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Hey I'm Zen, 20y
Trans, he/they/it
Pan and single
Many a mental illness

Shedsky ily <33
Prorecovery antifatphobia

Bmi 30.2 🥲
Hw 215
Cw 176
Lw 173
Cgw 160

Desperately need friends, moot me up I fb

No dni

<33
TW SH

Some beautiful styros and bby beans from a couple different sessions <33

#bluesh #shsky #styro #sh #slitsky #gore #goresky
March 21, 2025 at 4:48 AM
Honest question, does purging actually work? Like help mitigate cals consumed and all? I lax purge rn, but need a lil something extra sometimes. Would it be worth it? Not all the time, too. Pls be honest ily <33

#bpsky #caterpillarsky #bp #edsky #bedsky #lemonwatersky #bed #purgesky
March 21, 2025 at 4:26 AM
Reposted by zen <3
I really want mutuals struggling with an Ed / recovering from sh around my age (I’m 26)

Please consider retweeting this so people my age can find me. I’m low key desperate for connection and people to relate to
March 19, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Also I'm at 176 lbs today!! Lowest I've been since right after the psyche hospital who cheereddd

And i desperately need shedsky mooties <33

#shedsky #edsky #lemonwatersky #wl #feathersky #promosky #moothunt
March 21, 2025 at 3:38 AM
🪡🧵Yoo guess who's backkkk, got lost on shedtwt for a while but it's being stupid or maybe I'm just stupid for not understanding how to use it, never have before.

Anyways how's it been, have a good few lovely sessions to post but here's my favorite so far, my first good baby beans! This was Feb 26th
March 21, 2025 at 3:20 AM
TW SH

A small 🪡🧵

Some beautiful bby beans and deep styros. Was upset so im sorry for the sniffling.

Also ignore the disgusting nails please, I just cleaned and clipped them 🥲
March 2, 2025 at 2:26 AM
TW SH healing

Bby beans healing day 3, looks good feels good. I absolutely love them, they're so prettyyy. I definitely want to do more but not sure if I will be able to. I hope it scars well! Ily <33

Left arm <33

#shedsky #slitsky #sh #selfharm #shsky #babybean
March 1, 2025 at 7:09 PM
TW SH

Small 🪡🧵 of last night's activities. So pretty and it doesn't hurt at all, I was surprised but idk.
February 27, 2025 at 10:13 PM
TW SH

The rest from last night, some nice styros and bby beans, left thigh, so pretty 😍

Last night's video one was actually a first swipe bby beans, v proud, just made it a little bigger. What do ya think? <333

#sh #selfharm #slitsky
February 27, 2025 at 9:56 PM
TW SH

First good bby bean, so niceee

Lil more coming later, ily <33

#sh #slitsky #selfharm
February 27, 2025 at 10:01 AM
Heyy forget I was gone for 11 days how are you I'm fine thank you

Serious tho fell off a lil but back in it. What's up w the tags?? Which ones should i use?

Also scars and fresher ones 2 days old ily all <33

#lemonwatersky #ouchiesky #⭐️ve #⭐️vesky #🔪sky
February 24, 2025 at 1:53 AM
About to drink and cut myself yayayay! Give me ideas maybeee ily <3

Also need someone to explore, walk, cut, eat, sleep, live and die with good lord I'm fcking lonely lmfao actually funny tho. It helps bc I can suffer more ig <3

#sh #shedsky #shedtwt #gore #goresky #goretwt #shsky #shtwt #slitsky
February 12, 2025 at 3:28 AM
TW SH healing and scars

Imma cut imma cut imma cut

I'm so excitedddd. Tell me where: ankle, thigh, calf, or foot! I wanna cut my arms so damn bad but I can't do more then one at a time so we'll see what I can do.

Moots save meee ily <33

#shedsky #sh #selfharm #slitsky #slitwt #shedtwt #shsky #sh
February 12, 2025 at 3:09 AM
Holy fckin shtballs my head is killing me today. Probably me not eating a lot recently ofc, im trying to LF today. Already took what I could to help, isn't though

Any advice friends? Miserable but have too much to do today to be crippled like this

#shedsky #caterpillarsky #anasky #edsky #ed #ana
February 10, 2025 at 9:17 PM
Friendsss give me strength, got a good amount of dishes to get done before the superbowl, lil bro and I are watching it together, and I am so low energy after my 10 mile walk yesterday. Trying to fast today, but I might have to eat something to stop this low energy.

Any tips? Please idk what to do
February 9, 2025 at 6:48 PM
TW SH and accidental nudity showing oops sry. 🧵

I love these razors sm!! One swipe bby beans with not much pressure. Been real busy so I'll update my accountability this evening.

Hope you're well, ily <33

#shedsky #shedtwt #shsky #shtwt #sh #selfharm
February 7, 2025 at 9:17 PM
TW SH

I think I hit a tiny bby beans?? It's tiny but I'm so happy!!

Finally found and "bought" a 10 pack of razors and I'm in love. So smooth, its my ecstacy. I need to post more about my genuine love for sh, beautiful in so many ways. Anyways ily <33

#shedsky #shsky #sh #selfharm #shtwt #shedtwt
February 7, 2025 at 1:28 AM
TW bc's

I hate my fucking "love handles" so much. Can see my abs some, biceps are popping. Lil bro says I have a sleeper build lmao. I get so much gender/body envy from him, he's toned and muscled up sm, not even 14 yet 🥲 proud of him.

Anyways, going to help a friend's mother clean house soon, 🧵
February 6, 2025 at 5:47 PM
Had a great walk around town earlier, got a coffee and Popeyes which I burnt off plus extra, and I didn't finish it too yay. Thats been a goal of mine. Also "bought" an exacto blade set hah. Explored more of the river bed as well. Good time.

#shedsky #caterpillarsky #anasky #edsky #ana #wl
February 6, 2025 at 1:10 AM
God it's 2am, been a long fucking day. I'll do my day 4 info tomorrow, im exhausted. Ily <33

#shedsky #caterpillarsky #anasky
February 5, 2025 at 9:09 AM
Heehee I found this on my short little walk. Hopefully it's nice. I'll clean it and test the sharpness before I do it myself.

Also a cute squirrel! <33

#shedsky #shsky #slitsky #sh
February 4, 2025 at 9:01 PM
Reposted by zen <3
January 11, 2025 at 4:32 AM
Breaking my 3 day fast with a gala apple, halo and 1tbsp creamy peanut butter, with water and green tea. I'm nauseous though >:((

I weighed in at 183 this morning, tot of 22lbs lost in a month, 7 in this 3 day fast. I'm proud. Been very active as well.

#shedsky #caterpillarsky #edsky #anasky #ana
February 4, 2025 at 5:00 PM
I don't think I want to end my fast tomorrow. I'm loving this empty feeling, missed it. Don't feel lightheaded or weak like usual. Scared to break it actually. Idk, I think I'll continue it until I don't feel I can go anymore. I feel amazing, most energy in a while, feel healthy.

Any advice? Lmk <3
February 4, 2025 at 7:51 AM
Reposted by zen <3
god i love being gay
February 1, 2025 at 9:33 AM