gardenia π± tired and not doing great
@stemmonade.bsky.social
any pronouns | tme | 28 | mixed Black/white | twitch.tv/stemmonade | π | π @helix-backdash.bsky.social | icon by @shamisashimi.bsky.social | @thedc3.bsky.social, @fruitiesteam.bsky.social + @officialpjparty.bsky.social member
email: ivyjellicle@gmail.com
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πΌ gardenia | any prns / neos encouraged (check bio)
πΌ27
πΌ mixed Black+white tme nb bisexual
πΌ disabled (AUDHD, OCD, polyfrag DID, EDS + more)
πΌ low-spoons, low-tech variety streams
πΌ puppy pngtuber + let's player
πΌ stemmonade p much everywhere!
twitch.tv/stemmonade
πΌ gardenia | any prns / neos encouraged (check bio)
πΌ27
πΌ mixed Black+white tme nb bisexual
πΌ disabled (AUDHD, OCD, polyfrag DID, EDS + more)
πΌ low-spoons, low-tech variety streams
πΌ puppy pngtuber + let's player
πΌ stemmonade p much everywhere!
twitch.tv/stemmonade
posting this now so i dont forget; my 2 year Affiliate anniversary is next Tuesday, feb 17! im going to stream that day to celebrate, but since i haven't streamed in a while, im just going to be playing pikmin 4 :) hope 2 see yall there π
www.twitch.tv/stemmonade
www.twitch.tv/stemmonade
February 13, 2026 at 4:10 AM
posting this now so i dont forget; my 2 year Affiliate anniversary is next Tuesday, feb 17! im going to stream that day to celebrate, but since i haven't streamed in a while, im just going to be playing pikmin 4 :) hope 2 see yall there π
www.twitch.tv/stemmonade
www.twitch.tv/stemmonade
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
URG3NT CFπ¨person on dialysis has covid. any matches for 50, 25, or 20? can you go higher? ensure dialysis remains on. dialysis (1577) + supplies (520) due in TWO HOURS
854/2097! can you match 50, 25, or 20? 723 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
854/2097! can you match 50, 25, or 20? 723 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
February 13, 2026 at 3:21 AM
URG3NT CFπ¨person on dialysis has covid. any matches for 50, 25, or 20? can you go higher? ensure dialysis remains on. dialysis (1577) + supplies (520) due in TWO HOURS
854/2097! can you match 50, 25, or 20? 723 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
854/2097! can you match 50, 25, or 20? 723 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
"Asking now because fuck I'm worried about tomorrow. Any moot who's donated before, if you can afford the 280 we need to reach sun morn dad WILL pay you back wed"
autumnalpaca.carrd.co
#MutualAid #Helpsky πΈπ
autumnalpaca.carrd.co
#MutualAid #Helpsky πΈπ
February 13, 2026 at 3:19 AM
"Asking now because fuck I'm worried about tomorrow. Any moot who's donated before, if you can afford the 280 we need to reach sun morn dad WILL pay you back wed"
autumnalpaca.carrd.co
#MutualAid #Helpsky πΈπ
autumnalpaca.carrd.co
#MutualAid #Helpsky πΈπ
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
the power is back.
nothing came in.
nothing for food, nothing for the bed, nothing for the debt.
so. idk. lol??????
nothing came in.
nothing for food, nothing for the bed, nothing for the debt.
so. idk. lol??????
THE POWER JUST WENT OUT
PLEASE HELP ME GET SOME FOOD LMAO
idk if it's the whole area yet but my building is completely out
PLSSSSS help my ass eat right now
20CAD would be amazing
40CAD feeds me & my roomies
PLEASE HELP ME GET SOME FOOD LMAO
idk if it's the whole area yet but my building is completely out
PLSSSSS help my ass eat right now
20CAD would be amazing
40CAD feeds me & my roomies
can anyone shoot 15 bucks my way per chance so i can order some grub?
my pp:
paypal.me/noahfisk
that'd be so swell if so.
my pp:
paypal.me/noahfisk
that'd be so swell if so.
February 12, 2026 at 9:38 PM
the power is back.
nothing came in.
nothing for food, nothing for the bed, nothing for the debt.
so. idk. lol??????
nothing came in.
nothing for food, nothing for the bed, nothing for the debt.
so. idk. lol??????
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
~$100 TO GO ELECTRIC BILL URGENT!
Multiracial trans couple. Both are disabled & chronically ill. Had to use what they'd saved towards the electric bill for meds. 10 ppl $10 each - any combo ppl x $$ = $100 - keeps the power on.
Pls RS/QS. Pls do what you can. #HelpFolksLive2026
Multiracial trans couple. Both are disabled & chronically ill. Had to use what they'd saved towards the electric bill for meds. 10 ppl $10 each - any combo ppl x $$ = $100 - keeps the power on.
Pls RS/QS. Pls do what you can. #HelpFolksLive2026
finally managed to get my wife's meds, but still need help raising $95 for my electric bill (i had to use pretty much all of what i had set aside to eat due to lack of donations). i do not want to have my power cut off, please help π #BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky πΈπ bsky.app/profile/stem...
replying to this tweet w my n my wife's support links, we are reliant on mutual aid to stay afloat, anything helps πΈππ³οΈββ§οΈ
paypal.me/stemmonade
venmo.com/u/stemmonade
cash.app/$stemmonade
ko-fi.com/stemmonade
patreon.com/stemmonade
www.amazon.com/registries/g...
throne.com/stemmonade
paypal.me/stemmonade
venmo.com/u/stemmonade
cash.app/$stemmonade
ko-fi.com/stemmonade
patreon.com/stemmonade
www.amazon.com/registries/g...
throne.com/stemmonade
February 12, 2026 at 10:40 PM
~$100 TO GO ELECTRIC BILL URGENT!
Multiracial trans couple. Both are disabled & chronically ill. Had to use what they'd saved towards the electric bill for meds. 10 ppl $10 each - any combo ppl x $$ = $100 - keeps the power on.
Pls RS/QS. Pls do what you can. #HelpFolksLive2026
Multiracial trans couple. Both are disabled & chronically ill. Had to use what they'd saved towards the electric bill for meds. 10 ppl $10 each - any combo ppl x $$ = $100 - keeps the power on.
Pls RS/QS. Pls do what you can. #HelpFolksLive2026
@fairshare.help @bfitzinar.bsky.social @vastramutualaid.bsky.social @noahfisk.bsky.social @mutualaidvoid.bsky.social very sorry for taggingπ pls share if u can
February 12, 2026 at 9:39 PM
@fairshare.help @bfitzinar.bsky.social @vastramutualaid.bsky.social @noahfisk.bsky.social @mutualaidvoid.bsky.social very sorry for taggingπ pls share if u can
finally managed to get my wife's meds, but still need help raising $95 for my electric bill (i had to use pretty much all of what i had set aside to eat due to lack of donations). i do not want to have my power cut off, please help π #BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky πΈπ bsky.app/profile/stem...
replying to this tweet w my n my wife's support links, we are reliant on mutual aid to stay afloat, anything helps πΈππ³οΈββ§οΈ
paypal.me/stemmonade
venmo.com/u/stemmonade
cash.app/$stemmonade
ko-fi.com/stemmonade
patreon.com/stemmonade
www.amazon.com/registries/g...
throne.com/stemmonade
paypal.me/stemmonade
venmo.com/u/stemmonade
cash.app/$stemmonade
ko-fi.com/stemmonade
patreon.com/stemmonade
www.amazon.com/registries/g...
throne.com/stemmonade
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February 12, 2026 at 9:39 PM
finally managed to get my wife's meds, but still need help raising $95 for my electric bill (i had to use pretty much all of what i had set aside to eat due to lack of donations). i do not want to have my power cut off, please help π #BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky πΈπ bsky.app/profile/stem...
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
February 12, 2026 at 6:29 PM
i feel bad for being upset about the lack of donations to my mutual aid asks and complaining about it but having my needs go unmet THIS constantly means im literally not able to do anything i want to do bc i am too sick and exhausted. just going to try laying down and will update my posts later.
February 12, 2026 at 2:01 PM
i feel bad for being upset about the lack of donations to my mutual aid asks and complaining about it but having my needs go unmet THIS constantly means im literally not able to do anything i want to do bc i am too sick and exhausted. just going to try laying down and will update my posts later.
its hard to want to stream when u know it could get interrupted by a severe migraine or cluster of seizures, or a blood sugar crash from not eating for days (all regular occurrences now). i cant afford a doctor (ppl wont donate for otc cold meds half the time no way im getting $ for a doctor π«©)
February 12, 2026 at 2:01 PM
its hard to want to stream when u know it could get interrupted by a severe migraine or cluster of seizures, or a blood sugar crash from not eating for days (all regular occurrences now). i cant afford a doctor (ppl wont donate for otc cold meds half the time no way im getting $ for a doctor π«©)
if people who follow me for streaming wonder why i havent in ages, this is why: having my physical needs and my wife and sole twitch mod's physical needs constantly going unmet and fighting like hell to even keep a roof over our head means i have zero spoons to sit in front of a camera and stream.
February 12, 2026 at 2:01 PM
if people who follow me for streaming wonder why i havent in ages, this is why: having my physical needs and my wife and sole twitch mod's physical needs constantly going unmet and fighting like hell to even keep a roof over our head means i have zero spoons to sit in front of a camera and stream.
i know more people are stretched thin than before but i also know there are people with money who performatively follow me in waves after something awful happens to a Black person who could easily afford to chip in enough for me to not be struggling but they wont (or will block me 4 posting this π)
February 12, 2026 at 2:01 PM
i know more people are stretched thin than before but i also know there are people with money who performatively follow me in waves after something awful happens to a Black person who could easily afford to chip in enough for me to not be struggling but they wont (or will block me 4 posting this π)
ive had to spend money set aside for bills to feed us bc nobody seems to want us to be able to afford groceries, i continue to have regular clusters of seizures multiple times a day, i still havent even been able to pay my rent π
February 12, 2026 at 2:01 PM
ive had to spend money set aside for bills to feed us bc nobody seems to want us to be able to afford groceries, i continue to have regular clusters of seizures multiple times a day, i still havent even been able to pay my rent π
trying really hard not to crash out bc despite my best efforts nobody is donating YET AGAIN and my wife is getting sicker and i literally dont have any other options but this (going to a local clinic costs money we dont have bc nobody ever donates)
February 12, 2026 at 2:01 PM
trying really hard not to crash out bc despite my best efforts nobody is donating YET AGAIN and my wife is getting sicker and i literally dont have any other options but this (going to a local clinic costs money we dont have bc nobody ever donates)
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
FEB. 12th & FEB. 13th | 2026
#MutualAidπ§΅:
Please feel free to post your mutual aid links below & I will repost each one of them! π
ALT text your images!
Don't forget to add πΈπ to your MA posts & π on Palestinian MA boosts.
Love y'all,
π Noah
#MutualAidπ§΅:
Please feel free to post your mutual aid links below & I will repost each one of them! π
ALT text your images!
Don't forget to add πΈπ to your MA posts & π on Palestinian MA boosts.
Love y'all,
π Noah
February 12, 2026 at 5:06 AM
FEB. 12th & FEB. 13th | 2026
#MutualAidπ§΅:
Please feel free to post your mutual aid links below & I will repost each one of them! π
ALT text your images!
Don't forget to add πΈπ to your MA posts & π on Palestinian MA boosts.
Love y'all,
π Noah
#MutualAidπ§΅:
Please feel free to post your mutual aid links below & I will repost each one of them! π
ALT text your images!
Don't forget to add πΈπ to your MA posts & π on Palestinian MA boosts.
Love y'all,
π Noah
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
URG3NT CFπ¨the person on dialysis has covid. can anyone match the last d0no of 50 to ensure dialysis remains on? dialysis (1577) + supplies (520) due TOMORROW
428/2097! can you match 50 or 5? anything higher? 1149 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
428/2097! can you match 50 or 5? anything higher? 1149 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
February 12, 2026 at 4:19 AM
URG3NT CFπ¨the person on dialysis has covid. can anyone match the last d0no of 50 to ensure dialysis remains on? dialysis (1577) + supplies (520) due TOMORROW
428/2097! can you match 50 or 5? anything higher? 1149 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
428/2097! can you match 50 or 5? anything higher? 1149 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
February 11th. #HelpFolksLive2026 thread. Something's *always* due & food is *always* needed. Things only get better with community action. *Now* is when folks need food, water, shelter, meds. *Now* is when we/the community needs to be there for each other. There's no one else. Just us.
February 11, 2026 at 2:15 PM
February 11th. #HelpFolksLive2026 thread. Something's *always* due & food is *always* needed. Things only get better with community action. *Now* is when folks need food, water, shelter, meds. *Now* is when we/the community needs to be there for each other. There's no one else. Just us.
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
im now at $896 raised, thank yβall! πππ
i need $304 to meet this goal!
can 31 people match $10? ππΈ
direct links:
kash app: $adrianmica
ven: lex-thee-lovely
ppal: roseybloom24@gmail.com
i need $304 to meet this goal!
can 31 people match $10? ππΈ
direct links:
kash app: $adrianmica
ven: lex-thee-lovely
ppal: roseybloom24@gmail.com
hello, so i wanted to avoid this but homelessness is not an option. i need help covering 2 weeks at an airbnb after i move out of my current place! i have substitute teacher aid next week however i will have to spend $80 just for the background check + fingerprints :(
chuffed.org/project/1652...
chuffed.org/project/1652...
Housing Support for a Black Trans Person!
Hi! My name is Adrian (any pronouns) and I'm raising funds to help me move into an affordable housing unit! I was recently taken off the waitlist, however, I only have 10 days to set up the interview ...
chuffed.org
February 12, 2026 at 12:57 AM
im now at $896 raised, thank yβall! πππ
i need $304 to meet this goal!
can 31 people match $10? ππΈ
direct links:
kash app: $adrianmica
ven: lex-thee-lovely
ppal: roseybloom24@gmail.com
i need $304 to meet this goal!
can 31 people match $10? ππΈ
direct links:
kash app: $adrianmica
ven: lex-thee-lovely
ppal: roseybloom24@gmail.com
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
Woke up to a $75 donation this morning! This should help me for the next few days.
$100 to go now! Can 10 people send $10 each so I can put a full grocery order together? πΈπ
#BIPOCMA #SignalBoost #MutualAid #HelpSky #UrgentNeed
$100 to go now! Can 10 people send $10 each so I can put a full grocery order together? πΈπ
#BIPOCMA #SignalBoost #MutualAid #HelpSky #UrgentNeed
Start of a new week, and once again I'm gonna need help stocking up on food. Goal of $175, any help is greatly appreciated. π€π€ππΈ
#BIPOCMA #SignalBoost #MutualAid #MABoost #HelpSky #FundSky #UrgentNeed #HelpFolksLive2026
#BIPOCMA #SignalBoost #MutualAid #MABoost #HelpSky #FundSky #UrgentNeed #HelpFolksLive2026
February 11, 2026 at 4:54 PM
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
February 11 2026 #MutualAidThread!
See image or it's alt text for the rules.
π¨Reply to this post to participate in the thread.π¨
Follow this account to reply.
Mutual aid resources: docs.google.com/document/d/1...
#HelpSky #MABoost #FundSky #MutualAid #HelpFolksLive ππΈ
See image or it's alt text for the rules.
π¨Reply to this post to participate in the thread.π¨
Follow this account to reply.
Mutual aid resources: docs.google.com/document/d/1...
#HelpSky #MABoost #FundSky #MutualAid #HelpFolksLive ππΈ
February 11, 2026 at 12:19 PM
February 11 2026 #MutualAidThread!
See image or it's alt text for the rules.
π¨Reply to this post to participate in the thread.π¨
Follow this account to reply.
Mutual aid resources: docs.google.com/document/d/1...
#HelpSky #MABoost #FundSky #MutualAid #HelpFolksLive ππΈ
See image or it's alt text for the rules.
π¨Reply to this post to participate in the thread.π¨
Follow this account to reply.
Mutual aid resources: docs.google.com/document/d/1...
#HelpSky #MABoost #FundSky #MutualAid #HelpFolksLive ππΈ
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
π¨ Urgent humanitarian appeal
My child is fighting for his life after being injured by Israeli drones and is currently in surgery in Gaza. He urgently needs life-saving treatment outside Gaza. Please donate or share β your kindness could save a childβs life.
chuffed.org/project/168482
My child is fighting for his life after being injured by Israeli drones and is currently in surgery in Gaza. He urgently needs life-saving treatment outside Gaza. Please donate or share β your kindness could save a childβs life.
chuffed.org/project/168482
February 10, 2026 at 8:05 PM
π¨ Urgent humanitarian appeal
My child is fighting for his life after being injured by Israeli drones and is currently in surgery in Gaza. He urgently needs life-saving treatment outside Gaza. Please donate or share β your kindness could save a childβs life.
chuffed.org/project/168482
My child is fighting for his life after being injured by Israeli drones and is currently in surgery in Gaza. He urgently needs life-saving treatment outside Gaza. Please donate or share β your kindness could save a childβs life.
chuffed.org/project/168482
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
URG3NT CFπ¨can anyone match the last d0no of 25 so a black disabled couple can p@y dialysis (1577) and supplies (520) due TOMORROW
353/2097! can you match 25, 45, 20, or 40? anything higher? 1224 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
353/2097! can you match 25, 45, 20, or 40? anything higher? 1224 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
February 11, 2026 at 6:52 PM
URG3NT CFπ¨can anyone match the last d0no of 25 so a black disabled couple can p@y dialysis (1577) and supplies (520) due TOMORROW
353/2097! can you match 25, 45, 20, or 40? anything higher? 1224 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
353/2097! can you match 25, 45, 20, or 40? anything higher? 1224 TO DIALYSIS
memo: πΈ
v: laaylaa-3000
c: bbylay1
p: layskywalker
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
still trying to raise $50 towards my wife's needed allergy meds. direct donations to my paylinks are preferred as this is time sensitive. anything helps!
v: stemmonade
c: stemmonade
p: stemmonade
#BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky #HelpSky bsky.app/profile/stem...
v: stemmonade
c: stemmonade
p: stemmonade
#BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky #HelpSky bsky.app/profile/stem...
replying to this tweet w my n my wife's support links, we are reliant on mutual aid to stay afloat, anything helps πΈππ³οΈββ§οΈ
paypal.me/stemmonade
venmo.com/u/stemmonade
cash.app/$stemmonade
ko-fi.com/stemmonade
patreon.com/stemmonade
www.amazon.com/registries/g...
throne.com/stemmonade
paypal.me/stemmonade
venmo.com/u/stemmonade
cash.app/$stemmonade
ko-fi.com/stemmonade
patreon.com/stemmonade
www.amazon.com/registries/g...
throne.com/stemmonade
Support Stemmonade + Helix Backdash β€οΈ
Become a supporter of Stemmonade + Helix Backdash today!
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February 10, 2026 at 1:28 AM
still trying to raise $50 towards my wife's needed allergy meds. direct donations to my paylinks are preferred as this is time sensitive. anything helps!
v: stemmonade
c: stemmonade
p: stemmonade
#BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky #HelpSky bsky.app/profile/stem...
v: stemmonade
c: stemmonade
p: stemmonade
#BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky #HelpSky bsky.app/profile/stem...
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
im still about $40 short of getting my wife's meds and she has been suffering since yesterday. can people PLEASEEE help??? (PLEASE DONT USE KOFI/STRIPE)
v: stemmonade
c: stemmonade
p: stemmonade
#BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky bsky.app/profile/stem...
v: stemmonade
c: stemmonade
p: stemmonade
#BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky bsky.app/profile/stem...
replying to this tweet w my n my wife's support links, we are reliant on mutual aid to stay afloat, anything helps πΈππ³οΈββ§οΈ
paypal.me/stemmonade
venmo.com/u/stemmonade
cash.app/$stemmonade
ko-fi.com/stemmonade
patreon.com/stemmonade
www.amazon.com/registries/g...
throne.com/stemmonade
paypal.me/stemmonade
venmo.com/u/stemmonade
cash.app/$stemmonade
ko-fi.com/stemmonade
patreon.com/stemmonade
www.amazon.com/registries/g...
throne.com/stemmonade
Support Stemmonade + Helix Backdash β€οΈ
Become a supporter of Stemmonade + Helix Backdash today!
ko-fi.com
February 10, 2026 at 5:18 PM
im still about $40 short of getting my wife's meds and she has been suffering since yesterday. can people PLEASEEE help??? (PLEASE DONT USE KOFI/STRIPE)
v: stemmonade
c: stemmonade
p: stemmonade
#BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky bsky.app/profile/stem...
v: stemmonade
c: stemmonade
p: stemmonade
#BIPOCMA #MAV #MutualAidSky bsky.app/profile/stem...
Reposted by gardenia π± tired and not doing great
I'm live now!! First stream since my surgery!! Let's have some fun chats and play Final Fantasy XIV with @c7andr7.bsky.social !! Thank you for the support!!
Art by @wishkept.bsky.social
twitch.tv/bibiblossoms
Art by @wishkept.bsky.social
twitch.tv/bibiblossoms
February 10, 2026 at 8:15 PM
I'm live now!! First stream since my surgery!! Let's have some fun chats and play Final Fantasy XIV with @c7andr7.bsky.social !! Thank you for the support!!
Art by @wishkept.bsky.social
twitch.tv/bibiblossoms
Art by @wishkept.bsky.social
twitch.tv/bibiblossoms