was supposed to put out some ep's today for halloween but truthfully i've been through a lot and just don't have it in me rn. i'll get them out later

it's kinda weird to just... know it's all gone. 5 years of my work, blown to dust. you could say it's my own fault for not building a second platform in that time, and i wouldn't really have any disagreements there, but it still just... sucks beyond any possible tangibility.

hey uh. #weirdcore <- is this a community here. guess whose tumblr got blown up lol. i guess follow me here...? realistically i'd prefer bandcamp or youtube but i know most of y'all don't go for my music

to be soooo honest i really just. god i try going on there still and i still feel like awful about what happened and the way i was treated. if it wasn't a convenient vehicle to get some attention on my other works, i probably would've just outright deactivated already or something.

i intended to do a couple of edits for us tonight, but just thinking about the blog made me feel so upset that i lost the spark altogether. needless to say, the blog's gonna stay quiet for a little while.

and now, bitchy post.

the worst part is that i was talking like milquetoast mild af takes, & my dogpiling was merely a result of me being an acceptable target to take out your ire upon, in the wrong place at the wrong time.

i will be vindicated in the future, but i'm never gonna forget that.

If You're From My Tumblr Do Not Do Discourse Here.

i feel like i just use this for venting about the tumblr audience nowadays... so let me do that again lol.

i feel very... "shut up and sing," about the blog right now. like it's hard not to feel very just, overwhelmed, if i can say it that way.

to be so honest with you, we really sometimes just consider outright deleting our blog and just... disappearing? we love our audience, but like sometimes with the ways people treat us and speak to us, it's genuinely hard to not feel a moral imperative to delete the blog for our safety and wellbeing.

me when i just forgot about this entirely. maybe someday...

oh god tumblr's dying huh. how scary

saying this over here bc i don't even wanna deal with the tumblr crowd rn but like jesus christ sometimes i want to delete that blog so bad. literally every few days i either get someone being shitty to me or telling me something disturbing on my posts and i have no recourse besides just deleting.

honestly you know what wait i forgot to use this account for like a billion years.

deluxe album out tomorrow at midnight :)

i have been sick for the entire last half of the month and it's driving me crazy bc i'm burning out on music at the same time so i am struggling to finish december's releases

for my audience on tumblr: i am going to be pulling back, i'm having family troubles and just... life is not being nice to me right now so i'm going quiet while i figure shit out. music should still release on schedule but i'm gonna be absent outside of that for a while. sorry

making new social media is scary but at least it's a chance to start fresh?