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jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️
@transmothra.com
this is one of the places i store my swear words when i'm not hurling them at the sun in vain

links & about: https://transmothra.com/

nonbinary, he/she/they/whatever
bisexual goth weirdo, musician, zealous SubGenius atheist, vegetarian; HARD left

Dayton
so i found this massive 1600-song playlist on Tidal of doom/sludge/stoner/psychedelic/desert metal and started listening last night... after about an hour i looked up and i was only 5 songs in

hell yeah
December 18, 2025 at 1:24 PM
My girl dog always waits until her little brother finishes eating to partake of food herself.

It is clear that i soon must sit her down and teach her about The Patriarchy
December 17, 2025 at 12:27 PM
Reposted by jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️
Across the globe countless banners fall. But not this one. Not today.

Probably one of the more physically intensive trans pride marches I've done, but my fit? Steel plate? Chainmail? 140 year old antique soldier's cloak? Dude I had that shit ON

Wouldn't have been possible without @lonelytiefling
July 29, 2025 at 8:39 PM
Reposted by jae lethe ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️✊⚒️
What the fuck are we actually voting for, here? The fucking MAJORITY of Democrat Representatives just fell immediately in line to expand funding to TRUMP'S fucking military AND establish federal regulation of sex.
115 democrats just voted to establish the first federal statutory definition of sex, which could now be used to

• charge fraud for using documents that misrepresent “sex”
• reverse all federal records gender markers
• sue a future gov’t for attempting to rescind trump’s anti-trans exec orders
As Trump drags us into an Iraq-style war in Venezuela, 312 members of the House — including 115 Democrats — just voted to authorize over $900 billion in military spending.
December 11, 2025 at 4:13 AM
I fucked up mailing a package today. I fuck up absolutely everything. Everything i do is fucked. I'm a worthless disaster. (I am only stating empirically verifiable facts.)
December 8, 2025 at 3:46 PM
everything i ever do or say is stupid and i ruin everything
December 7, 2025 at 4:24 AM
Mood: looking up LD50 of various drugs i'm on while browsing Grindr
December 5, 2025 at 10:07 PM
↖️ most perfectly useless organism ever
December 4, 2025 at 3:21 AM
fuck i'm supposed to have several teeth extracted tomorrow morning and i don't know if i can do it. I feel sick to my stomach. I can't bring anyone. Fuck.
November 26, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Just got out of an urgent care where the doctor literally said "my god" while examining me

i haven't much longer
November 24, 2025 at 1:01 AM
god i am so embarrassed to be alive
November 21, 2025 at 5:55 AM
i am so thankful i can see REALITY instead of selfish delusion
November 21, 2025 at 5:44 AM
i was so sure i could be a real person
November 21, 2025 at 5:39 AM
i just can't keep pretending anymore. it's only ever been worth it to ME, and I'm not worth it to begin with

every minute i chicken out or delay is just making the universe WORSE
November 21, 2025 at 5:03 AM
i'd say i'm about 6-7 lokos in on my quest to explain why i'm still here
November 21, 2025 at 4:42 AM
to everyone i have ever known: i am so sorry. i have only ever been a waste of your time. i am so sorry 😭
November 21, 2025 at 4:37 AM
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November 21, 2025 at 4:23 AM
i am such a weak fucking loser
just pathetic
the world is a slightly worse and unhappier place with me in it
that's just a stark fucking FACT
i fuck up EVERYTHING
November 21, 2025 at 2:41 AM
No answers from the ER, just a referral ugh
Really wish i had insisted on imaging
November 20, 2025 at 9:57 PM
also there's a new thing and it's weird and sudden and kind of psychedelic and i don't even have any fucking idea what to do about it and i'm already tired of being so scared
November 20, 2025 at 4:00 AM
right now all i want is somewhere i could go to just sob as loudly and messily as i need to

there's just so much on top of me, it's all so overwhelming, and i somehow — as underemployed as i am — don't have enough time to spend doing the things i wanted to do or getting to know interesting people
November 20, 2025 at 3:54 AM
time is such a fucker 😭
November 20, 2025 at 2:47 AM
Christ, this week! At this point i can't remember the last time i was NOT at a doctor's office of some type
November 19, 2025 at 8:11 PM
As is common for me, i was rewarded for my awkwardness today with Special Treatment
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November 19, 2025 at 6:34 PM
Each morning when i wake up, i sit upright, stretch my lil arms out, smile at the wildfires outside my window, sigh, and think to myself "you're not actually a valid ANYTHING are you?" Then i make my bed, put away any unused nooses, and go outside to greet the big beautiful world that wants me dead!
November 19, 2025 at 5:08 PM