Am dyin
@trying0001.bsky.social
Bipolar 1 comorbid BPD;
I WILL BE NORMAL I SWEAR
I WILL BE NORMAL I SWEAR
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Real Time Update thread for my workload,,,,just so everyone knows I'm not escaping my backlogged comms,,, hhahauuuu
Anyways holy yapoeroni I will be embarrassed over all these tomorrow but at least tonight I'm gonna vent a bit
January 23, 2026 at 4:25 PM
Anyways holy yapoeroni I will be embarrassed over all these tomorrow but at least tonight I'm gonna vent a bit
I do miss talking to people and I do miss hanging out with friends, but I've heard too many stories and testimonies of how much people get fucked over by their friends who are bipolar
And I'm paranoid as hell to the point I've become a recluse just so I don't end up hurting someone without knowing
And I'm paranoid as hell to the point I've become a recluse just so I don't end up hurting someone without knowing
January 23, 2026 at 4:19 PM
I do miss talking to people and I do miss hanging out with friends, but I've heard too many stories and testimonies of how much people get fucked over by their friends who are bipolar
And I'm paranoid as hell to the point I've become a recluse just so I don't end up hurting someone without knowing
And I'm paranoid as hell to the point I've become a recluse just so I don't end up hurting someone without knowing
When ppl claim they have this and that disorder just so they're not part of the common crowd but honestly if you want a disorder so badly I'll be happy to give mine away because all I've been is sick, exhausted and miserable because I've practically drove myself to a corner alone & I will die alone
January 23, 2026 at 4:00 PM
When ppl claim they have this and that disorder just so they're not part of the common crowd but honestly if you want a disorder so badly I'll be happy to give mine away because all I've been is sick, exhausted and miserable because I've practically drove myself to a corner alone & I will die alone
OK dark lore but one time when I was working in animation, I was paid so little but with so much workload that my brain practically fried itself. I signed up and set a profile for a sug4rb4by site because of a bipolar manic episode and was running on no sleep over 4 days
January 23, 2026 at 3:50 PM
OK dark lore but one time when I was working in animation, I was paid so little but with so much workload that my brain practically fried itself. I signed up and set a profile for a sug4rb4by site because of a bipolar manic episode and was running on no sleep over 4 days
I think I've moved on from this sketch of gb Vash and Meryl too fast... Maybe I should clean it up when I have the time...
January 21, 2026 at 12:15 PM
I think I've moved on from this sketch of gb Vash and Meryl too fast... Maybe I should clean it up when I have the time...
[OC] Keri and the undead twins
January 20, 2026 at 2:56 PM
[OC] Keri and the undead twins
Bring back the era where a standard anime season is 24 episodes again I CANNOT DEAL WITH THIS 12 EPISODE INDUSTRY CHANGE ANYMORE............
January 20, 2026 at 2:16 AM
Bring back the era where a standard anime season is 24 episodes again I CANNOT DEAL WITH THIS 12 EPISODE INDUSTRY CHANGE ANYMORE............
Is it me or is Stargaze so... slow????
January 20, 2026 at 2:13 AM
Is it me or is Stargaze so... slow????
I kind of want to get prescribed buspirone to deal with my chronic anxiety and stress but I'm already taking 800mg of lithium every night (sometimes I skip to once every 2-3 nights) will that fuck me up
January 17, 2026 at 5:03 PM
I kind of want to get prescribed buspirone to deal with my chronic anxiety and stress but I'm already taking 800mg of lithium every night (sometimes I skip to once every 2-3 nights) will that fuck me up
I think I'm just stressed because my money got stolen a month ago so I'm feeling the financial burden as an aftermath of it... Hopefully I'll be okay by the time march rolls in... 😭
January 17, 2026 at 4:50 PM
I think I'm just stressed because my money got stolen a month ago so I'm feeling the financial burden as an aftermath of it... Hopefully I'll be okay by the time march rolls in... 😭
Wtf I didn't know my car general tax could be charge onto my telco bill if I didn't have enough to pay from my account.... Who set that up....
January 17, 2026 at 4:42 PM
Wtf I didn't know my car general tax could be charge onto my telco bill if I didn't have enough to pay from my account.... Who set that up....
TT
もう……何をしたらいいのかわからなくて、胸が苦しい
もう……何をしたらいいのかわからなくて、胸が苦しい
January 16, 2026 at 7:07 AM
TT
もう……何をしたらいいのかわからなくて、胸が苦しい
もう……何をしたらいいのかわからなくて、胸が苦しい
[OC] Staring at my lala...
January 15, 2026 at 12:39 PM
[OC] Staring at my lala...
I found an old doodle of these hooligans...
January 15, 2026 at 10:03 AM
I found an old doodle of these hooligans...
*Crying like a maniac at 6am and then becomes normal again at 7am* WOWZERS BPD
January 14, 2026 at 11:19 PM
*Crying like a maniac at 6am and then becomes normal again at 7am* WOWZERS BPD
Ngl kind of starting to hate the alphabet X because of obnoxious tech bros but then kingdom hearts....
January 14, 2026 at 11:05 PM
Ngl kind of starting to hate the alphabet X because of obnoxious tech bros but then kingdom hearts....
Also I ripped the side of my toe nail like a maniac instead of using clippers and nearly tore my entire nail bed off ITAI ITAI ITAI ITAI
January 14, 2026 at 11:16 AM
Also I ripped the side of my toe nail like a maniac instead of using clippers and nearly tore my entire nail bed off ITAI ITAI ITAI ITAI
Can I actually get one backlog done this weekend PLEASEEEEEE
January 14, 2026 at 11:14 AM
Can I actually get one backlog done this weekend PLEASEEEEEE
I MADE IT... 6 HOURS OF LOCKING TF IN... And it was approved immediately wahoo
January 14, 2026 at 9:57 AM
I MADE IT... 6 HOURS OF LOCKING TF IN... And it was approved immediately wahoo
Waking up at 5 am for this deadline 😭 I hope I can make it before 12 later...
January 13, 2026 at 10:13 PM
Waking up at 5 am for this deadline 😭 I hope I can make it before 12 later...
I really do be recycling the same OCs by inverting, genderbend and age change them
January 12, 2026 at 3:14 PM
I really do be recycling the same OCs by inverting, genderbend and age change them
My current predicament right now is that I'm too employed but still broke as hell...
January 12, 2026 at 5:36 AM
My current predicament right now is that I'm too employed but still broke as hell...
I wanna brain rot my OCs again but I don't want it to clutter between my fanarts... Hmmmm should I make another alt on here?
January 10, 2026 at 1:43 AM
I wanna brain rot my OCs again but I don't want it to clutter between my fanarts... Hmmmm should I make another alt on here?
It rained so much today my knee hurt so I just skipped work only to stare at my ceiling post meds...
January 9, 2026 at 5:14 PM
It rained so much today my knee hurt so I just skipped work only to stare at my ceiling post meds...