the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️🔥 showgirl
@vanibajaj13.bsky.social
she/her desi, bi, harry potter (fuck jkr), taylor swift, percy jackson, marvel & books 🫶🏻
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pinterest moodboards for every taylor swift album era, made by me (if you can't tell that im devastated by the eras tour ending)
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so there's this guy on ig who yaps and then stares at you for a few seconds, smiling and all, sometimes it just makes me blushy and giggly but other times it just makes me feel SEEN like he's actually there and he gets me or something idk why but makes me feel heard or something idk
November 18, 2025 at 8:02 PM
so there's this guy on ig who yaps and then stares at you for a few seconds, smiling and all, sometimes it just makes me blushy and giggly but other times it just makes me feel SEEN like he's actually there and he gets me or something idk why but makes me feel heard or something idk
i always feel like all my friends hate me secretly and if i can even believe slightly that they like me, that can't be without being passive aggressive towards them thinking that they only like me because they've got no other friends??? currently also feeling like this
November 17, 2025 at 6:41 AM
i always feel like all my friends hate me secretly and if i can even believe slightly that they like me, that can't be without being passive aggressive towards them thinking that they only like me because they've got no other friends??? currently also feeling like this
idk if this is too nsfw but okay, missionary with a strapon, and the receiver (could be me or my partner) crying cuz it feels so good and then the other person licking their tear/s and kissing them after...GOD THATS SO HOT #wlw
November 5, 2025 at 1:20 AM
idk if this is too nsfw but okay, missionary with a strapon, and the receiver (could be me or my partner) crying cuz it feels so good and then the other person licking their tear/s and kissing them after...GOD THATS SO HOT #wlw
so happy that louis (and his pr team) are actually putting in the work to promote the album and he's finally getting all the recognition and attention he deserves #howdidigethere
November 3, 2025 at 11:43 PM
so happy that louis (and his pr team) are actually putting in the work to promote the album and he's finally getting all the recognition and attention he deserves #howdidigethere
Reposted by the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️🔥 showgirl
still holding out some hope for an evermore lpss
December 2, 2024 at 1:55 PM
still holding out some hope for an evermore lpss
bad poetry
November 3, 2025 at 11:19 AM
bad poetry
Reposted by the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️🔥 showgirl
Its always "Frankenstein isn't the monster" and never "the monster isn't the villain." 😭
October 30, 2025 at 5:43 AM
Its always "Frankenstein isn't the monster" and never "the monster isn't the villain." 😭
james potter. thats it. thats the whole post.
November 2, 2025 at 11:53 AM
james potter. thats it. thats the whole post.
i swear im not drunk, just sleep deprived🤪
@profsnape.bsky.social not taking any chances and tagging everyone
i wanna go to hogwarts so bad @professormcg.bsky.social pls make it happen🙏🙏🙏🙏
November 2, 2025 at 12:08 AM
i swear im not drunk, just sleep deprived🤪
@profsnape.bsky.social not taking any chances and tagging everyone
i wanna go to hogwarts so bad @professormcg.bsky.social pls make it happen🙏🙏🙏🙏
November 2, 2025 at 12:08 AM
@profsnape.bsky.social not taking any chances and tagging everyone
i wanna go to hogwarts so bad @professormcg.bsky.social pls make it happen🙏🙏🙏🙏
November 2, 2025 at 12:04 AM
i wanna go to hogwarts so bad @professormcg.bsky.social pls make it happen🙏🙏🙏🙏
everybody talks
November 1, 2025 at 11:01 PM
everybody talks
so basically im in love with james fleamont potter? (happy halloween rip)
November 1, 2025 at 10:57 PM
so basically im in love with james fleamont potter? (happy halloween rip)
not even 20 but my cousins are getting married at like 25-27 so it seems like not a lot of time till its my turn and i dont wanna be stuck with someone i settled for just cuz of the time thing
ive lost all hope of finding someone who i really really like soon (who i could also marry in this day and age) without compromising a lot plus ive got an aversion for guys ever since my last kinda person PLUS im sure my family is homophobic
the worst part is that i just recently got over a very major crush (over a reason so important to me that i cant even go back to thinking about them in that sense for a long time before im reminded of why i stopped liking them)(im soooo gonna die alone)
November 1, 2025 at 9:14 PM
not even 20 but my cousins are getting married at like 25-27 so it seems like not a lot of time till its my turn and i dont wanna be stuck with someone i settled for just cuz of the time thing
ive lost all hope of finding someone who i really really like soon (who i could also marry in this day and age) without compromising a lot plus ive got an aversion for guys ever since my last kinda person PLUS im sure my family is homophobic
the worst part is that i just recently got over a very major crush (over a reason so important to me that i cant even go back to thinking about them in that sense for a long time before im reminded of why i stopped liking them)(im soooo gonna die alone)
what am i doing listening to a falling in love playlist while not even having a crush therefore having no one to think about while listening thus neither crying, knowing i cant have them, nor smiling/giggling thinking about them, instead feeling hollow and numb thinking about how im gonna die alone🤡
November 1, 2025 at 9:13 PM
ive lost all hope of finding someone who i really really like soon (who i could also marry in this day and age) without compromising a lot plus ive got an aversion for guys ever since my last kinda person PLUS im sure my family is homophobic
the worst part is that i just recently got over a very major crush (over a reason so important to me that i cant even go back to thinking about them in that sense for a long time before im reminded of why i stopped liking them)(im soooo gonna die alone)
what am i doing listening to a falling in love playlist while not even having a crush therefore having no one to think about while listening thus neither crying, knowing i cant have them, nor smiling/giggling thinking about them, instead feeling hollow and numb thinking about how im gonna die alone🤡
November 1, 2025 at 9:10 PM
the worst part is that i just recently got over a very major crush (over a reason so important to me that i cant even go back to thinking about them in that sense for a long time before im reminded of why i stopped liking them)(im soooo gonna die alone)
what am i doing listening to a falling in love playlist while not even having a crush therefore having no one to think about while listening thus neither crying, knowing i cant have them, nor smiling/giggling thinking about them, instead feeling hollow and numb thinking about how im gonna die alone🤡
November 1, 2025 at 9:06 PM
what am i doing listening to a falling in love playlist while not even having a crush therefore having no one to think about while listening thus neither crying, knowing i cant have them, nor smiling/giggling thinking about them, instead feeling hollow and numb thinking about how im gonna die alone🤡
had a dream about this gender fluid person (he/him lesbian-ish) and we were just hanging out as classmates and we held hands randomly platonically (maybe homoerotically) and their hands were so soft i kept saying that to them and stroking their hair idk what happened #wlw
September 17, 2025 at 4:48 AM
had a dream about this gender fluid person (he/him lesbian-ish) and we were just hanging out as classmates and we held hands randomly platonically (maybe homoerotically) and their hands were so soft i kept saying that to them and stroking their hair idk what happened #wlw
Reposted by the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️🔥 showgirl
It's so pleasant to be able to scroll on here and not endure a barrage of targeted ads 😵💫
August 3, 2025 at 2:43 AM
It's so pleasant to be able to scroll on here and not endure a barrage of targeted ads 😵💫
i miss
August 4, 2025 at 11:27 PM
i miss
<3
June 27, 2025 at 5:35 PM
<3
now i'm down bad crying at the gym, everything comes out teenage petulance, fuck it if i can't have him, i might just die it would make no difference, down bad waking up in blood staring at the sky, come back and pick me up, fuck it if i can't have us i might just not get up, i might stay down bad
June 27, 2025 at 3:49 PM
now i'm down bad crying at the gym, everything comes out teenage petulance, fuck it if i can't have him, i might just die it would make no difference, down bad waking up in blood staring at the sky, come back and pick me up, fuck it if i can't have us i might just not get up, i might stay down bad
but
i
miss
screaming
and
fighting
and
kissing
in
the
rain
and
it's
2am
and
i'm
cursing
your
name,
so
in
love
that
i
acted
insane
and
that's
the
way
i
love
you,
breaking
down
and
coming
undone
it's
a
rollercoaster
kind
of
rush
and
i
never
knew
i
could
feel
that
much
but
that's
the
way
i
love
you
💛
i
miss
screaming
and
fighting
and
kissing
in
the
rain
and
it's
2am
and
i'm
cursing
your
name,
so
in
love
that
i
acted
insane
and
that's
the
way
i
love
you,
breaking
down
and
coming
undone
it's
a
rollercoaster
kind
of
rush
and
i
never
knew
i
could
feel
that
much
but
that's
the
way
i
love
you
💛
June 27, 2025 at 3:44 PM
but
i
miss
screaming
and
fighting
and
kissing
in
the
rain
and
it's
2am
and
i'm
cursing
your
name,
so
in
love
that
i
acted
insane
and
that's
the
way
i
love
you,
breaking
down
and
coming
undone
it's
a
rollercoaster
kind
of
rush
and
i
never
knew
i
could
feel
that
much
but
that's
the
way
i
love
you
💛
i
miss
screaming
and
fighting
and
kissing
in
the
rain
and
it's
2am
and
i'm
cursing
your
name,
so
in
love
that
i
acted
insane
and
that's
the
way
i
love
you,
breaking
down
and
coming
undone
it's
a
rollercoaster
kind
of
rush
and
i
never
knew
i
could
feel
that
much
but
that's
the
way
i
love
you
💛
give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around 'cause i see sparks fly whenever you smile✨
June 6, 2025 at 10:49 PM
give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around 'cause i see sparks fly whenever you smile✨