Ennui (she/they)
@zetsubonna.bsky.social
None of this shit sparks joy. 🚮
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Andrew Bluett’s series of Final Fantasy retrospectives is incredible and you should watch them all, also FFX is a good video game and you should play it, and if you played it already you should play it again
Just in time for Xmas, the Final Fantasy X Retrospective is here! Learn about the creative decisions behind the game, the state of Square as a company after the failure of The Spirits Within, and the grander themes which may have eluded western players.
youtu.be/f8PqQE_FbNc
youtu.be/f8PqQE_FbNc
The Final Fantasy X Retrospective
YouTube video by Andrew Bluett
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December 30, 2025 at 4:52 PM
Andrew Bluett’s series of Final Fantasy retrospectives is incredible and you should watch them all, also FFX is a good video game and you should play it, and if you played it already you should play it again
As a person w/a vulva and a complicated relationship to their own sexuality/queerness, I wonder how much the lack of f/f smut in fandom has to do with 1) the mortifying ordeal of being known and 2) the lack of a word for vulva that doesn’t make the author want to vomit when used in a smut context.
December 29, 2025 at 10:00 PM
As a person w/a vulva and a complicated relationship to their own sexuality/queerness, I wonder how much the lack of f/f smut in fandom has to do with 1) the mortifying ordeal of being known and 2) the lack of a word for vulva that doesn’t make the author want to vomit when used in a smut context.
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Absolutely love this in response to Heated Rivalry hate
December 28, 2025 at 1:30 AM
Absolutely love this in response to Heated Rivalry hate
I have some persistent echolalic responses that I got from tumblr:
1. I cannot read “Jesus Saves” without thinking “The rest of you take full damage.”
2. “Road work ahead.” > “I sure hope it does.” (RIP Vine)
3. “Is it just me or—“ “There are 8 billion people on this planet.”
1. I cannot read “Jesus Saves” without thinking “The rest of you take full damage.”
2. “Road work ahead.” > “I sure hope it does.” (RIP Vine)
3. “Is it just me or—“ “There are 8 billion people on this planet.”
December 29, 2025 at 3:12 PM
I have some persistent echolalic responses that I got from tumblr:
1. I cannot read “Jesus Saves” without thinking “The rest of you take full damage.”
2. “Road work ahead.” > “I sure hope it does.” (RIP Vine)
3. “Is it just me or—“ “There are 8 billion people on this planet.”
1. I cannot read “Jesus Saves” without thinking “The rest of you take full damage.”
2. “Road work ahead.” > “I sure hope it does.” (RIP Vine)
3. “Is it just me or—“ “There are 8 billion people on this planet.”
@gdbee.bsky.social My new laptop came with a skin on it but it felt like it was missing something:
December 25, 2025 at 9:51 PM
@gdbee.bsky.social My new laptop came with a skin on it but it felt like it was missing something:
I filled out thank you cards to use as holiday cards for all my coworkers. White pen on red cardstock with red envelopes. Decorated them all with winter-themed stickers. Wrote in cursive. Personalized every message.
Y’all. I swear, adults are so easy to please. ☺️
Y’all. I swear, adults are so easy to please. ☺️
December 24, 2025 at 6:11 PM
I filled out thank you cards to use as holiday cards for all my coworkers. White pen on red cardstock with red envelopes. Decorated them all with winter-themed stickers. Wrote in cursive. Personalized every message.
Y’all. I swear, adults are so easy to please. ☺️
Y’all. I swear, adults are so easy to please. ☺️
Got to explain what “Palantir” is a reference to for Dad. Then linked him to the Wikipedia article on “Torment Nexus.”
December 17, 2025 at 3:46 PM
Got to explain what “Palantir” is a reference to for Dad. Then linked him to the Wikipedia article on “Torment Nexus.”
The difference between Lex Luthor and Jeff Bezos/Elon Musk/Mark Zuckerberg/Alex Stark/Peter Thiel is that Luthor has a sense of style, looks good bald, and is actually smart, even if he does still lose/fail constantly
December 17, 2025 at 3:43 PM
The difference between Lex Luthor and Jeff Bezos/Elon Musk/Mark Zuckerberg/Alex Stark/Peter Thiel is that Luthor has a sense of style, looks good bald, and is actually smart, even if he does still lose/fail constantly
My stationery server is shutting down. I’m sad because I really liked it, but I don’t think my nemesis is following me to my new, smaller one.
December 6, 2025 at 8:52 PM
My stationery server is shutting down. I’m sad because I really liked it, but I don’t think my nemesis is following me to my new, smaller one.
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seasonal affective disorder be like
"ennui now, our gray apparel"
"ennui now, our gray apparel"
December 4, 2025 at 5:14 PM
seasonal affective disorder be like
"ennui now, our gray apparel"
"ennui now, our gray apparel"
I have a sub folder in my email under Entertainment/AO3/Ego Fodder
I keep every notification of every comment and I have since I first published there in 2014.
I keep every notification of every comment and I have since I first published there in 2014.
If you tell people you like the art they make, you will eventually reach the creative people who screencap compliments and save them in a special folder to read through when times are hard. I have 5MB of one individual being rad about my writing. They have their own FOLDER. Be that person.
It rocks to tell people their shit rocks. Every single person who has ever been nice about my work has been appreciated for doing so. I take time to say I love stuff and it’s always the right time to remind somebody you value their work! You don’t need to get into detail either. Just say it rocks
December 5, 2025 at 2:16 AM
I have a sub folder in my email under Entertainment/AO3/Ego Fodder
I keep every notification of every comment and I have since I first published there in 2014.
I keep every notification of every comment and I have since I first published there in 2014.
It may look like I’m wearing the same outfit as yesterday but it’s actually a complete duplicate of yesterday’s outfit. You can tell because my drawers are boyshorts i/s/o hipsters and my socks (which you can’t see) are black i/s/o Pride-themed.
Who doesn’t own two identical $5 black t-shirts?
Who doesn’t own two identical $5 black t-shirts?
December 3, 2025 at 12:05 PM
It may look like I’m wearing the same outfit as yesterday but it’s actually a complete duplicate of yesterday’s outfit. You can tell because my drawers are boyshorts i/s/o hipsters and my socks (which you can’t see) are black i/s/o Pride-themed.
Who doesn’t own two identical $5 black t-shirts?
Who doesn’t own two identical $5 black t-shirts?
Between the FoB shampoo and the Native deodorant the fact that I go whole days without anybody trying to kiss or hug me is a crime. I smell delicious.
December 3, 2025 at 12:02 PM
Between the FoB shampoo and the Native deodorant the fact that I go whole days without anybody trying to kiss or hug me is a crime. I smell delicious.
I hated my Dexcom because it hurt to take off and the app sucked.
Meanwhile my Libre 3+ pops off like it’s paratrooping from my bed.
Meanwhile my Libre 3+ pops off like it’s paratrooping from my bed.
December 3, 2025 at 11:59 AM
I hated my Dexcom because it hurt to take off and the app sucked.
Meanwhile my Libre 3+ pops off like it’s paratrooping from my bed.
Meanwhile my Libre 3+ pops off like it’s paratrooping from my bed.
Shoutout to Griffin McElroy for passing me this unironic love of Carly Rae Jepsen for getting up before 7AM and needing to be happy about it.
December 3, 2025 at 11:55 AM
Shoutout to Griffin McElroy for passing me this unironic love of Carly Rae Jepsen for getting up before 7AM and needing to be happy about it.
I love Sam because he’s incredibly sweet so when he snarks you’re like, I forgot bunnies have teeth.
December 3, 2025 at 6:46 AM
I love Sam because he’s incredibly sweet so when he snarks you’re like, I forgot bunnies have teeth.
Reddit is wrong.
Alice is hilarious and Gwen fucking sucks.
Alice is hilarious and Gwen fucking sucks.
December 3, 2025 at 1:19 AM
Reddit is wrong.
Alice is hilarious and Gwen fucking sucks.
Alice is hilarious and Gwen fucking sucks.
Me on Tumblr: I love my job and I’m so lucky to have found it when I did.
Me on Discord: I swear to fuck if this bitch doesn’t ANSWER MY FUCKING EMAIL before she sends me a fifth one I’m going to tear myself in half like Rumplestilskin.
Me on Discord: I swear to fuck if this bitch doesn’t ANSWER MY FUCKING EMAIL before she sends me a fifth one I’m going to tear myself in half like Rumplestilskin.
December 2, 2025 at 9:31 PM
Me on Tumblr: I love my job and I’m so lucky to have found it when I did.
Me on Discord: I swear to fuck if this bitch doesn’t ANSWER MY FUCKING EMAIL before she sends me a fifth one I’m going to tear myself in half like Rumplestilskin.
Me on Discord: I swear to fuck if this bitch doesn’t ANSWER MY FUCKING EMAIL before she sends me a fifth one I’m going to tear myself in half like Rumplestilskin.
Fuck, y’all, we have December tomorrow!
a colorful background with the words goodbye november in yellow
ALT: a colorful background with the words goodbye november in yellow
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December 1, 2025 at 4:24 AM
Fuck, y’all, we have December tomorrow!
Deciding to continue playing SMT V (not Vengeance) in spite of it being hard and knowing we’ll probably get a bad ending is very brave.
December 1, 2025 at 4:23 AM
Deciding to continue playing SMT V (not Vengeance) in spite of it being hard and knowing we’ll probably get a bad ending is very brave.
The Katamari Damashii OST still fucks severely, in case you forgot.
December 1, 2025 at 4:22 AM
The Katamari Damashii OST still fucks severely, in case you forgot.
We are embracing “Cougar Puberty” as a term.
December 1, 2025 at 4:21 AM
We are embracing “Cougar Puberty” as a term.
