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Hope 🦋
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‼‼ I RT bottom!Hua Cheng on occasion, however I do prefer the canon dynamics. Just appreciating art + fics! | i do not separate 🦋🌸

MY TAGS:
#XieXiuying #OCart #camellia #olily #A-XiuIN
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18+ only! I also believe in not harassing people over fictional characters.

I'm crazy for Hualian and occasionally post unhinged stuff revolving around them. I prefer canon dynamics but also just enjoy seeing Hualian content in general so I repost/like sub/bottom HC too.

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nyways instead of being a baby over it more I'm going to try to sleep since I have work tonight, it's gonna be hell
November 16, 2025 at 5:36 PM
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Y'all. In the last 24 hours 6 CHAPTERS of DTBPF have been funded!! 😭💦💦

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE SUPPORT. These chapters will be recorded & uploaded over the next week or so! ♥️

If you want to enjoy the #dtbpf silliness or donate to keep it going, check out the links below! #podfic #audiobook
Red of the Turks Master Post! 🐉

#Danmei Audio Book Library:
tinyurl.com/Reds-Library

Listen to -
#TGCF
#MDZS
#ThousandAutumns

and my current Crowd-Funded Series #DTBPF! #podfic

Support the DTBPF project:
ko-fi.com/theredofthet...

Enjoy Thai #BL shows with me on YT:
youtube.com/@therougerev...
November 16, 2025 at 5:22 PM
I wonder if it could be considered rude to preemptively tell people to not join something I'm hosting if they're not going to bother interacting, mainly because if I'm taking the time to host it and put effort into making sure I get it up on time when I have little time to begin with, I want it—
November 16, 2025 at 5:28 PM
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I mean it from the bottom of my heart, just create for yourself first and then for the five people you keep captive in your basement.
November 15, 2025 at 12:44 AM
the way I'm just sitting here pondering all of my life choices because what the fuck just happened
November 16, 2025 at 7:51 AM
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normalize name changes for anyone tbh. even if you're not trans, you should be able to just choose a name you feel good about and not have it be a big deal
November 14, 2025 at 1:12 AM
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a reason to live
#hualian #tgcf #天官赐福
November 14, 2025 at 7:18 PM
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4 slots open❤️
DM me if interested!

Before ordering a commission from me, please read the ToS section carefully!
November 14, 2025 at 8:59 PM
Just got home from work, I've eaten and I'm drinking my grape soda, got a stuffed animal (because I can and I had a very unpleasant nap before work that resulted in me waking up crying lol), and I'm gonna take my immune supplements soon
Look at me being semi-functional
November 14, 2025 at 12:41 PM
oh
emil/sacrifice just came on, i'm all sorts of fucked up rn 🥲
November 13, 2025 at 12:27 PM
I'm tired of reading these articles... save me...
November 13, 2025 at 11:52 AM
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[ nsfw: lemon, hualesbians ]

unrelated to anything, jiejie in sheer lingerie that shows bush and san niang is feral for it, licks her through the fabric until xie lian cant stand it anymore and pulls the panty aside so hua cheng will put her mouth on her proper
November 13, 2025 at 5:51 AM
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November 13, 2025 at 7:12 AM
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Hua Cheng | 3000 lanterns 🏮

#tgcf #huacheng
November 12, 2025 at 6:34 PM
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!!NSFW!!
Sub top Hua Cheng wearing a collar/leash while fucking Xie Lian, who’s using it to control the pace. XL has been going /so slow/, practically edging them both for ages, unsympathetic to HC’s growing desperation
November 12, 2025 at 10:57 PM
it's far too early/late for me to get started on this and get mad lollllllllll
i've already eaten, been drinking water, and taken my immune support supplements...
so I'm gonna finish a little more of my homework and probably go tf to sleep
November 12, 2025 at 2:14 PM
My immune system decided to just leave entirely, I woke up feeling worse today and I've been sleeping all day 😮‍💨
November 12, 2025 at 1:16 AM
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just a little hualian sketch to comfort me after a long day 😮‍💨
#hualian #tgcf
November 11, 2025 at 3:44 AM
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Guoshi Comic PAGE 17-18 is UP! Guoshi talks a lot about focusing, but I bet he's getting sidetracked... Full at PATREON

▫️ #hualian #tgcf #guoshicomic #guoshixielian #nsfwcomic
November 11, 2025 at 7:28 PM
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You’ll always be the only one I like the very best.

#TGCF #hualian #天官赐福
November 11, 2025 at 9:35 PM
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missed this silly guy 💮
#art #tgcf #xielian
November 11, 2025 at 8:29 PM
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And speaking of CMS, there's stil time for securing end of the year 20% off slot on rendered and sketches art at my v.gen ! Ocs, fic based, fanart, you name it!

You can also see my portfolio examples of past CMS.

#vgen #commission
November 10, 2025 at 1:29 PM
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Still doing 5USD+ sketches up in my Ko-fi! Check it out! ko-fi.com/nokiazuzhilang
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Become a supporter of Pu! today!
ko-fi.com
November 10, 2025 at 4:54 PM
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By the way, the blood-pact you signed upon becoming a creative states that you don't need to create every day. The council of creative demons allow breaks. You're fine. You're not falling behind. You're no lesser a creative for needing rest. Shit happens sometimes, bro. You're doing great.
July 11, 2025 at 5:13 PM
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Xie Lian having really sensitive skin, dealing with rashes and irritation from most products or fragrances since he was a small child. There was only ever one cream that would soothe his skin, to keep is clear of any redness or itching
November 10, 2025 at 3:11 AM