song lan suffering hours
@tilwesink.bsky.social
rachel, she/her, 30's. gay murder boy enthusiast. mostly mdzs (yi city sun, xiyao moon) and other BLs
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I still have 2 more fics coming out before the end of the year, but I'm thinking about what I've written in 2025 and honestly, I think this one is one of my faves. It got very little attention because it's a f/f rare pair that no one's checking for and does NOT have a happy ending but hey I LIKED IT
For @mdzsrbb.bsky.social! Featuring incredible art embedded & linked in the fic.
Black & Gold
Jiang Yanli/Qin Su | E | 6.3k
🛸 Psychological horror!
🛸 What's the difference between a nightmare and a dream?
🛸 Is there a word for a bad miracle?
archiveofourown.org/works/67328839
Black & Gold
Jiang Yanli/Qin Su | E | 6.3k
🛸 Psychological horror!
🛸 What's the difference between a nightmare and a dream?
🛸 Is there a word for a bad miracle?
archiveofourown.org/works/67328839
Black & Gold - tilwesink - 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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November 12, 2025 at 3:28 PM
I still have 2 more fics coming out before the end of the year, but I'm thinking about what I've written in 2025 and honestly, I think this one is one of my faves. It got very little attention because it's a f/f rare pair that no one's checking for and does NOT have a happy ending but hey I LIKED IT
when you are a discovery writer and you realize that you made a fatal wrong turn and you have to go back to the first plot point and rewrite from scratch
November 8, 2025 at 2:09 AM
when you are a discovery writer and you realize that you made a fatal wrong turn and you have to go back to the first plot point and rewrite from scratch
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cql lwj does not look at song lan retreating all alone with such profound sadness for us not to understand he is painfully aware it could have been him
November 6, 2025 at 10:48 PM
cql lwj does not look at song lan retreating all alone with such profound sadness for us not to understand he is painfully aware it could have been him
i am excited for the scum villains today, i will join you in excitement in approximately seven to sixty-seven business days when i finally get around to reading the things
November 4, 2025 at 3:58 AM
i am excited for the scum villains today, i will join you in excitement in approximately seven to sixty-seven business days when i finally get around to reading the things
i wanna be so clear i love wei wuxian as a character, he is The character of all time maybe, he's a DELIGHT, but my god the way some fans will excuse every single thing he did and turn around and say "but this character who did the same exact thing (or LESS actually) should die forever" like WHAT
November 4, 2025 at 3:28 AM
i wanna be so clear i love wei wuxian as a character, he is The character of all time maybe, he's a DELIGHT, but my god the way some fans will excuse every single thing he did and turn around and say "but this character who did the same exact thing (or LESS actually) should die forever" like WHAT
do i need to become a jiang cheng stan to spite all of the absolutely insane takes i've seen about him for the last few days. girl if mdzs had been told from his pov, with absolutely zero other changes, you would all hate wei wuxian
November 4, 2025 at 3:17 AM
do i need to become a jiang cheng stan to spite all of the absolutely insane takes i've seen about him for the last few days. girl if mdzs had been told from his pov, with absolutely zero other changes, you would all hate wei wuxian
happy gay christmas to one and all, especially to all the bitches who live the spooky lifestyle 24/7
October 31, 2025 at 11:53 PM
happy gay christmas to one and all, especially to all the bitches who live the spooky lifestyle 24/7
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Kissed by the bright moon, caressed by the gentle breeze.
For #MXTXtober25, days 28, 30: kissing, moonlight
#xueyang #xiaoxingchen #xuexiao #mdzs #yicity #modaozushi #魔道祖师 #薛晓
For #MXTXtober25, days 28, 30: kissing, moonlight
#xueyang #xiaoxingchen #xuexiao #mdzs #yicity #modaozushi #魔道祖师 #薛晓
October 31, 2025 at 4:43 AM
Kissed by the bright moon, caressed by the gentle breeze.
For #MXTXtober25, days 28, 30: kissing, moonlight
#xueyang #xiaoxingchen #xuexiao #mdzs #yicity #modaozushi #魔道祖师 #薛晓
For #MXTXtober25, days 28, 30: kissing, moonlight
#xueyang #xiaoxingchen #xuexiao #mdzs #yicity #modaozushi #魔道祖师 #薛晓
there is a woman in her early 60s at my regular gay bar who is never out before midnight and is always serving the most incredible looks, like high femme tits out corset and hoop skirt with coordinated headpieces and purses kind of looks, and I am so obsessed with her
October 29, 2025 at 6:33 PM
there is a woman in her early 60s at my regular gay bar who is never out before midnight and is always serving the most incredible looks, like high femme tits out corset and hoop skirt with coordinated headpieces and purses kind of looks, and I am so obsessed with her
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Unveiled by @tilwesink.bsky.social , go read this masterpiece 🙏
👻24k words
👻Modern AU
👻SongXueXiao
👻Graphic Violence
#MDZS #MDZSBigBang2025 @mdzsbigbang.bsky.social
👻24k words
👻Modern AU
👻SongXueXiao
👻Graphic Violence
#MDZS #MDZSBigBang2025 @mdzsbigbang.bsky.social
October 29, 2025 at 5:03 AM
Unveiled by @tilwesink.bsky.social , go read this masterpiece 🙏
👻24k words
👻Modern AU
👻SongXueXiao
👻Graphic Violence
#MDZS #MDZSBigBang2025 @mdzsbigbang.bsky.social
👻24k words
👻Modern AU
👻SongXueXiao
👻Graphic Violence
#MDZS #MDZSBigBang2025 @mdzsbigbang.bsky.social
Unveiled
SongXueXiao | 24k | M
Four hunters. Four towns. Four ghost stories.
Written for @mdzsbigbang.bsky.social 2025, with art by @kurojesterhead.bsky.social and beta read by @eclipse888.bsky.social
archiveofourown.org/works/732461...
SongXueXiao | 24k | M
Four hunters. Four towns. Four ghost stories.
Written for @mdzsbigbang.bsky.social 2025, with art by @kurojesterhead.bsky.social and beta read by @eclipse888.bsky.social
archiveofourown.org/works/732461...
October 28, 2025 at 6:01 PM
Unveiled
SongXueXiao | 24k | M
Four hunters. Four towns. Four ghost stories.
Written for @mdzsbigbang.bsky.social 2025, with art by @kurojesterhead.bsky.social and beta read by @eclipse888.bsky.social
archiveofourown.org/works/732461...
SongXueXiao | 24k | M
Four hunters. Four towns. Four ghost stories.
Written for @mdzsbigbang.bsky.social 2025, with art by @kurojesterhead.bsky.social and beta read by @eclipse888.bsky.social
archiveofourown.org/works/732461...
may i offer you a xiao xingchen in these trying times
a close up of a man 's face with chinese writing
Alt: Song Jiyang as Xiao Xingchen in The Untamed.
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October 25, 2025 at 1:13 AM
may i offer you a xiao xingchen in these trying times
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so like, do you also still think about the fact that xy and sl spent more time together than either of them did with xxc, or is it just me?
October 24, 2025 at 3:21 PM
so like, do you also still think about the fact that xy and sl spent more time together than either of them did with xxc, or is it just me?
I am a pretty perfect mix of my mom and dad (her brow and nose, his face shape), and I apparently have the exact eye color of my great great aunt who I never met (i am the only one since her to have green eyes)
Do you look more like your mom or your dad? Or a grandparent? Or another relative?
October 23, 2025 at 10:17 PM
I am a pretty perfect mix of my mom and dad (her brow and nose, his face shape), and I apparently have the exact eye color of my great great aunt who I never met (i am the only one since her to have green eyes)
this is a song lan appreciation post. what a guy
a young man with his eyes closed is wearing a black shirt and a grey jacket .
Alt: Song Lan, as portrayed by Li Bowen.
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October 21, 2025 at 2:05 AM
this is a song lan appreciation post. what a guy
LRP: My big bang fic goes up the last week of october (I'm face deep in final edits rn) and it was pretty ambitious but I'm really proud of it so I'm excited for y'all to read it. There are also a lot of people about to post some really, really cool stuff hat I'm so excited to read!
October 19, 2025 at 11:56 PM
LRP: My big bang fic goes up the last week of october (I'm face deep in final edits rn) and it was pretty ambitious but I'm really proud of it so I'm excited for y'all to read it. There are also a lot of people about to post some really, really cool stuff hat I'm so excited to read!
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October 19, 2025 at 11:20 PM
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back on my brencer bullshit in 2k25 can you BELIEVE
October 19, 2025 at 4:17 PM
back on my brencer bullshit in 2k25 can you BELIEVE
you know, i spent a lot of time pre-2020 trying to write books because that's what sells and that's what professional writers do but writing for fandom for three years now I think I'm realizing I was simply never very good at writing books?? I am a short story writer in my soul and at my core
October 18, 2025 at 3:26 PM
you know, i spent a lot of time pre-2020 trying to write books because that's what sells and that's what professional writers do but writing for fandom for three years now I think I'm realizing I was simply never very good at writing books?? I am a short story writer in my soul and at my core
i thought "i should get a dead dove: do not eat sticker for my journal" so searched etsy for fanfic stickers and hey guys why are a full 40% of the results dramione. y'all are really still out here and not only making merch but making so much that it takes over a generic search???
October 17, 2025 at 4:46 PM
i thought "i should get a dead dove: do not eat sticker for my journal" so searched etsy for fanfic stickers and hey guys why are a full 40% of the results dramione. y'all are really still out here and not only making merch but making so much that it takes over a generic search???
he heart eye reacted to my instagram story about how hot he is. king, what are we
it is intermission at this all king show starring a very famous drag king who recently won a competition show and i am sitting here staring at the floor and processing
October 17, 2025 at 3:49 PM
he heart eye reacted to my instagram story about how hot he is. king, what are we
do u ever see a really hot drag king and think AM i still a lesbian???
October 17, 2025 at 1:57 AM
do u ever see a really hot drag king and think AM i still a lesbian???
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October 16, 2025 at 8:00 PM
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friend: me and roomie finished woh and she is sobbing
me: DID YOU SHOW HER THE CADILLAC COMMERCIAL
me: DID YOU SHOW HER THE CADILLAC COMMERCIAL
October 16, 2025 at 3:37 AM
friend: me and roomie finished woh and she is sobbing
me: DID YOU SHOW HER THE CADILLAC COMMERCIAL
me: DID YOU SHOW HER THE CADILLAC COMMERCIAL