π [ALT β DNI]
@voidlorne.bsky.social
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mostly untagged. not spoiler friendly.
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mostly untagged. not spoiler friendly.
if you follow with your main but were invited, I might mute
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hello, call me keno (key-no) or use π, no other names.
if i did not invite you here, do not interact.
this is an alt acc, used for vents, rambles, or misc stuff i dont want on my main. some things may not always be tagged and I struggle with my mental health, so proceed with caution.
if i did not invite you here, do not interact.
this is an alt acc, used for vents, rambles, or misc stuff i dont want on my main. some things may not always be tagged and I struggle with my mental health, so proceed with caution.
my mom is trying to sign me up to someone kind of online therapy thing
problem is, I hate online therapy because im paranoid she'll listen in when im talking
problem is, I hate online therapy because im paranoid she'll listen in when im talking
January 15, 2026 at 10:46 PM
my mom is trying to sign me up to someone kind of online therapy thing
problem is, I hate online therapy because im paranoid she'll listen in when im talking
problem is, I hate online therapy because im paranoid she'll listen in when im talking
(Iuna iv spoilers)
I love their dynamic shes so tired of him asking to spar everytime
but this also implies theyve sparred before so does bro legit just ask her every single time they meet,, annoying younger brother -core
I love their dynamic shes so tired of him asking to spar everytime
but this also implies theyve sparred before so does bro legit just ask her every single time they meet,, annoying younger brother -core
January 15, 2026 at 5:29 PM
(Iuna iv spoilers)
I love their dynamic shes so tired of him asking to spar everytime
but this also implies theyve sparred before so does bro legit just ask her every single time they meet,, annoying younger brother -core
I love their dynamic shes so tired of him asking to spar everytime
but this also implies theyve sparred before so does bro legit just ask her every single time they meet,, annoying younger brother -core
makes sense considering how shes reacted in the past which made me vow to never fully tell her anything, but inconvenient when I do need a bit of her help for certain things cause my avoidance and anxiety takes over and stops asking for help
I wish I wasnt like this,, overwhelming shame
I wish I wasnt like this,, overwhelming shame
January 15, 2026 at 4:54 PM
makes sense considering how shes reacted in the past which made me vow to never fully tell her anything, but inconvenient when I do need a bit of her help for certain things cause my avoidance and anxiety takes over and stops asking for help
I wish I wasnt like this,, overwhelming shame
I wish I wasnt like this,, overwhelming shame
I actually talked w my mom yday cause shes been like really worried and I can tell she wants to help but at the same time I can tell she still doesnt understand my mental state fully,, I want to explain to her but I feel like theres a huge wall in my mind blocking me from being more vulnerable
January 15, 2026 at 4:49 PM
I actually talked w my mom yday cause shes been like really worried and I can tell she wants to help but at the same time I can tell she still doesnt understand my mental state fully,, I want to explain to her but I feel like theres a huge wall in my mind blocking me from being more vulnerable
I feel a bit better today but still feel like every breath is weighed down by 5 pound weights
I kind of wanna do some drawing today, maybe in my sketchbook instead of digital
I kind of wanna do some drawing today, maybe in my sketchbook instead of digital
January 15, 2026 at 4:45 PM
I feel a bit better today but still feel like every breath is weighed down by 5 pound weights
I kind of wanna do some drawing today, maybe in my sketchbook instead of digital
I kind of wanna do some drawing today, maybe in my sketchbook instead of digital
it snowed so much shit was cancelled everywhere, even uni classes (not that I had any today anyways)
I cannot see outside from how bright it is from the snow its completely white
I cannot see outside from how bright it is from the snow its completely white
January 15, 2026 at 4:09 PM
it snowed so much shit was cancelled everywhere, even uni classes (not that I had any today anyways)
I cannot see outside from how bright it is from the snow its completely white
I cannot see outside from how bright it is from the snow its completely white
sudden surge in anxiousness like i need to explode and claw my skin off type
January 15, 2026 at 4:28 AM
sudden surge in anxiousness like i need to explode and claw my skin off type
guess whos skipping class again
January 14, 2026 at 8:16 PM
guess whos skipping class again
todays really bad
January 14, 2026 at 3:03 PM
todays really bad
I really dont want to be awake rn but I cant sleep again and lying down is making breathing harder im just gonna get up and eat smth
maybe I can get myself to eat 3 meals today
maybe I can get myself to eat 3 meals today
January 14, 2026 at 2:26 PM
I really dont want to be awake rn but I cant sleep again and lying down is making breathing harder im just gonna get up and eat smth
maybe I can get myself to eat 3 meals today
maybe I can get myself to eat 3 meals today
when breathing starts to get harder and limbs feel heavier and eyes never feel fully focused but you gotta still act like you dont feel like an animated corpse
January 14, 2026 at 7:29 AM
when breathing starts to get harder and limbs feel heavier and eyes never feel fully focused but you gotta still act like you dont feel like an animated corpse
in bed to sleep soon but im a bit too conscious of my heartbeat and breathing currently and its making me uncomfortable
its been harder to breathe maybe thats why (happens sometimes when im getting worse)
its been harder to breathe maybe thats why (happens sometimes when im getting worse)
January 14, 2026 at 7:25 AM
in bed to sleep soon but im a bit too conscious of my heartbeat and breathing currently and its making me uncomfortable
its been harder to breathe maybe thats why (happens sometimes when im getting worse)
its been harder to breathe maybe thats why (happens sometimes when im getting worse)
really needed that one to sink in a bit
January 14, 2026 at 7:19 AM
really needed that one to sink in a bit
I wish I could just disappear from the earth for a while
like a month or so
like a month or so
January 14, 2026 at 6:32 AM
I wish I could just disappear from the earth for a while
like a month or so
like a month or so
energy leaving my body
January 14, 2026 at 2:42 AM
energy leaving my body
i am so anxious rn
January 13, 2026 at 11:59 PM
i am so anxious rn
wait these are so good youre right they scratch an itch in my brain,, so4 is such a sopping wet thing
tanku for the link π₯
tanku for the link π₯
January 13, 2026 at 8:35 PM
wait these are so good youre right they scratch an itch in my brain,, so4 is such a sopping wet thing
tanku for the link π₯
tanku for the link π₯
this is so pathetic I feel stupid and pathetic
January 13, 2026 at 6:55 PM
this is so pathetic I feel stupid and pathetic
I cant do this can I just skip
January 13, 2026 at 6:51 PM
I cant do this can I just skip
just need to. calm down before i go
January 13, 2026 at 5:56 PM
just need to. calm down before i go
my tangle fidget saving me from clawing at my skin rn
January 13, 2026 at 5:54 PM
my tangle fidget saving me from clawing at my skin rn
i forget i have really bad social anxiety until these things happen
January 13, 2026 at 5:48 PM
i forget i have really bad social anxiety until these things happen
im actually so anxious that i have to go to seminars starting today idk if i can do this
January 13, 2026 at 5:44 PM
im actually so anxious that i have to go to seminars starting today idk if i can do this