 🤡
I love being fooled and humiliated over and over and over again every time I try to seek peers or relational experiences or advice. 🤡
also we got him tested and he had WORMS so the vet gave us meds for worms and it MADE HIM THROW UP LIVE WORMS IT WAS SO FUCKING GROSS
but i love him and he spends all day sitting with me where he is touching me somehow and follows me everywhere around the house when i get up and is very nice
but i love him and he spends all day sitting with me where he is touching me somehow and follows me everywhere around the house when i get up and is very nice
i love this stupid orange cat so much (he got named toby)
November 29, 2025 at 8:07 AM
also we got him tested and he had WORMS so the vet gave us meds for worms and it MADE HIM THROW UP LIVE WORMS IT WAS SO FUCKING GROSS
but i love him and he spends all day sitting with me where he is touching me somehow and follows me everywhere around the house when i get up and is very nice
but i love him and he spends all day sitting with me where he is touching me somehow and follows me everywhere around the house when i get up and is very nice
i love this stupid orange cat so much (he got named toby)
November 29, 2025 at 8:05 AM
i love this stupid orange cat so much (he got named toby)
i need our bathroom walls to look like this so bad
November 24, 2025 at 5:12 PM
i need our bathroom walls to look like this so bad
finally gonna get new glasses soon and will be able to see again...... have not been able to see in so long....
November 23, 2025 at 11:48 PM
finally gonna get new glasses soon and will be able to see again...... have not been able to see in so long....
parents: black male x black female
somehow 3 white!
somehow 3 white!
November 19, 2025 at 3:17 PM
parents: black male x black female
somehow 3 white!
somehow 3 white!
i got:
- a small/non-chain pet store that's been operating since the 70s agreeing to buy mice from me to sell as pets
AND NOW
- a reptile organization & rescue agreeing to buy feeders from me
i now have a way to repurpose males (they can't live together in-store well & make poorer pets)
- a small/non-chain pet store that's been operating since the 70s agreeing to buy mice from me to sell as pets
AND NOW
- a reptile organization & rescue agreeing to buy feeders from me
i now have a way to repurpose males (they can't live together in-store well & make poorer pets)
*mouse farming intensifies*
November 19, 2025 at 3:13 PM
i got:
- a small/non-chain pet store that's been operating since the 70s agreeing to buy mice from me to sell as pets
AND NOW
- a reptile organization & rescue agreeing to buy feeders from me
i now have a way to repurpose males (they can't live together in-store well & make poorer pets)
- a small/non-chain pet store that's been operating since the 70s agreeing to buy mice from me to sell as pets
AND NOW
- a reptile organization & rescue agreeing to buy feeders from me
i now have a way to repurpose males (they can't live together in-store well & make poorer pets)
*mouse farming intensifies*
November 18, 2025 at 11:19 PM
*mouse farming intensifies*
took anti-androgens briefly and felt terrible and mildly insane ???? 🤔
November 12, 2025 at 9:30 PM
took anti-androgens briefly and felt terrible and mildly insane ???? 🤔
im watching mouse unboxing videos again
November 10, 2025 at 3:32 PM
im watching mouse unboxing videos again
he was staying in our yard +we set him up somewhere warm in the garage + giving food and water for about 2-3 weeks while we tried to call shelters but all of them were full and no one looking for him.
he's been in the house as of yesterday (cleared of FIV, safe for Alice). his manners are great.
he's been in the house as of yesterday (cleared of FIV, safe for Alice). his manners are great.
November 7, 2025 at 2:41 PM
he was staying in our yard +we set him up somewhere warm in the garage + giving food and water for about 2-3 weeks while we tried to call shelters but all of them were full and no one looking for him.
he's been in the house as of yesterday (cleared of FIV, safe for Alice). his manners are great.
he's been in the house as of yesterday (cleared of FIV, safe for Alice). his manners are great.
i have ended up with a second cat..... selected by cat....
showed up around our neighbor 1-2 months ago
was crying and yowling pathetically out behind our yard for like 30 mins in the dark
i went out and yelled hey why you crying, where you at, cmere
and he ran up to me
showed up around our neighbor 1-2 months ago
was crying and yowling pathetically out behind our yard for like 30 mins in the dark
i went out and yelled hey why you crying, where you at, cmere
and he ran up to me
November 7, 2025 at 4:32 AM
i have ended up with a second cat..... selected by cat....
showed up around our neighbor 1-2 months ago
was crying and yowling pathetically out behind our yard for like 30 mins in the dark
i went out and yelled hey why you crying, where you at, cmere
and he ran up to me
showed up around our neighbor 1-2 months ago
was crying and yowling pathetically out behind our yard for like 30 mins in the dark
i went out and yelled hey why you crying, where you at, cmere
and he ran up to me
still stuck in this dumb weird fog and panic thing grrrr
burned like two weeks doing nothing but having brain and body problems guhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate deadlines i dont work good with them i hate the PASSAGE OF TIME
October 30, 2025 at 7:40 PM
still stuck in this dumb weird fog and panic thing grrrr
my ability to sleep and maintain some consistent sleep cycle is improving significantly but still not 100% ok
October 30, 2025 at 7:09 PM
my ability to sleep and maintain some consistent sleep cycle is improving significantly but still not 100% ok
burned like two weeks doing nothing but having brain and body problems guhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate deadlines i dont work good with them i hate the PASSAGE OF TIME
October 21, 2025 at 10:25 PM
burned like two weeks doing nothing but having brain and body problems guhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate deadlines i dont work good with them i hate the PASSAGE OF TIME
Reposted by 🌈 ZRK9
limp bizkit
October 11, 2025 at 3:57 AM
limp bizkit
look how fucking cute these sleep shorts i got are
October 10, 2025 at 4:02 PM
look how fucking cute these sleep shorts i got are
the mice are like instant brain zap back to happy place even if i am having an episode its crazy
bf went and got one of the mice and stuck them in my hand while freaking out and it makes it stop. old therapist used to call me during episodes and tell me to go look at the mice.
mouse magic 🐭
bf went and got one of the mice and stuck them in my hand while freaking out and it makes it stop. old therapist used to call me during episodes and tell me to go look at the mice.
mouse magic 🐭
October 10, 2025 at 3:57 AM
the mice are like instant brain zap back to happy place even if i am having an episode its crazy
bf went and got one of the mice and stuck them in my hand while freaking out and it makes it stop. old therapist used to call me during episodes and tell me to go look at the mice.
mouse magic 🐭
bf went and got one of the mice and stuck them in my hand while freaking out and it makes it stop. old therapist used to call me during episodes and tell me to go look at the mice.
mouse magic 🐭
i miss drawing and having little OCs and stuff that made me enjoy drawing
i set standards too high for myself and became too self conscious
i set standards too high for myself and became too self conscious
October 10, 2025 at 3:55 AM
i miss drawing and having little OCs and stuff that made me enjoy drawing
i set standards too high for myself and became too self conscious
i set standards too high for myself and became too self conscious
they gave me antibiotics and i am once again on antibiotics for like the 11th time since 2023
i feel so much fucking better when in antibiotics. what is continuously lurking in my body that makes me so ill in this way.
i think i need to be dewormed, but doctors will look at me like a skitzo.
i feel so much fucking better when in antibiotics. what is continuously lurking in my body that makes me so ill in this way.
i think i need to be dewormed, but doctors will look at me like a skitzo.
the lymph node on the right side of my neck near where my jaw connects is so swollen
who knows why
weekend and GP is closed
will probably take 2 weeks to get an appointment
if i go to urgent care they will not be able to handle it as its likely an autoimmune thing that needs long term care
who knows why
weekend and GP is closed
will probably take 2 weeks to get an appointment
if i go to urgent care they will not be able to handle it as its likely an autoimmune thing that needs long term care
October 7, 2025 at 5:34 PM
they gave me antibiotics and i am once again on antibiotics for like the 11th time since 2023
i feel so much fucking better when in antibiotics. what is continuously lurking in my body that makes me so ill in this way.
i think i need to be dewormed, but doctors will look at me like a skitzo.
i feel so much fucking better when in antibiotics. what is continuously lurking in my body that makes me so ill in this way.
i think i need to be dewormed, but doctors will look at me like a skitzo.
IM GETTIN SOME TEXELS BTW
SOON MY MICE LINES SHALL HAVE TEXEL AND I CAN POSSIBLY PRODUCE THE FABLED SHINY CURLY GOLD MOUSE (satin/texel/orange)
SOON MY MICE LINES SHALL HAVE TEXEL AND I CAN POSSIBLY PRODUCE THE FABLED SHINY CURLY GOLD MOUSE (satin/texel/orange)
October 7, 2025 at 5:31 PM
IM GETTIN SOME TEXELS BTW
SOON MY MICE LINES SHALL HAVE TEXEL AND I CAN POSSIBLY PRODUCE THE FABLED SHINY CURLY GOLD MOUSE (satin/texel/orange)
SOON MY MICE LINES SHALL HAVE TEXEL AND I CAN POSSIBLY PRODUCE THE FABLED SHINY CURLY GOLD MOUSE (satin/texel/orange)
love bf so much
*vibrates*
*vibrates*
a black and white drawing of a cartoon character with headphones on a white background .
ALT: a black and white drawing of a cartoon character with headphones on a white background .
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October 7, 2025 at 5:27 PM
love bf so much
*vibrates*
*vibrates*