William Marshall
@willmarshall126.bsky.social
This is my "incognito" account. Book reading, theater going, cocktail swilling, sapio-sexual with a dirty side. Love to look, love to watch, and up for some one on one sometimes too. NSFW mostly. I repost the things I like. Love a DM/Chat.Big Reply Guy.
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I'd like to talk to someone about my suicidal ideation without it turning into drama. Seriously. I KNOW it's not healthy, but I can't take the emotional beat down about it when I'm in the middle of it.
An absolutely BRUTAL massage with a happy ending would fix me.
February 18, 2026 at 7:41 AM
An absolutely BRUTAL massage with a happy ending would fix me.
I ran across an old boyfriend on youtube today. He's as insufferable as ever. I still am drawn to him over 20 years later and I HATE MYSELF.
February 18, 2026 at 4:32 AM
I ran across an old boyfriend on youtube today. He's as insufferable as ever. I still am drawn to him over 20 years later and I HATE MYSELF.
What's a line delivery you'll never forget?
February 18, 2026 at 12:42 AM
What's a line delivery you'll never forget?
Me wondering why I can't land a job in my chosen field of expertise....
kicking off this stakeholder meeting by doing my impression of a rat stuck to a glue trap screaming for its life
February 10, 2026 at 7:49 PM
Me wondering why I can't land a job in my chosen field of expertise....
I'm thinking of recreating MRS 'ARRIS GOES TO PARIS in my personal life. Only instead of a Dior Dress, I'm going to save up for a vacation with a really hot escort or two.
February 10, 2026 at 12:55 PM
I'm thinking of recreating MRS 'ARRIS GOES TO PARIS in my personal life. Only instead of a Dior Dress, I'm going to save up for a vacation with a really hot escort or two.
I'd like to talk to someone about my suicidal ideation without it turning into drama. Seriously. I KNOW it's not healthy, but I can't take the emotional beat down about it when I'm in the middle of it.
February 10, 2026 at 12:28 PM
I'd like to talk to someone about my suicidal ideation without it turning into drama. Seriously. I KNOW it's not healthy, but I can't take the emotional beat down about it when I'm in the middle of it.
When you have reached the point in your life when there is nothing to look forward to, the days seem very long. But they also seem the same. Forget suicide, I might just die naturally of boredom.....
February 3, 2026 at 8:00 AM
When you have reached the point in your life when there is nothing to look forward to, the days seem very long. But they also seem the same. Forget suicide, I might just die naturally of boredom.....
This is how my brain works......
February 3, 2026 at 3:32 AM
This is how my brain works......
"There are two wolves inside me"
The wolves:
The wolves:
January 30, 2026 at 5:44 PM
"There are two wolves inside me"
The wolves:
The wolves:
This is either healing or breaking me....I'll let you know.
January 29, 2026 at 7:04 AM
This is either healing or breaking me....I'll let you know.
I try so very hard not to be s stereotype. I haven't watched Heated Rivalry because it's not my thing, and that's fine. I LOVE the positive glow it gives everyone, but I thought I was immune. Then I see this. Readers, I would peel him like a grape.
January 29, 2026 at 6:51 AM
I try so very hard not to be s stereotype. I haven't watched Heated Rivalry because it's not my thing, and that's fine. I LOVE the positive glow it gives everyone, but I thought I was immune. Then I see this. Readers, I would peel him like a grape.
Name your fave dinner scene
January 29, 2026 at 6:22 AM
Name your fave dinner scene
I've never been a beach person, but I think before I hammer the last nail into the coffin of my existence, I might have to go to Puerto Vallarta.....
January 28, 2026 at 6:59 PM
I've never been a beach person, but I think before I hammer the last nail into the coffin of my existence, I might have to go to Puerto Vallarta.....
Yourself but as a cartoon....
January 28, 2026 at 2:03 PM
Yourself but as a cartoon....
As a treat for my Birthday, I did not put myself in a situation where I had to "act happy"....That shit is exhausting.
January 27, 2026 at 5:14 AM
As a treat for my Birthday, I did not put myself in a situation where I had to "act happy"....That shit is exhausting.
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ChatGPT for Therapy:
January 22, 2026 at 3:55 PM
ChatGPT for Therapy:
I'm in the darkest place I can ever remember being in, and current events aren't helping. It's hard waking up to personal failure daily while watching the downfall of civilization. But I'm completing a google doc of fatal doses for a large number of pharmaceuticals. That's at least some sort of win.
January 16, 2026 at 5:12 AM
I'm in the darkest place I can ever remember being in, and current events aren't helping. It's hard waking up to personal failure daily while watching the downfall of civilization. But I'm completing a google doc of fatal doses for a large number of pharmaceuticals. That's at least some sort of win.
I don't know why it surprises me, but when gay porn stars are EXTREMELY racist and right wing my jaw drops. I'm like "Hey dude, they are coming for you next."
January 15, 2026 at 6:04 AM
I don't know why it surprises me, but when gay porn stars are EXTREMELY racist and right wing my jaw drops. I'm like "Hey dude, they are coming for you next."
Regrets: a curated and continually updated list
That I don't have a reading fluency of Latin, Greek, Italian, French and Yiddish
That I wasted a lot of my life pursuing something that I was only marginally good at
That in pursuing that, I missed out on a lot of things that I'm only now realizing
That I don't have a reading fluency of Latin, Greek, Italian, French and Yiddish
That I wasted a lot of my life pursuing something that I was only marginally good at
That in pursuing that, I missed out on a lot of things that I'm only now realizing
January 10, 2026 at 5:15 AM
Regrets: a curated and continually updated list
That I don't have a reading fluency of Latin, Greek, Italian, French and Yiddish
That I wasted a lot of my life pursuing something that I was only marginally good at
That in pursuing that, I missed out on a lot of things that I'm only now realizing
That I don't have a reading fluency of Latin, Greek, Italian, French and Yiddish
That I wasted a lot of my life pursuing something that I was only marginally good at
That in pursuing that, I missed out on a lot of things that I'm only now realizing
The idea of checking out has made me happier than I have been in a while. THAT my friends is pure irony. Having an exit strategy is going to make waiting until I can get my affairs in order bearable.
January 9, 2026 at 9:39 PM
The idea of checking out has made me happier than I have been in a while. THAT my friends is pure irony. Having an exit strategy is going to make waiting until I can get my affairs in order bearable.
Nobody tells you how good giving up completely feels.
January 8, 2026 at 11:43 PM
Nobody tells you how good giving up completely feels.
Trying to get out of debt before ending one's life is the responsible thing to do, yes?
January 8, 2026 at 5:03 PM
Trying to get out of debt before ending one's life is the responsible thing to do, yes?