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I was terrified.
I was terrified.
I never meant to lie.
But you can’t tell someone the truth when they’re not ready to hear it.
Besides, people only ever believe what they want to believe.
And Louise?
She wanted the fantasy.
I just gave it to her.
— O.
I never meant to lie.
But you can’t tell someone the truth when they’re not ready to hear it.
Besides, people only ever believe what they want to believe.
And Louise?
She wanted the fantasy.
I just gave it to her.
— O.
Oscar asked if I ever wanted to disappear.
I laughed. But the kind of laugh that hides a scream.
“No,” I said.
I lied.
— L.
Oscar asked if I ever wanted to disappear.
I laughed. But the kind of laugh that hides a scream.
“No,” I said.
I lied.
— L.
She started asking questions.
About me. About us.
About her.
That’s when I knew I’d have to be careful.
People only dig when they’re looking for something they don’t want to find.
— O.
She started asking questions.
About me. About us.
About her.
That’s when I knew I’d have to be careful.
People only dig when they’re looking for something they don’t want to find.
— O.
I saw someone today.
Or maybe I didn’t.
A flash of a face I didn’t know, or one I didn’t want to recognise.
They were standing across the street.
Watching.
I told myself it was nothing.
I’m still telling myself that.
— L.
I saw someone today.
Or maybe I didn’t.
A flash of a face I didn’t know, or one I didn’t want to recognise.
They were standing across the street.
Watching.
I told myself it was nothing.
I’m still telling myself that.
— L.
Everyone thinks they know what a mistake looks like.
But it doesn’t always come with flashing lights and sirens.
Sometimes it walks into your life married and bored.
— O.
Everyone thinks they know what a mistake looks like.
But it doesn’t always come with flashing lights and sirens.
Sometimes it walks into your life married and bored.
— O.
I told Paul I was at Spanish lessons.
Instead, I was doing something bad with someone else.
I didn’t even flinch when I lied. That’s what scared me most.
It felt… easy.
— L.
I told Paul I was at Spanish lessons.
Instead, I was doing something bad with someone else.
I didn’t even flinch when I lied. That’s what scared me most.
It felt… easy.
— L.
Me: tucks book under pillow
Like a baby.
Me: tucks book under pillow
Like a baby.
I read them to judge everyone’s life choices with a snack in hand, like a suspenseful little goblin.
I read them to judge everyone’s life choices with a snack in hand, like a suspenseful little goblin.
She looked at me like she wasn’t sure she was allowed to.
Like no one had looked at her that way in a long time.
I didn’t touch her hand.
I didn’t have to.
The spark was already lit.
— O.
She looked at me like she wasn’t sure she was allowed to.
Like no one had looked at her that way in a long time.
I didn’t touch her hand.
I didn’t have to.
The spark was already lit.
— O.
“He did it. Wait, no — she did. No wait — OH MY GOD WHAT IF I DID??”
“He did it. Wait, no — she did. No wait — OH MY GOD WHAT IF I DID??”
I shouldn’t have looked at him that long.
I watched him, transfixed and I became someone else.
Someone curious. Someone reckless. Someone alive.
I didn’t plan to see him again. But plans are funny things, aren’t they?
— L.
I shouldn’t have looked at him that long.
I watched him, transfixed and I became someone else.
Someone curious. Someone reckless. Someone alive.
I didn’t plan to see him again. But plans are funny things, aren’t they?
— L.
Sometimes I write about affairs, surveillance, and psychological collapse.
Today, I’m doing both.
Because nothing says “authentic author brand” like emotional whiplash and a book launch.
Sometimes I write about affairs, surveillance, and psychological collapse.
Today, I’m doing both.
Because nothing says “authentic author brand” like emotional whiplash and a book launch.
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I say plot development.
I say plot development.
– Spied on a partner’s phone
– Overheard something in a café and built an entire backstory
– Said “I wouldn’t, but I get it…”
Then you’ll vibe with Closer Than She Thinks.
Read it. Judge no one.
– Spied on a partner’s phone
– Overheard something in a café and built an entire backstory
– Said “I wouldn’t, but I get it…”
Then you’ll vibe with Closer Than She Thinks.
Read it. Judge no one.
– watching people too closely in cafés
– over-analyzing vague texts
– knowing where the exits are at all times
– watching people too closely in cafés
– over-analyzing vague texts
– knowing where the exits are at all times
Me: Easy. I’m always sleep-deprived, suspicious, and terrified someone’s behind me.
Also me: launches a book
You: reads it with the lights on
Me: Easy. I’m always sleep-deprived, suspicious, and terrified someone’s behind me.
Also me: launches a book
You: reads it with the lights on
✔️ An affair
✔️ A woman who’s lying
✔️ A man who’s definitely lying
✔️ A third party watching everything
✔️ A twist you won’t see coming
You know, just your classic “romance-meets-creepy-cam” energy.
✔️ An affair
✔️ A woman who’s lying
✔️ A man who’s definitely lying
✔️ A third party watching everything
✔️ A twist you won’t see coming
You know, just your classic “romance-meets-creepy-cam” energy.
Oscar thought no one would find out.
Someone else… knew everything.
If you like your thrillers tense, twisty, and full of poor decisions:
👉 Closer Than She Thinks
Paperback is out in June. Bring wine.
Oscar thought no one would find out.
Someone else… knew everything.
If you like your thrillers tense, twisty, and full of poor decisions:
👉 Closer Than She Thinks
Paperback is out in June. Bring wine.