too much anger

I'm opening a cat cafe with my mom!!!

she just told me that she wanted to end this for over a year, and now she has fallen in love with a guy she met 2 weeks ago. now agony has been replaced with anger and disappointment. i have never felt so betrayed.

is it normal to feel guilt for looking at bad aspects and behaviours of a freshly ended relationship with the one I love?

You have a feeling they know that you don't belong here.

Drawn on papier, then scanned

One may think for this age, it is most common for losing people, yet this time it was different. Never have I felt such love, care, and intimacy. For the first time in my life, was I certain of my own feelings and wished to keep this relationship to the end of time.

throughout my pathetic 18 years of life, you were the only thing that brought shine to it. the past years spent with you changed me as a person. I will never truly believe that you left.

Franz Kafka really said it best when he said: “I am not well; I could have built the Pyramids with the effort it takes me to cling on to life and reason”.

Same, twin.

It's been exactly 24 hours. The shock still hasn't left me, yet my heart quickly begins to fill with agony. How does one continue to live, knowing they just lost their most loved one? Recovering from such events seems to be the most impossible thing to achieve

I started drawing again recently